#why me
Literally today has been a ‘let’s make lupa explode with feels’ day from learning the history of Teennick, Nick Jr. & nick@nite to learning how TV schedules and programming time slots work to re-watching The Cheetah Girls 2 I literally brought this to myself.
GUYS.
I LOST MY USB.
I
LOST
MY
FUCKING
USB
AND MY RESOURCES WERE ON IT
BRB SOBBING VIOLENTLY IN A CORNER
What it’s like to be me #1
Every Thursday morning my mom checks the big trash can to make sure I cleaned the cat box the night before……
I’ve been cleaning the cat box…. Since forever…
She goes through the fucking garbage to make sure there’s garbage
I swear I’m gonna kms
What are your ambitions ?
people on tumblr.are nicer than people on twitter I have a twitter only to repost stuff but like. Everyone on there scares me and tumblr is also but its a little better now i think. ive only had like 1 bad experience coming back to tumblr so far
Strange/funny/akward/creepy things happening to me at the Meal Center (that’s set up like a restaurant) where I volunteer sometimes
-Some man went “Are you muslim?” And i replied yes and he proceeded to tell me about his muslim friend and asked me if I know her
-A man ate like 10 plates of the meal which was pretty hefty. The funny/awkward part was that I asked him if he wanted dessert like 5 times cuz each time I thought he was done but he kept asking for another meal
-A man came up to me, uncomfortably close, and talked to me about something but I dont even remember what he said because I was only thinking about the fact that he’s too close
-A man came up next to me, literally standing next to me like a foot away, and asked me if it got hot because of my hijab
-This one man suddenly asking me really loudly “Are you Pakistani?!?” And when I nodded yes he turned to the person next to him and said stuff in Spanish. And I could’ve tried to listen and see what he says (I understand some Spanish because of school) but I knew he was talking about me and I didn’t really wanna know what he was saying
-One man I swear I 95% heard say sketchy stuff like “picked the lock”, “the things were in this room”, and “looked through apartments”. The same guy was talking about jails later and why people are in jail
a broken heart is the worst, it’s like having broken ribs, nobody can see it, but it hurts every time you breathe..
MY ANXIETY IS KILLING ME.
So, when I was about 8 or 9 years old, I once went to this dentist by where I live. Now, as a kid, I didn’t have the best oral health, so I was going in for a root canal. I had been to this dentist before for fillings and cleanings and stuff, but on that particular day, my dentist was out of town, so I got a different one. Now I go in and sit down, she introduces herself, whatever, that whole thing. After that, she gives me the novacaine, which is one of the parts only because of the damn needle they have to shove in your damn mouth. So it starts to make my mouth numb as usual, only this time something was a little off. I noticed that I could still feel the area around my tooth she would be working on. I tried to tell her, but she waved me off saying that I was imagining it. Then the drill came out. She told me that if I felt any pain to raise my hand, and that’s what I did almost as soon as she started drilling. And I shit you not, she put my hand down and told me that I shouldn’t be feeling it, and to stop lying. It is, to this day, the most painful thing I have ever experienced in my life. Pure, unrelenting, pain. The thing was too, that she didn’t even finish, they had to the rest of it another time. From that point on, I LOATHED going to the dentist, and I still flinch whenever I hear that damn high pitched drill noise. So yeah, fuck that dentist chick.