#my poem
almost (poem)
I love you.
Have I ever told you that?
Yeah, I do
and I know I sound crazy,
but, truth is I do love you
and I almost don’t feel guilty.
almost, almost, almost
the word that keeps us apart
In the end, we are almost art.
I don’t wanna be a burden,
so please keep me away
if you don’t really want to stay.
— something about him
enough (poem)
I am enough.
I keep repeating that I am enough
as if that was enough for me.
When I say I am enough
it’s because I can’t allow myself to love anyone else
but me.
— a poem by me on a midnight
Aries: the world is not ending. I promise you the world is not ending. When it does not end, we will need you. The world will need you to help fix what we almost ruined. We need you.
Taurus; Eventually you have to let go. Own up to what you did wrong, sit with it, and let it go. You can’t think you were right forever and you can’t hold on to your wrongs forever. You have to let go.
Leo: Your city is a war zone, for a just cause, I know. Remember we love you. Remember we want you home safe. Remember when history looks back they will thank you. Thank you through the tear gas and blood. Thank you.
Gemini: Some time you have to grow. You can’t grow where it’s comfortable and safe. You have to grow, because we see great things in you. Because we can tell you can be so much more. You just have to step outside.
Pisces: The blood on your hands isn’t even your burden. It isn’t your fault for what choices they made. This isn’t your problem. Responsiblility is a bitch, but you did not deserve this. You do not own this mess.
Cancer: stop digging up your veins just to prove you are still breathing. The voices that come up at night are not your friend. The ghosts of the past can’t and don’t love you like the people in the present. You have to know that
Capricorn: Sometimes you have to give in. Sometimes you have to compromise. I know it’s hard. I know the way forward is clear. But be careful, you don’t HAVE to burn all those bridges, and some of them might save you later.
Virgo: Learn to sit with yourself. The drugs and pills and booze and distraction can only get you so far. Sit with yourself. Let go of your past. Let go of me. Please.
Aquarius: Be careful because wolf in sheep clothing can feel safe. Can feel calm. Do not trust them, the claws are just under the surface. We love you. Stay safe.
Saggitarius: You don’t need them. I know. I know. It feels like it. It feels like they are your air. You don’t need them. You deserve more. Please see that you deserve more.
Scorpio: you are only hurting yourself. You are only adding more scars. Stop. Stop trying to dig the veins out of your skin. Stop trying to kill yourself for others.
Libra: some scars do not heal. Some scars you just live with. Some scars you just survive. Some things are just how they are, and the people who did it will never apologise to you for it.
She never came back
The girl I was before he broke me
I waited and waited
I hoped and I prayed
Her light left one evening
And the darkness stayed
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Wether it’s the hope of love
The grief of love
The lesson of love
Or the regret of love
Once you have loved
It always remains
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You said you wanted all of me
So here I am
Darkness
Melancholy
Rage
Why are you walking away?
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I have very little hope left
My prayers are barely a whisper
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You know what you’ve done
But to say it out loud
Is too brutal a reality
It would be suicide by honesty
And you are such a coward
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I remember a time when
I thought he would change
When I thought that my love
Would take his anger away
What a dangerous choice
I was willing to make
To sacrifice myself for a man
Who could never be saved
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When I look back at my life
I only recognize it for a moment
And then it’s gone
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I am so tired
It doesn’t matter how much I sleep
The sadness and worry
Are too heavy for me
And everytime I put them down
To breathe a sigh of relief
I hear the sound of fear and anger
Begin to slowly creep
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I remember his hands
The way they held me so tightly
The way they let me go
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The desire
To be desired
Is a foolish wish
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You are the only one who knows
My silence means
I have so much to say
You listen to me
When I dont say a word
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Poetry is my lover
She always let’s me in
To cry
To listen
To confess all my sins
She found me voiceless
Wishing my tears were diamonds
So that I could buy back some time
Her poems come out of my heart
My eyes
My mind
She is so soft
And she never leaves
Thank you
My sweet lover
Poetry
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A woman like me
Wants to be kept and set free simultaneously
A woman like me
Desires to be cared for all the while being all that she needs
A woman like me
Should keep her opinions to herself
Don’t speak
A woman like me
Moon faced but anguished with uncertainty
“The girl of their dreams”
A woman like me
Until it’s my piercing red eyes and deathly screams
A woman like me
Is never fully understood or known
A woman like me
Is better off alone
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Was this earth not created through chaos?
Our universe makes love with the clash
Creation is the child of collision
A galaxy of grief
Atom + Eve
Here because God simply said
BE
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His mouth is a halo
And everytime he speaks
The words breathe light into me
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With you
I am drowning
In despair
I breathe
Incurable sadness
Not air
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The day will still come
No matter how hard you close your eyes
The night will kiss the day goodbye
Painting colors in the sky
Welcome the darkness
Embrace the light
Don’t fight against the up’s and down’s of life
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