I managed to find a Legion Vehicon and Breakdown at my local Walmart today, so of course I bought them, then I got home and my cousin started to mess around with them because she didn’t have anything else to do. She was fine with the Vehicon because it’s a three-step transformation and doesn’t take a lot of fiddling around, but then she started to play with Breakdown and kept accidentally popping his joints out of their sockets. Eventually I took him away from her saying, “No - it’s bad enough he got mutilated in the show, and you don’t have to do it to him in real life.” She just gave me a blank look, because she didn’t understand.
Stop hurting me I’m in so much pain already. I can’t take a single increased dosage of anguish. I’m begging I’m cowering I’m pleading. Please stop. You know how this is making me feel and you won’t stop. Why isn’t my pain enough for you to stop?! Is it because you like it? Do you like when the tears freely fall from my eyes and my face contorts into an unrecognizable mask of suffering? Do you like when I scream and plead for you to stop? You probably love it. You probably smile like the sick fuck you are that you tried to hide behind once sweet words. The fake fucking lies of words that served only to latch me onto you. You know what this feels like so why would you make me endure this? How cruel can one person be?!
no thoughts, head empty, just thinking about this scene -
it’s the way seb is looking at carlos like carlos is his world and carlos is looking at seb like he can’t believe he’s so lucky to have seb
it’s the way seb lingers to watch carlos up on the stage, even though seb knows he has to go get changed for his piano performance. seb just smiles,and even when he turns to leave, he’s still smiling akdjdjfk
