#sadsoul

Sometimes I would just like to tell the people closest to me: hey, I was raped.

But then I don’t, because they’ll look at me differently.

What’s left to do when everything feels lost?

misfitoffate:

shadowsrunning:

darling-with-no-problems:

This mood when I feel my dried tears on my cheeks and I neither want to live nor die.

Every time everything gets better, it gets worse.

That moment when you lie in bed and realize that you have no one to talk to.

My heart is pounding and my thoughts are circling. Life gives me anxiety.

Sometimes silence is worse.

I thought I was doing better.

But then there was that one comment.

By a stranger.

And now I’m reliving all the traumatic feelings. The rape. The kidnapping. Everything.

Drowning. Just drowning by myself.

So scared of dying.

All I wanted was you to be mine. Now you’re mine and all I feel is anxiety.

Just kill me right now.