Hello everybody! As you probably guessed and noticed, I was gone for a long while. I was on an unexpected hiatus because I thought my feelings for K were gone. Hahahahahagahahahahahaahahah no they are still there lol well I’m back and I’ll try to answer everyone’s questions and messages! ❤️

I don’t know much, K, but I do know:

I know your smile and how it shines when you talk about artwork. I know that you have a red car, a dog, and two sons. I know that you like ships and you don’t like coat hangers. I witnessed the first time you ever used a glue stick and I know that I’d keep it a secret on how bad you were at using it. I know that you are kind and sweet, and that you are good at picking people up when they are down. I know that you are a painter with great skill. I know that you like tea and you drink it out of big mugs. I know that I am one of your favorite students. 

And I know that I love you. I don’t know much, but I do know that. I don’t know very much about you, but I want to get to know you more. I want to love you not only for your kindness, charm, and humor, but for your sad and angry days as well. I want to know all of you. 

I love you.

For K:

Last night, when I was thinking of you at God knows what hour, I realized that perhaps, just perhaps, that you liked me too. Maybe I wasn’t just a student to you. 

Last time we saw each other in class, I had worn makeup and a cute outfit for the first time. I felt awkward and goofy, but I wanted to see if you noticed. Had you noticed? You were grading artwork that day and when you gave me back some work, the grade was an A, with the comment “Looking good!”. 

I just realized: did you mean I was looking good? Or my work looked good? I am so confused, K, and I need to know how you feel about me. I realized this last night. That you might’ve been complimenting me, not my art, and I’m so confused. K, I need to know. What do I mean to you? Am I another student to you? Am I something more? Whether that be a friend or something…more?

Please…

Hello everybody!! Ever since I found the teacher crush community, I felt at home <3 Before, nobody would talk to me about my feelings for my teacher(s) because they all thought I was weird or had a fetish. Or they just didn’t really care about how I felt. I felt so alone and scared, but then I found you guys <3 For the past few days, all I’ve thought about is K. Tomorrow is our last day together (the semester is ending tomorrow for us and I don’t have him next semester). I am scared about how the day is going to go honestly. I feel like I’m going to cry, but I feel like I won’t at the same time. But anyways, to the point of this post:

I found that the teacher crush community is a beautiful community full of helpful and kind people (for the most part). We all understand what each other is going through and it really helps to have those people to talk to. I’ve been trying to think of ways to give back to the teacher crush community and I think I have an idea!

I want to make a Teacher Crush Community YouTube collab channel, with preferably 3-5 other people who are a part of the community. We can share our stories, experiences, and give advice. Of course, you may be scared about people finding out about your crushes and you getting in trouble! That is totally understandable!! I’m thinking that in our videos, we can use either 

a) our TC’s first name initial (like mine is K) or if that’s too obvious

b) give our TC a fake name, like Bob or something lol

We’d each upload a video for one day of the week, which would be our specific day. For example, I chose to do Sundays, so I upload a video every Sunday. OR we can just upload a video whenever we feel like it. But I think it’d be more organized and fun if we each had a day that we made videos on, so people can look forward to the next person uploading the next day or something. Also, we can have weekly themes that each person of the collab channel does a video on. Like, the weekly theme is “What’s your TC like?” and you share. That might be a bit hard, so perhaps we could just each do individual videos without the weekly theme. Maybe a weekly theme could be “How to know if your TC has a crush on you” and we each share 2-4 different tips and at the end of our video, we reference the next video to happen, so people will be geared to see the next video for the next group of tips?? If that makes sense?

I found a Teacher Crush Community YouTube channel on YouTube, but it hasn’t been active for a while and was only run by one person. I think it’d be cool to have multiple people on a channel for multiple experiences and different advice! We could do Q and A’s and stuff like that! It’d be fun! <3 

If you’re interested, please message me!! I’d love to get together some friends from this community to work on this project together. We could exchange skips and stuff, for easier communication.

Just thought I’d share some of my favorite songs that remind me of K (or the teacher crush community in general)! <3

- I Was Made For Loving You // Tori Kelly ft. Ed Sherran
- Is There Somewhere // Halsey
- Moving On // Kodaline
- The Art Teacher // Rufus Wainwright
- Air I Breathe // Mat Kearney
- Skinny Love // Bon Iver
- YOUTH // Troye Sivan
- Overwhelmed // Tim McMorris
- Best Thing // Steve Moakler
- Heart To Heart // James Blunt
- Older // Birdy
- Distance // Christina Perri
- BLUE // Troye Sivan ft. Alex Hope
- They Don’t Know About Us // One Direction
- In Your Arms // Kina Grannis
- Ours // Taylor Swift
- Back To You // WILD
- This Is Why I Need You // Jesse Ruben
- I Don’t Care // The Runaway Club
- Best Shot // Birdy and Jaymes Young
- Love Love Love // Avalanche City
- Heart Like Yours // Willamette Stone
- Like Lovers Do // Heather Nova
- Why Can’t I? // Liz Phair

Hey guys! I’m insanely bored today and have nothing to do! SO I’m opening TC (teacher crush) Imagine requests!! Please message me with whatever scenario you want! However, I won’t do anything that’s TOO sexy ;) haha

abductedndrowned:

good morning I wish I was riding a 40 year old married dad’s cock while his wife is sleeping upstairs and he’s growling in my ear telling me how tight and young I am and how much better I feel than his wife <3

This is my biggest fantasy that I have. Let daddy use your body all night, stealing your innocence in the middle of the night. No one knows that you are turning into my cock slave, our secret taboo relationship makes this even more exciting. You are such a good little girl.

hey yo here comes your lesbian tumblr friend again
im definitely back to tcc again god im SO back here
you know I kind of hugged my tutor and she kind of complimeted on my perfume, you know, i’m single and she’s single
you know.
btw we meet in private and I’m of legal age ;))

Damn there’s something going on and immediately I’m too hyperanalysing to talk so I just smile like an idiot✨❤️

TC UPDATE #36 (7/11/21)

hiiii everyone! first of all, i want to apologize for my absence. i’ve been so busy with work and school, but i finally got some motivation to post on here and give you all a well-deserved update pertaining to M & i.

so, unfortunately, M & i are not officially together at the moment. in fact, it’s been a while since i’ve seen him in person. maybe it’s because we’re at different places in our lives rn, and while i’m at college, we’re about an hour and a half away from one another. i’m thinking about reaching out to him and asking him if he’d like to grab food somewhere and catch up. i miss seeing him everyday so much.

also, i’ve temporarily turned off anonymous asks. i’ve been receiving a lot of anonymous hate (most likely from one person), and i figured if you are going to bash my life or make false assumptions about my life then you should be brave enough to show your true identity. one blog tried to start drama with me, and it is all false information pertaining to photos of myself. it was a mistake to ever show who i am, and i regret it and now realize how unsafe it was. i’m choosing to ignore the hate/drama and keep doing what i love. to my supporters, i love you always!!

i’ll keep you all updated on M. i might end up texting/calling him tonight!

I just want to lay on your chest and listen to the sound of your heartbeat.

soo I start college in 2 & and a half weeks and idk if I’m ready! I’m super pumped for it but I also realize it’ll be a huge change I’ll have to get used to. M texted me (above) and said he wants to meet with me this week to discuss my schedule bc I’ll be returning to my old high school to get service/volunteer hours for one of my lit courses.