I already made a post on a Teacher Crush Community YouTube collab channel, but LIKE this post if you’d like to see this collab channel become a reality! <3 

I don’t know much, K, but I do know:

I know your smile and how it shines when you talk about artwork. I know that you have a red car, a dog, and two sons. I know that you like ships and you don’t like coat hangers. I witnessed the first time you ever used a glue stick and I know that I’d keep it a secret on how bad you were at using it. I know that you are kind and sweet, and that you are good at picking people up when they are down. I know that you are a painter with great skill. I know that you like tea and you drink it out of big mugs. I know that I am one of your favorite students. 

And I know that I love you. I don’t know much, but I do know that. I don’t know very much about you, but I want to get to know you more. I want to love you not only for your kindness, charm, and humor, but for your sad and angry days as well. I want to know all of you. 

I love you.

For K:

Last night, when I was thinking of you at God knows what hour, I realized that perhaps, just perhaps, that you liked me too. Maybe I wasn’t just a student to you. 

Last time we saw each other in class, I had worn makeup and a cute outfit for the first time. I felt awkward and goofy, but I wanted to see if you noticed. Had you noticed? You were grading artwork that day and when you gave me back some work, the grade was an A, with the comment “Looking good!”. 

I just realized: did you mean I was looking good? Or my work looked good? I am so confused, K, and I need to know how you feel about me. I realized this last night. That you might’ve been complimenting me, not my art, and I’m so confused. K, I need to know. What do I mean to you? Am I another student to you? Am I something more? Whether that be a friend or something…more?

Please…

Hello everybody!! Ever since I found the teacher crush community, I felt at home <3 Before, nobody would talk to me about my feelings for my teacher(s) because they all thought I was weird or had a fetish. Or they just didn’t really care about how I felt. I felt so alone and scared, but then I found you guys <3 For the past few days, all I’ve thought about is K. Tomorrow is our last day together (the semester is ending tomorrow for us and I don’t have him next semester). I am scared about how the day is going to go honestly. I feel like I’m going to cry, but I feel like I won’t at the same time. But anyways, to the point of this post:

I found that the teacher crush community is a beautiful community full of helpful and kind people (for the most part). We all understand what each other is going through and it really helps to have those people to talk to. I’ve been trying to think of ways to give back to the teacher crush community and I think I have an idea!

I want to make a Teacher Crush Community YouTube collab channel, with preferably 3-5 other people who are a part of the community. We can share our stories, experiences, and give advice. Of course, you may be scared about people finding out about your crushes and you getting in trouble! That is totally understandable!! I’m thinking that in our videos, we can use either 

a) our TC’s first name initial (like mine is K) or if that’s too obvious

b) give our TC a fake name, like Bob or something lol

We’d each upload a video for one day of the week, which would be our specific day. For example, I chose to do Sundays, so I upload a video every Sunday. OR we can just upload a video whenever we feel like it. But I think it’d be more organized and fun if we each had a day that we made videos on, so people can look forward to the next person uploading the next day or something. Also, we can have weekly themes that each person of the collab channel does a video on. Like, the weekly theme is “What’s your TC like?” and you share. That might be a bit hard, so perhaps we could just each do individual videos without the weekly theme. Maybe a weekly theme could be “How to know if your TC has a crush on you” and we each share 2-4 different tips and at the end of our video, we reference the next video to happen, so people will be geared to see the next video for the next group of tips?? If that makes sense?

I found a Teacher Crush Community YouTube channel on YouTube, but it hasn’t been active for a while and was only run by one person. I think it’d be cool to have multiple people on a channel for multiple experiences and different advice! We could do Q and A’s and stuff like that! It’d be fun! <3 

If you’re interested, please message me!! I’d love to get together some friends from this community to work on this project together. We could exchange skips and stuff, for easier communication.

Just thought I’d share some of my favorite songs that remind me of K (or the teacher crush community in general)! <3

- I Was Made For Loving You // Tori Kelly ft. Ed Sherran
- Is There Somewhere // Halsey
- Moving On // Kodaline
- The Art Teacher // Rufus Wainwright
- Air I Breathe // Mat Kearney
- Skinny Love // Bon Iver
- YOUTH // Troye Sivan
- Overwhelmed // Tim McMorris
- Best Thing // Steve Moakler
- Heart To Heart // James Blunt
- Older // Birdy
- Distance // Christina Perri
- BLUE // Troye Sivan ft. Alex Hope
- They Don’t Know About Us // One Direction
- In Your Arms // Kina Grannis
- Ours // Taylor Swift
- Back To You // WILD
- This Is Why I Need You // Jesse Ruben
- I Don’t Care // The Runaway Club
- Best Shot // Birdy and Jaymes Young
- Love Love Love // Avalanche City
- Heart Like Yours // Willamette Stone
- Like Lovers Do // Heather Nova
- Why Can’t I? // Liz Phair

I want to be able to tell people I love you. I want to be able to shower you with acts of kindness and affection without it being ‘unprofessional’ or 'unacceptable’. I want to be able to hold your hand without disgusted stares or ugly words. I want to be able to tell YOU that I love you. I want to be able to tell the whole world I love you.

But I can’t. Because it is unprofessional and I am just another student to you. So I’ll walk away knowing you changed my life for the better and wishing it could’ve been different between us.

Friend: omg got nudes from my crush!1!1!1!

Me looking at my empty email inbox: still nothing…

Me at the start of the holidays: Oh I’ll be fine! I’ll forget about him for the summer!

Me, watching Shrek the next day: *crying* THAT COULD BE US. WHY DOES EVERYTHING REMIND ME OF HIM?!??

Someone needs to make a master list of how to interact with your TC.

Some of us are just clueless.

I think it’s healthy that I got T for my teacher…

I was getting kinda deluded when it came to who he actuallyis

I was like

wow so y’all and handsome and great and smart and epic

When in actual fact is like

he’s such a fucking freak, why does he do this weird shit? He hasn’t shaved last time I saw him, he’s such a fucking loser… but he’s still my dumb mans

So moral of the story

Your TC isn’t who you think they are.

Me: *gets school report back*

Me: *gets a below in TC’s class*

-Nextmorning-

Me: *Barges into TC’s class*

Me: WH0 THE FUCK D0 U THINK U ARE MISTER? I CAN SUCK DICK REALLLL GOOD Y’KNOW!?

You and your TC being the power couple of the school

But only because they’ve got teacher power

Someone: You’re not alone!! So many people have crushes on their teachers!!

Me: Yeah, but I’m the only one with a crush on this nerd

When bitches be talking over your TC

When someone jokes abt ur TC not loving you

Me realising everyone at school knows about my TC, and my close friends know abt my blog bc I can’t keep my mouth shut for 1 minuet:

I’m fine with y’all fantasies with ur TC’s but when it gets to eating their ass under their desk

we need an intervention

vintage-brass-tc:

I imagine how it would be spending my life with you in the same home.

We’d argue about who did what chore, maybe even end up doing them together on some days.

You’d groan after I recommend takeout for the third night in a row on our lazy week off.

We’d occasionally fail to follow recipes, ending up with a huge mess in the kitchen, stains on our clothing, and suppressed giggles threatening to escape from our lips after we make eye contact.

You’d begrudgingly stay up a little later on school nights to watch our favorite show, inevitably passed out on my shoulder ten minutes in.

I’d welcome you home every day with hugs, kisses, and a small home-cooked meal that you’d eat while rambling to me about every aspect of your day.

Oh, if only.

this made me tear up; beautifully written!!