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suna rintaro is tired.

and so are you.

you two stepped into the cramped train, coming from the airport after a very long flight. though you both opted to take a taxi, the queue for the taxi was way worse than the waiting time for the cramped train.

“i‘m tired.” you mumble to your boyfriend, looking up at him with your eyes attempting to blink the sleep away.

“me too angel.” he whispers, bending down as he presses a kiss to your forehead.

with suna‘s right hand, he holds the luggage you both brought. it‘s a large black suitcase, and his back pack is on top of it, he holds it very securely. meanwhile his left is laid at the small of your back, kept there to hold you close, and to fend off predators.

“i feel like i can sleep standing up.” you say with a chuckle, but it‘s not a joke. with the fatigue from the long flight, the cramped train, and jet lag: you do believe you can sleep like this.

“that sucks.” suna mumbles, as though he doesn‘t care. but his eyes are already looking around the train for free seats, or seats that will be freed with the next stop. “we‘re going to be here for another hour or so,”

“i know.” you mumble into his chest, filling your senses with his smell, rather than the smell of the train that‘s making you feel worse. “just wanna sleep.” you add further.

suna looks at you, his hand moving to the back of your head, running his fingers through your scalp and softly caressing you. his lips then press another kiss to your forehead.

“you can lean on me and sleep, i‘ll hold you.” he whispers to you, his hands moving back to the small of your back. his hand pats your skin softly, lulling you to sleep.

“but you‘re tired too,” you softly say into his chest, worried for him. but he simply shakes his head and presses one more kiss, but this time to your temple.

“it‘s okay, i can sleep at home.” he assures you, his hands moving up and down your back for comfort. usually, you‘d protest more, but due to your fatigue, you simply nod.

suna watches you softly, smiling to himself before he presses one last kiss to your forehead. he himself might be tired, but he would rather be standing there sleepy and looking out for you, rather than to let you stand there tired with him.

because he, no matter what happens, suna rintaro promises he will always look after you.

this is painfully unedited.

a loving feeling

pairing: suna rintaro x reader

warnings: bad writing, cheating, angst, both y/n and rin aren’t that good of people in this :(

a/n:in my angsty era again </3 reposting bc my tags weren’t working. anways this was inspired by (you guessed it) another mitski song! a loving feeling by mitski.

what do you do with a loving feeling?

or more importantly, what do you do with a loving feeling that comes from suna rintaro

nowadays, you tend to ask yourself that question more often — if not everyday. it’s not as if you’re not used to feeling loved, you are, but almost all the time it’s platonic. and you’re starting to think that’s the problem. 

because you know you’re never gonna get used to this sight in front of you.

for everyone else around you, the sight may be a pleasant, endearing, and might even put a smile to elderly couples’ faces as they reminisce about their own youthful days. but to you, it just leaves a bitter taste in your mouth. 

because in front of you is suna rintaro with the girl he’s in love with. staring into her eyes deeply as she does the same to him, hand in hand and nuzzling their noses. that girl isn’t you. and that’s the problem. 

and although it shouldn’t be a problem for you, since you said it was okay for him to pursue her, it is, because here you are at his and her engagement party, with a gift in your hand and a (fake) smile on your face for the ‘newest fiancés in town.’ 

it’s pitiful, really.

you should be happy for him. after all, he’s with the girl he loves so deeply, even if that girl isn’t you. you promised him that you’d eventually find your own happiness even if that means she wouldn’t be the root of it anymore. (if anything, he’s probably caused you more heart aches than happiness). besides, the relationship between the two of you (as rintaro would say even though you know it wasn’t true) was platonic. but shouldn’t your feelings be taken seriously as well?

honestly. suna rintaro is quite bold, considering the fact that he willingly invited you to his engagement party. you figured he might just be some sort of sadist. but does that make you a masochist for actually attending it?

for starters, you and rintaro have been in a, well — situationship. it started 6 months ago when him and his girlfriend (now fiance) got into a huge fight. it’s not like you were strangers before that, in fact, you both were childhood friends who stuck with each other through thick and thin.

the only problem with that was you were so stupidly in love with him, and you have been ever since you were kids. the second the argument went down, you were the first person he told and one thing led to another.

now of course, you couldn’t blame rintaro for only making the love you had for him ten times stronger once the situationship started, he was in the wrong for initiating the idea, but you were more wrong for going with it knowing that the feelings you had for him would only grow.

and recently, you noticed him acting strange. ignoring your calls, texting back extremely late, and — inviting you to hisengagement party?

you honestly just needed closure. if he wanted what the two of you had to end, then all he had to do was say so. it wasn’t fair that you had to find out he felt that way through an invitation from the mail. 

which is why you impulsively walk to the 6′3 man stating, “we need to talk.” 

rintaro’s previous smiling face is completely wiped off, visibly paling with each passing second when he sees the complete seriousness in your face.

his fiancé doesn’t notice, too enraptured by a conversation she’s having with one of her friends. you’re so used to receiving such cold treatment from rintaro in public that you don’t even flinch at his reaction. you knew that rintaro only showed his love for you in private.

whatever the case is, rintaro still decides to follow you.

“hey,” he swallows harshly, trying his best to maintain a neutral, “you wanted to talk?”

it gives you whiplash — the suna rintaro you know, the one you fell in love with, the down-to-earth and always calm rintaro is here standing in front of you like he’s a stranger. nothing about his facial expression currently says calm or down-to-earth. 

“i just want closure, rintaro. i promise i’m not trying to ruin your relationship or whatever you think i’m plotting right now.” 

his brows raise, as if what you’re saying makes no sense whatsoever, “what makes you think that?”

“that look on your face,” you scoff playfully, crossing your arms together “god, you’re looking at me like i’m some crazy ex. it’s just me, remember?” 

he stares at you for a few seconds, mouth opening as if he’s about to argue but then closes his mouth with a sigh. at the gesture, you let out a laugh and suna could only do the same. 

“so i’m guessing this is over?”

“i’m really sorry,” he says sheepishly, rubbing his hand on the back of his neck. 

“don’t be,” grinning, (or rather, forcing one,) you hand him the gift bag you brought before taking a deep breath, “don’t cheat on her anymore, rintaro.” 

he takes the bag, nodding his head once again before smiling, “i won’t.” 

for months you’ve always wondered what you should’ve done with the loving feelings suna rintaro has given you. but in all honesty, you’re only starting to think that you should’ve thrown that loving feeling away from the start. 

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When The Jock Fell

In Love With The Nerd

Osamu X Reader

Warnings: Unplanned pregnancy, rejection, mental abuse, confusion in relationships, Smut, Unplanned Pregnancy, Depression, separation in family, twin brother’s are a pain, A baby daddy, A baby momma, idiotic decisions, regret in the past.

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Chapter 2: The Miya Twins

(Y/N) POV

“I’ll see you later today!”

She dropped me off at school before I noticed it some guys all eyed her causing her to wink.


“She’s a college student she can’t date minors like she ever would date any of you ugly pigs.”


She’s always been the one catching the guy’s attention I suppose. I remember a disgusting old teacher had it for my sister.

Don’t get me wrong I’m not jealous I’m just annoyed at the fact that during her time here people approached me to introduce them to her.


“Like hell I’d do that.”


She had her friends while I had mine although I couldn’t stand those jocks she had around.


“They’re all idiots.”


I mumbled feeling irritated as soon as I heard some comments from those boys.


“Ugh I’m getting annoyed.”


Always the same things like:


“Such a shame the hotter one graduated already”


“Although (Y/N) is still hot but doesn’t really take advantage of it.”

I took out my headphones putting them on ignoring the comments and walked inside the school.


“Much better.”


I continued walking but stopped when I no longer heard the music due to feeling a sharp pain in my lower stomach which lasted a couple seconds.

“Ah..”

I clutched my stomach and then I took a few deep breaths.

I mean It felt like some one stabbed me in the stomach although before I knew it the small pain was gone.

“What was that..”


I mumbled.


“(Y/N)!”


I turned around and noticed my best friend who ran and hugged me.


“Akira.”


“Hey you alright?”


“Just a small stomachache other than that I’m fine.”


“Why do I look that bad?”


“You seemed a little odd earlier! Let me guess it’s the same thing that keeps bothering you lately.”


“Yup, the usual I’m literally forgetting what a normal family is and it’s gotten worse when my sister brings new guys home and they go like rabbits in heat.”

“Honestly I’m surprised she hasn’t gotten pregnant or some type of HIV.”


“Well I’m just glad she’s ok and hasn’t had anything like that happen to her!”


We walked when we heard some squealing of fangirls.


“Miya Twins!”


“Kya their so hot!”


My friend drooled.


“Look how hot they are.”


“Ugh can’t we have a peaceful morning even from you right.”


“They are so hot (Y/N) ya can’t lie litterally.”


English:Shut Up.


I said in English.


“There ya go with yer English.”


“Come on they are the top players in the volleyball ball team the same one your sister was managing remember!”


“Tch, more like wouldn’t shut up about.”


“I’d love to go on at least one date with one of the Miya twins!!”

“Whatever.”


“Maybe have a one night stand with one of them!!”


I froze at her last comment and looked at her annoyed as she babbled nonsense.

“I know I have a boyfriend but even my boyfriend doesn’t really compare although I’d still choose him over them!”

“Ugh even so! They’re so athletic I bet they’d go all night even more that the tennis pla-”

“Just stop talking please.”


I then spotted someone as my eyes sparkled.


“Kita!”

The one person who didn’t annoy me on that team also the coolest person on earth who I admired just as much as those successful people who achieved goals beyond standards in education.

“Kita hey!”


I said happily while he looked and nodded smiling softly before going back to cleaning the locker rooms?

“Uh weird”

“(Y/N)?”


“Hi Kita! How are you doing?”


He pointed at the lockers.


“Well I’m cleaning up the locker rooms for the second years.”


“Why?”

I asked a bit confused.

“I thought you only did you know the volleyball locker rooms. “


“I did already along with mopping the floor.”


“Uh okay?”

“It’s only because the team made a mess last week and it was cleaned but I still feel quite responsible.”

“I see..”

“By the way yer sister how is she? I wanted to apologize to ya for last time. I’m sorry ya had to see that.”

“It was months ago I’ll get over it.”

Even he couldn’t escape my sister’s grasp.

I frowned a bit.

Flashback 10 Months Ago

“Guess what!”

She said excitedly staring at me

“Yeah?”

“I know a second year is gonna confess to me! He’s on the volleyball team!”

“I see.”

“Aren’t you curious?”

I shook my head.

“Not at the least.”


She smirked knowing what she said next would get my attention.

“Well I’m positive it’s Kita Shinsuke.”


“What?”

I looked back noticing her smile more like a mocking smile

“K-Kita?”

“Yeah the guy you’re head over heals in love with right? Such a shame right?”

I didn’t say anything looking away before going back to my study book.


“Come on that doesn’t hurt?”


I didn’t say anything.


“Who cares besides I don’t like him. Also you’re not sure it’s actually him.”

I was very much in love Kita and somehow already knew by the eyes he gave her all full of attention yet it was obvious she didn’t reciprocate the feeling. She didnt know how much of a lucky bitch she is.

“Anyways a huge party is being thrown at the hotel two blocks away from school and of course”


“Fuck no.”

“Awe come on! If it makes you feel better it’s only the volleyball team and their friends including me I’ve invited a couple guys and girls well maybe more than a couple.”

(Knowing you the whole school.)

“Come on!”

“I said no.”

“The Miya twins are going!”

“Why the fuck do I care.”


“Well then suite yourself.”


She got up turning around then said something which made me change my mind completely.

“I’m taking Kita and I think I’ll take the confession he’s gonna give me there.”

I stopped reading my book and she knew she struck a nerve.

“Who knows if I start dating kita you might see him more often then again I think I’ll just have some temporary fun.”

“I’m not going.”

“Whatever but if you change your mind I left you a dress and shoes on my desk since you have absolutely no sense of fashion.”

“For the last time I’m not going.”

I grit my teeth while she grinned not facing me as she knew that kita was my huge crush and who doesn’t wanna find out if they’re crush really likes that person.

“She’s gonna hurt him.”

“What if he needs someone after.. ugh I won’t know unless I go to that darn stupid jock out party besides what could happen me just getting my heart broken. Who knew that the turn out was very unexpected to say the least.”

…….

End of flashback

“You okay? Ya zoned out for a bit.”

“Yeah I’m fine sorry about that.”

I smiled before it quickly turned into a frown when I felt a sharp pain again.

I clutched my stomach wincing at the pain but vanished as quickly as it came.

“Does your stomach hurt?”


I shook my head as the pain subsided.

“I’m f-fine.”

I noticed the mop.

“I think that water needs a change.”

He looked at the mop he was holding along with the water needed a change.

“I’m gonna go change the water to the mop so I’ll see you around.”

I smiled again waving then heard someone from behind quickly losing my smile and replaced it with a frown when a certain person spoke.


“Well now if it isn’t Ms. Foreigner”


My friend who stayed silent smiled and squealed.


“Miya Twins!”

She waved at them while Atsumu looked and grinned waving.

“Nice to see you guys!!!”

She said excited at The setter of Inarizaki’s volleyball club along with his brother and a few others from the volleyball team they were apparently considered hot.


“What do you want and don’t call me that.”


I said to him.


“I don’t wanna deal with a headache today.”


Atsumu whistled.

“Someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed.”

I glared at him.

Then a boy named suna said something that darn right pissed me off.

“You seem half dead today.”

“Shut up and leave me alone.”

Atsumu smirked.

“I told ya we need a manager since yer sister isn’t here anymore and she recommended ya so how could I say no to that sexy babe.”

I cringed disgusted.

Both of them cut from the same cloth not harboring feelings for eachother more of a platonic friendship I guess?

“I miss her so much!”

He said pouting then looked at me smirking.

“It’s a shame yer hot sister isn’t here anymore but yer kinda hot so I suppose it’s okay ya pass as our manager.”

“Excuse me.”

I said about to snap when suddenly atsumu was elbowed in the stomach by his brother.


“The hell Samu!”


“Shut yer trap and leaver her alone.”

I moved my gaze and accidentally locked eye contact with the grey haired twin who stared back for what seemed to be a while.

I cut the eye contact finally snapping out of it as I turned around walking ahead after his brother ask him a question.

“What’s wrong with you Samu?”


“Nothing ya idiot.”


“What!”


They glared at each other so I left before a fight could break out.

TimeSkip

“I’ll see you in class ok?”


I waved goodbye to Akira and who met with her boyfriend.


I made my way to the gym since P.E. was my first class of the day.


If only I knew what was to come.


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When The Jock

Fell In Love With A Nerd

Osamu X Reader

Warnings: Unplanned pregnancy, rejection, mental abuse, confusion in relationships, Smut, Unplanned Pregnancy, Depression, separation in family, twin brother’s are a pain, A baby daddy, A baby momma, idiotic decisions, regret in the past.

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Chapter 1: Totally Different


I sat on I desk writing in my notebook fixing the agenda thinking about mid term finals.

“I just need this last part with this piece of information and I’ll turn it in for a presentation.”


“Finally then I’ll be at ea-”

I closed my eyes relaxing for a bit and stared at a poster of my favorite American singer after all I am a foreigner.

“Sigh, I have a headache.”

I closed my eyes dozing off for a bit the lack of sleep finally taking over.

When all of a sudden I head in living room and English song being sound louder than life and more awful than a squealing dying pig.

“Oh my gosh.”

I got up rushing into the hallway and into the room across me while the music blasted.

She looked at me smiling dancing and she seemed to be wearing a man’s shirt.

“Hey! Katherine! I know we’re American but we don’t have to act like they do in the movies! Now shush I’m trying to work on my essay presentation aka Mid final!”


“Sorry about that but you won’t believe what happened last night..”


I sighed annoyed when I noticed something on the ground and it wasn’t just anything.


“Oh my gosh is that a condom full of cum on the ground?!”


She pouts then puffed her cheeks.


“We where to tired plus it’s not like I expect the poor guy to stay a forever virgin.”

“I don’t expect a virgin like you to understand.”

I froze turning away annoyed and slightly embarrassed.


“Oh shut up.”


“In fact (Y/N) I’ll have you know I took his virginity last night! I was hot guy’s first time!!! He totally gives fuckboy vibes I mean he’s on the basket ball team for my college! By the way it was huge!

Katherine drooled lost in thought.


“The way he pushed in and groa-”


“ENOUGH!”


I pinched the bridge of my nose.


“Shut up I don’t want to hear this anymore or I’m gonna be sick.”

“What! It was good sex!”


I cringed.


“You’re both disgusting since you just left a condom on the ground now please shut up and let me work in piece. Now clean your disgusting mess up!”


I turned around heading to my room and heard the cheering of my sister practicing her routines since she was a popular cheerleader.


Sigh I put headphones on trying to ignore her and felt better.

“All done.”


I turned in the assignment before I had second thoughts and look at the time.


“It’s time to go to school.”


I grabbed my uniform from the closet putting on then walked to the living room.


“Katherine aren’t you going to school today?”


She looked at me.


“Yeah after all I am a college student!”


I rolled my eyes.


(What you mean by only going to school to flirt with jocks and cheer like you’re still in high school.)


“Yeah are you ready to go?”


I nodded.


“I wouldn’t be asking you if I was.”


“You’re not wearing your brown hair wig?”


I nodded.


“I’m gonna be late fixing it up.”


“I don’t see why you don’t just dye your hair.”

I glared.


“So do I need to remind you I have to no time for that stuff.”

“Right, By the way did you hear mom say she was gonna come home today?”


“Whatever, what happened last time she said she was coming back then at the last minute a business trip she didn’t even bother coming home for one measly day.”


“Are you crying?!”

She asked me.


“Shut up no I’m not!”


I felt tears slip through eyes before breaking down.


“She’s the worst I won’t even bother about dad.”


“All he does is work! Why?!”


She got up and hugged me.


“Uh what are you doing?”


“Hugging my little sister you could use it you seem so down lately I guess you’re hitting your breaking point”


“Oh whatever let’s get going.”


She smiled while I kept my frown.


(You and me are totally different you know that.)



To Be Continued

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Osamu X Reader

Warnings: Unplanned pregnancy, rejection, mental abuse, confusion in relationships, Smut, Unplanned Pregnancy, Depression, separation in family, twin brother’s are a pain, A baby daddy, A baby momma, idiotic decisions, regret in the past.

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Don’t do it everyone knows he isn’t real when I comes to relationships

He all fuck but no love..

Some can even say he’s worse than his brother


(Y/N) (L/N) is determined to get into a top university to achieve her goals. She is and organised second year student. She was the perfect student. What could go wrong?

Nothing of course is what one would say however when the long overdue consequences of a decision that was made finally blew up in a big surprise.

A screaming bloody small human popped out..


W-What happened (Y/N).. Why didn’t you tell me?


I didn’t know that thing was inside my body.


What now?

She refused to looked at the small child instead felt a sense of dread filled with pain from just apparently going into labor.

How did this happen?

She didn’t even have a stomach to indicate she was pregnant.

“I don’t want that thing near me! I’ll never love that disgusting abomination. A mistake that should have never existed.”


I’ll never be a mother to it.

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1.Totally Different

2.The Miya Twins

3.Can’t Forget

4.A Few Questions

5.I Don’t Want It

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Revenge So Sweet

Atsumu X Reader

Warning: Smut, fool’s in love, unrequited love, Drugs, Best friends, heartbreak, Betrayal, Atsumu is a traitor, Childhood friends, Heart Break, False Accusations, Mafia.

Chapter 1: My Story

This is my story that I come to tell you..

That of a false man and his deadly deception.

All my life I gave him without asking..

However, I ended up behind bars for 15 years in this dark cold place..

In this place alone and unable to pursue the future I wanted…

Little by little discovering the horrible truth..



My soul has been filled with bitter loneliness..


You are the snake that poisoned me.. I come with sweet words of love.. The same one that you used in that performance..


My bloodshot eyes from crying so much.


In tears you tore my heart and mind filling me with madness!

Tremble! Why did your lack of consideration arrive


You stole all my illusions and dreams burning them in flames


Your mind only knows of betrayal


You are the toxic man that poisoned me

I come with sweet words of love

The same one that you used in that performance.

From a loving, dauntless and honest man


That only in your twisted mind existed


That man who was your disguise


Now it’s time..


Look tremble because the return of everything you stole from me has arrived

As soon as I can.


I will give you my revenge Atsumu Miya..

You believed yourself and even dead you believed me to be out losing the game you think you’re safe it’s your turn.


no one is going to save you because I came to destroy you


Since my conviction I thought daily

Very often I dreamed of having you

Because for love all one day I lost it all because of your deception of false love

But I come renewed just to see you suffer


He told you I’m miserable rotting here haha ​​I’m going to see you suffer yet you feel not one ounce of guilt instead you’re showering in fame and fortune you think you’re safe?

Don’t make me laugh..

Tremble because the poisonous madness you’ve created in me has arrived

You stole all my illusion and dreams my hard work doesn’t he drain all because of you.. False love and deception

Your mind only knows of betrayal


I come with those sweet words you gave me of faso love and deception

The same ones that you used in that performance

Of a brave, lovable and determined man

That only in your twisted mind existed


Tremble because my gift of revenge has arrived

You stole all my dreams

Your mind only knows of betrayal

Those sick twisted lies you gave me will come back in a form so sweet and full of love..

False love full of deception.


I’ve come for you Atsumu..


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On Hold

Atsumu X Reader

Warning: Smut, fool’s in love, unrequited love, Drugs, Best friends, heartbreak, Betrayal, Atsumu is a traitor, Childhood friends, Heart Break, False Accusations.

This is my story that I come to tell you..

That of a false man and his deadly deception.

All my life I gave him without asking..

However, I ended up behind bars for 15 years in this dark cold place..

In this place alone and unable to pursue the future I wanted.

Little by little discovering the horrible truth..

You are the snake that poisoned me..

I come with sweet words of love..

The same one that you used in that performance..

From a loving, dauntless and honest man..

That only in Miya Atsumu’s twisted mind existed..

Prologue

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2. Here I Am

3. The Man I Loved

4. 18 Years Ago

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When The Jock Fell For The Nerd

Osamu X Reader

Warnings: Unplanned pregnancy, rejection, mental abuse, confusion in relationships, Smut, Unplanned Pregnancy, Depression, separation in family, twin brother’s are a pain, A baby daddy, A baby momma, idiotic decisions, regret in the past.

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Chapter 5: I Don’t Want It

“You’re ok sis!”


My sister said in English while my mom stood next to me with a worried expression and a bit confused.


W-What happened..”


You just had a baby so just rest ok?”


My mom said patting my head.


“Take a good rest alright we’ll talk about this later then you can meet her..”

“No I didn’t have a baby! That thing isn’t mine!”

Before I could say anything else everything went black.



I slowly opened my eyes looking at the unfamiliar surroundings realizing that I was in a hospital gown feeling numb from the east down but I’ll take this over that horrible stomach ache.


“You’re up daring.”


“Mom?”


She held a small bundle in her arms walking closer.


“I didn’t know I was pregnant mom.. I mean it I promise I never wanted this! Don’t be mad please.”


My mom didn’t take her eyes off the small bundle all she did was smile softly and then looked at me.


“Mom?”


“Here (Y/N) look it’s your daughter congratulations on becoming a mom to a baby girl.”


I couldn’t believe what I was hearing.


“No way in hell.”


I turned around not facing her and that thing.


“I don’t want it.”


My mom frowned.


“Don’t say that she’s your daughter.”



(You must be joking,)


“I don’t want that thing near me! Get it the hell away from me.”


As on the cue the baby cried while my mother frowned staring into the child’s eyes glistening with tears.


“WAAAAAH”


“Shut it up! Bad enough I have to deal with pain all over.”


I sighed annoyed.


“WAAAAAAAAH”


“Why won’t it stop crying ugh!”


I turned around sitting up while my mom tried to calm the infant down .


“Well you were out for about a day and your daughter she’s hungry and has to eat (Y/N) so you have to breast feed her.”



“What? Then Feed her!”


“Sigh, I’m not the mom you are.”


“Don’t say that! I will have that creature latch onto my boob!”


My mom rolled her eyes setting the baby on the bassinet and called the nurse.


A nurse walked in with a baby bottle.


“Then we’ll have no choice but to feed her with powdered milk since her mother’s breast milk is off limits.”


“Wait a minute.”


“You’re not feeding her that it gave me a rash as a baby. Won’t that be passed onto her?”


“It’s a possibility.”


I sighed.


“Fine I’ll feed her but use the breast pumper I don’t want to breast feed her.”


I nurse nodded.


….

“(Y/N) you’re awake!”


“Another headache.”


I mumbled.


“I brought food since hospital food is disgusting plus it’s your favorite!”


She set the food down then nothing the bundle is our moms arms.


“She’s not crying today and super calm!”


My sister squealed excitedly rushing noticing the little baby with the pacifier.


“She’s so ado-”


She stopped then looked at me shocked.


“Is something wrong Katherine?”


My mom asked while Katherine shook her head.


“No it’s just she’s got really beautiful eyes.”


My sister set the food down and turned around away from us.


“(Y/N), I’ll talk to you later okay? I-I’ve got homework.”


I looked at her confused.


(What’s up her behind?)


“Ok darling see you later!”


My mother said while my sister nodded awkwardly walking outside.


“Look at how happy your daughter is although what would make her even happier is if her mother were the one doing it.”


“Ugh.”


Don’t you want to hold your daughter?


“When are we putting that thing for adoption.”


My mother frowned.


“You’re not serious my going to do that right?”


I didn’t Answer.


“(Y/N), she’s your daughter and I promise when you hold her in your arms you’ll come to love her I know you wouldn’t be so cruel to give you child away I won’t let you make a mistake!”

I faced her angered finally snapping.


“WELL I HAVE A FUTURE AND THAT THING I NEVER WANTED IS IN THE WAY”


I yelled startling the baby who immediately let out a shrill cry.


“You scared her.”


My mom contorted the baby who slowly calmed down and finished drinking the milk.


“You know she’s calm as a baby I’m surprised you were a little gremlin. She certainly didn’t get that from you.”


I rolled my eyes and covered my head with the pillow.


“I’m serious mom I don’t want that thing in my life.”


(Y/N)’s mom didn’t ask any questions about the father yet because her daughter was already exhausted enough as it is so it should be a question for another day.


The baby girl finished her milk while Jessica decided to burp her.


Katherine walked to her car as soon as she got in she took out a picture smiling sadly.


“Hayato..”


She looked at the picture of a handsome older man who was next to her.


His beautiful grey eyes that matched his son’s.


“If only you weren’t to guilty to leave your wife..”


Flashback A Year Ago.


She kissed him and hugged him.


“I love you.”


“I love ya too..”


“Even if I’m only 19?”


He nodded.


“It’s just your married Haya..”


He frowned.


“I know but I love ya don’t ever forget that.”


“Even if my wife is with me I can’t bring myself to look at her the same when I’ve got ya.”


She kissed his lips.


“Your wife hates me and if your son’s find out they’ll despise me.”


“Both of us sweetheart.”


They giggled kissing each other both forgetting that their love is taboo.


To Be Continued


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When The Jock Fell In Love With The Nerd

Osamu X Reader

Warnings: Unplanned pregnancy, rejection, mental abuse, confusion in relationships, Smut, Unplanned Pregnancy, Depression, separation in family, twin brother’s are a pain, A baby daddy, A baby momma, idiotic decisions, regret in the past.

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Chapter 4: A Few Questions

Previously.

“Hey is your stomach still hurting?”

Akira asked me but the nausea along with the sharp pain grew stronger.

Unable to answer I ran more like staggered to the bathroom stall locking it and threw up feeling the sharp pain get worse but this time it wasn’t going away.

“IT HURTS!!”

I screamed in pain gripping my stomach.

“Someone help I can’t take this pain..”

“Hang on I’ll go get help!”

Akira said rushing to find the teacher.

“It fucking hurts!”

Each deep breath I took did ease the pain a little but just taking a breath was painful.

“I feel like I’m fucking going to die from this pain!”

I yelled feeling like I was about to pass out not long after a teacher named Yuka knocked on the stall.

“Are you okay (Y/N)?!”

I shook my head crying from the pain.

“Ms. Yuca It’s hurts so much I think somethings wrong with me!”

I then looked at my legs and saw period blood.

No it was more of a light pinkish watery blood.

…..

“There’s blood Ms. Yuca, something’s wrong more is coming out!”

I yelled feeling disgusted and in pain.


“OH MY FUCKING GOSH!!”


“(Y/N), the ambulance is on their way! Hang on sweetie.”


She knocked on the stall.

“I’m gonna need ya to open the stall ok? I need to check on you.. Can you open the stall?”


I sobbed in agony slowly barely crawling opening the stall.

“(Y/N)!”


“H-Help please.. I-I think I’m dying..”


I gripped onto her hand squeezing it tightly


“Ok calm down and take a few deep breaths..”


“It hurts.. so fucking bad…”


“Ms. what is arghh happening to me..”


“I don’t know but it’ll be alright I’m here.”

I smiled but quickly yelled feeling another sharp pain as I touched my lower stomach in pain.


“The ambulance is here!”


Akira said while two men with a stretcher came.


The whole class as well as half of the school witnessed the scene of the paramedics taking her out as she clutched her stomach yelling and a certain group of volleyball players where there including the Miya Twins.

“(Y/N)!”

(Y/N) POV

Katherine rushed out of the car running into inside the ambulance vehicle after her sister.

The ambulance took me away as I cried yelling out in pain leaving the school surprised and a bit scared.


“(Y/N)! I’m here!”


My sister rushed into the ambulances car

“My stomach hurts..”


I screamed gripping my sister’s hand while the nurse walked over.


“Okay (Y/N) stay calm and breathe Mom is on her way too!”

“M-Mom?”

“She is now calm down and breath ok?”

I tried breathing but yelled out unable to even open my eyes wincing in the pain.

“I C-CAN’T”

“(Y/N)..”

My sister’s eyes widened noticing blood.

“I can’t move anymore It hurts so much why won’t the pain stop!”

She looked at the doctor panicked.


“She’s bleeding a lot is she ok?!”


Katherine said concerned.


“Her blood is everywhere!”


The nurse checked my forhead.

“I don’t think that’s blood.”


The nurse said slightly getting a bit nervous and felt my pulse with her hand as her eyes widened as she turned to look at me.


“(Y/N) I’m gonna ask you some questions”


I nodded as another wave of pain hit me.


“Fuck!”


“Alright now.”





“Are you pregnant?”



“No she’s not look at her flat stomach on top of that she’s a virgin!”


My sister said angry then turned to me.


“Right?!”


“According to her pulse it indicates that she’s currently holding a child inside of her.”


“Wait what?!”

My sister screamed staring at me as I shook my head.


“No way I’m not pregnant!”


I yelled feeling something down move inside my stomach.


“I didn’t have any symptoms so fuck that!”


I shook my head in pain.


“I think it’s a cryptic pregnancy.”


She said.


“I’m not pregnant!”


She touched my stomach pushing it a bit.


“Okay wow we’re about to go into labor”


“WHAT! My sister isn’t really pregnant right?!”


“No doctor you’re wrong! I’m not pre-“

I screamed and felt the need to push to relieve the pain.

“You felt that right?”

The nurse said.


“What was that?!”


“It means you’re about to go into labor the baby is coming now.”

She looked at the driver.

“Her contractions are closer to each other I’ll prepare everything as soon as we get down straight of to the labor room.”

“(Y/N), what is going on?!”

My sister said in disbelief.

“(Y/N).. I need you to calm down alright we’re about to begin.”

The nurse took off my skirt and underwear putting a hospital gown over my shirt.

“I don’t have a baby in there!!!”

I panicked moving and trying to get up but couldn’t due to the nurses holding me down along with the sharp pain in my stomach.

“(Y/N), We’re almost done ok?! The baby will be here soon…”

My sister said still shocked as I gripped her hand in pain.

“I’m not fucking pregnant no way!”

I felt something move from inside me followed by what seemed to be clear water?!


“W-What was that!”


The baby is coming now I’ll need you to push on the count to three.

One

Two

Three

Now push!

I pushed still very confused at what was happening as we repeated the process many more times which I couldn’t tell what was going on.

Now Push!

I yelled feeling something after the nurse told me to push I did and felt something come out.


“It’s the head almost there!”

“Nurses get ready!”

I made a few more pushes noticing the blood everywhere feeling something skirmish down my legs.


“Last one you’re okay.”


“I pushed and heard the cries of an infant ..”


I took a glance barely concious and saw that the nurse held a small bloody crying infant in her arms.

Meanwhile

Osamu POV

Osamu was lost in though despite just winning the match with cross court shot.


“Babe! Congratulations you just won the game!”


He was snapped out of his daze a she kissed him on the lips.

“That’s my baby boo! Congratulations on wining the game!”


“T-Thanks..”


“Are ya ok?”


“U-Uh I’m fine now quit clinging is not like we’re dating..”


“Woah yer stuttering yer that in love with me!”


She kissed him again.


“Come on soon you’ll have to say yes to your fwb right?”

She grinned smiling.

“Maybe this will change your mind!”

“Hear this babe, I’m totally gonna win this year’s student award no more third or second place due to (Y/N) and her sister!”

He looked at her.

“What do ya mean by that?”

She grinned leaning in and whispered

“Did ya hear.”

She said looking straight at Osamu.


“According to my brother who works at the hospital.”


“(Y/N), just had a baby.”


(What?)

“Ya know what that means! With her and Katherine gone I’m gonna win the award this year.”

“A b-baby…”

He said shocked and confused letting go of his fwb’s hand.

“Osamu?”


“Uh I gotta go.”


He said quickly walking to the team while she looked at him walk away.

“What kinda reaction was that?”

She shrugged her shoulders.

“You’re ok sis!”


My sister said in English while my mom stood next to me with a worried expression and a bit confused.


“W-What happened..”


“You just had a baby so just rest ok?”


My mom said patting my head.


“Take a good rest alright we’ll talk about this later when you can meet her..”


“No I didn’t have a baby! That thing isn’t mine!”


Before I could say anything else everything went black.

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When The jock Fell In Love With The Nerd

Osamu X Reader

Warnings: Unplanned pregnancy, rejection, mental abuse, confusion in relationships, Smut, Unplanned Pregnancy, Depression, separation in family, twin brother’s are a pain, A baby daddy, A baby momma, idiotic decisions, regret in the past.

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Chapter 3: Can’t Forget



Previously:

“Shut yer trap and leaver her alone.”

I moved my gaze and accidentally locked eye contact with the grey haired twin who stared back what seemed to be a whole before I turned around walking ahead after his brother ask him a question.

“What’s wrong with you Samu?”


“Nothing ya idiot.”


“What!”


They glared at each other knowing what was about to happen I left before a fight could break out along with Akira.


“I’ll see you in class ok?.”

She nodded.

“Okay (Y/N).”

I waved goodbye to Akira and who met with her boyfriend.

……

Osamu POV

“There she goes again just like that..”


Flashback

Multiple bottles of spiked drinks and alcoholic gummy bears with Onigiri covered in Sakē


He pulled her in before they knew it he met her lips as she wrapped her arms around his neck when they separated both equally flushed, swollen lips due to kissing, out of breath, and drunk..


“Ya know..”


He kissed her ear and whispered seductively.


“This is a hotel and I’ve got a room for the night..”


He kissed her neck pulling her closer.


“Yer so beautiful.”


He looked into her heartbroken eyes which earlier had been filled with tears.

“You’ll make me forget?”

“Of course darling what else am I good for like ya said.”

“You’ll be my first.”


“I’ll take care of ya.”

Hence forth he took her both still conscious of their actions through out the night a nerdy goody two shoes and a cocky Jock.

But that night he felt more insecure than he had ever before.. “ A measly one time fuck with an obnoxious girl full of herself could never be compared with her.


She was different..

Even after all that time he couldn’t forget their heavy breathing both naked on top of eachother bodies molding perfectly in sync. The unforgettable scent of her taste.

A taste he could have forever in his life even so unfortunately time was limited which made him prolonged the night as much as he could even if he broke his own rules.


End of flashback

“Samu, we have a game today and ya better not be spacing out like a brat lost at the mall.”

Osamu didn’t reply since he was still lost in thought to that night..

“SAMU GET YER HEAD TOGETHER AND STOP SPACING OFF LIKE A GRANDMA WITH DEMENTEN!”

He yelled annoying Osamu irritating him.

“Shut yer annoying ass up and It’s Dementia retard!”



“What did ya say stupid dead eyes!”


“Shut the hell up of my eyes are dead yer eyes are plain stupid!”


“What did ya say ugh! I can’t stand yer face!”


“Ya piss me off”

Suna took out his phone and used it not bothering to stop the fight while some of the other team members did.

I made my way to the gym since P.E. was my first class of the day.

I walked into the locker room heading to my locker. Lost in thought about all the comments about me being compared to my sister.

“I’m so sick and tired of being compared the her figure.”

“I’m so sick of people hitting on me acting like I’m just like her.”


“Kita..”


I said frowning knowing there’s no chance he’ll ever want me after that night..

“Sigh, to late now.”


I took out my clothes for P.E.

“Just wanna graduate so I can get out of here and go to a prestigious University with a great program from a scholarship I earned from hard work.”

I grinned.


“First I’ll get out of Hyogo and start my new life! I like the sound of tha-“ “Ah..”

I didn’t finish my sentence and was brought back to modern time due my stomach feeling a sharp pain.

“Ah!”

I groaned in pain nearly screaming clutching my stomach.

This time it was a million times worse.

“Ouch..”

I felt nauseous and dizzy.


“Oh fuck that hurts a lot…”


I nearly almost screamed as the pain persisted and went away every couple seconds but came back each time worse.

“It won’t stop!”

I crouch down because standing up hurt like a bitch.


“(Y/N)?”


My friend Sayala asked me along with Akira who just walked in.

“Hey is your stomach still hurting?”


Akira asked me but the nausea along with the sharp pain grew stronger.

Unable to answer I ran more like staggered to the bathroom stall locking it and threw up feeling the sharp pain get worse but this time it wasn’t going away.

“IT HURTS!!”

I screamed in pain gripping my stomach

“Someone help I can’t take this pain..”


“Hang on I’ll go get help!”

Akira said rushing to find the teacher.

“It fucking hurts!”

Each deep breath I took did ease the pain a little but just taking a breath was painful.

“I feel like I’m fucking going to die from this pain!”

I yelled feeling like I was about to pass out not long after a teacher named Yuka knocked on the stall.

“Are you okay (Y/N)?!”

I shook my head crying from the pain.

“Ms. Yuca It’s hurts so much I think somethings wrong with me!”

I then looked at my legs and saw period blood.


No it was more of a light pinkish watery blood.


To Be Continued

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