#3am things

I’m kind of considering suicide again

I’m kind of considering suicide again.

It’s not that I’m getting worse

I’m just not getting better

It’s been months, hell it feels like it’s been years

And it’s managed to remain a long

Empty

Numb

Tunnel.

It’s been a blank canvas set up on a easel

But never painted

A new google doc pulled up on a student’s laptop

But not started

A guitar with no strings

If it was going to get better would it not

Already be okay?

Or at least not as bad as it’s been

I find myself listening to “The night we meet”

And “The scientist”

Reminding me of how these feelings

Have been before

And just keep coming again

Why should I keep trying?

Why should I keep fucking trying?

The Old Testament is the prequel to the New Testament in the Bible

The most unrealistic things in movies is when the car doesn’t beeb when the characters have their seatbelt off

The phrase “objects in the mirror are closer than they appear” in review mirrors sounds more philosophical than it is

All children only love their parents due to Stockholm syndrome

The words wine and dinner combined is winner

Why does the word fridge have a d in it but the word refrigerator doesn’t?

Doctors have complete control over whether you live or die

Our noses are made up of two oxygen holes

If you’re the only person on a planet and half the population gets cut in half, are you cut in half?

Are Apple’s apps not only short for applications but for APPle?

The word disease has the word die in it

What if right side up is actually upside down and we’re all like bats?

Does satan have a mother?

How did the Black Death become a children’s song?

What happens if you do 0 divided by 0?

Does lightning McQueen have life insurance or car insurance?

Duct tape can solve many problems

There are people out who dress manikins all day.

Pop socket backwards is socket pop which sounds a lot like sock puppet

People with green eyes should not have to be pinched on st. Patrick’s day