about.in which you find your lab partner in a strange place you’d never expect to find him in.
warnings.corny‼️
ricky rocks. short story 4 my best man because i didn’t want to think too hard into this
“you look like someone who could use some company.”
oh god, you sounded like a weirdo. or a hooker.
but despite that, he still looked and smiled at you, “look at you.” he almost grinned harder once he got a good look at you, taking notice that you weren’t exactly wearing the sweatshirt and sweatpants he always saw you in—but rather a very revealing top and a mini skirt. “didn’t take my lab partner for someone who liked to party.”
“i might say the same thing about you, parker,” you smiled back, taking a seat next to him on the ratty old frat couch he sat on. “when i thought of you getting your rocks off, i thought you’d be in an actual room with rocks.”
“wow, i’m offended,” he squinted at you putting a hand against his chest as if to cover his wounded heart, but he stilled smiled. “i would have hoped you thought higher of me, y/l/n.”
“i don’t intend on offending you, peter,” you smiled with amusement, “i just would have thought you were better than this.” you motioned and referenced to the frat house that you both currently sat in with all the buff dudes bumping their heads as they watched another identical guy chug a beer.
it made him scoff and his head slightly tipped, “but it’s normal for you to stoop this low?”
you shrugged, “we all have our moments of weakness… me more than anyone.”
“oh, so you’re saying this is a weekly occurrence for you?” he quirked an eyebrow, really wanting to know the answer.
and you almost didn’t want to answer, cringing as your head slightly fell sideways in shame, “maybe.”
“oh, on,” he shook his head, “cheap beer? men who don’t know basic hygiene and are probably failing their math 1 class? that’s your type, isn’t it? that’s why you come here, to get some play from boys with pedophile staches and low iqs?”
you laughed maybe a little too loudly, quickly slapping your hand over your mouth as you stared at peter who’s brow arched higher, but still he smiled, loving every moment of your presences.
“i don’t stoop that low.”
“oh, good. we still have time to save you,” he sat up now, clasping your elbow and scooting closer to you, “i almost thought i’d have no chance with you.”
“really?” your cheeks burned and you almost felt shameful for leaning closer to him as his voice was now a whisper and comforting and warm and ready to swallow you whole.
“yeah,” he nodded his head, “compared to those big burley guys who live off pre-workout, i’m nothing.”
you giggled again, feeling woozy and even more drunk with his amusement that was just feeding you to the brim with bliss. it felt out of body, it didn’t feel real, but it was and you felt like a fool falling so fast for someone you barely knew.
“they got nothing on you, peter parker.”
**
you were completely lost with time, but all you knew was he was a really good kisser and that’s all that mattered right then and there as the two of you stumbled into your dorm room where you were soon consumed in pitch black. neither of you could find care for it as you still clung to him feverishly, kissing him with all you could as if on a timer.
you couldn’t help but laugh once his mouth pulled from yours and started pressing kissed against your neck while the two of you still absent mindedly attempted to find your bed. you tried your best to guide but failed—causing the both of you to trip over your own feet and fall to the ground.
you giggled through the pain as you were now squished beneath peter’s body. he groaned, laughing a little himself but he still winced, pushing himself off and to the side of you, “well, we tried.”
“we did.” you smiled, not finding the attempt a complete failure due to now being a lot more familiar with your lab partner.
“i’d say i was hoping things would go a lot more smoother but…” he traveled off, now looking to the side of your face, “i’m not completely disappointed.”
summary: peter has been visiting you as spider-man long enough to develop a crush on you. the problem? you have a crush on somebody else.
notes: u guys…i love peter parker so much okay!!! also this is a short fic bc i have a longer one in the works. yes i realize this is 4k words but like, that’s short for me ok bye happy reading!
warnings: typos, probably.
Peter Parker sat on the ledge of your fire escape, careful to avoid the patches of snow from the previous day. It had been a long night of patrolling and his lower back ached to no end. The familiar space spread warmth to Peter’s chest as he attempted to collect his breath, the inside of his suit scratching against his skin.
It had been dark out for a few hours. Peter knew that May would be going to sleep in an hour, leaving the perfect opportunity for him to slip back into his bedroom undetected. He had lied to her earlier, saying that he’d be studying with a group of friends he had made at university earlier that semester. But he had other places he needed to be.
He would be lying if he said his only reason for patrolling was to keep his city out of danger. While that was a big motivation for him to put his suit on, the other reason was because he wanted to see you.
Summary: Peter brings a lab coat home one day. It gives you an idea. How could you pass up a chance to drive him wild?
Warnings: afab!reader, oral (fem receiving), lots of bad chemistry puns, penetrative unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it!), did I say bad chemistry puns already? This went from smut to fluff to humor at the end.
“Welcome home Mr. Parker,” You said upon your fiancé entering the apartment you and him shared. He put down his bag (full of papers) and gave you that small, forced smile that instantly told you it had been a long day.
“Long Friday?” You asked, taking your attention away from the stove.
“Oh you know, the usual. Did you know you can say to your students “this material is corrosive; it will burn through fabric’ ten times and they’re still shocked when it burns a hole through their lab coat?” He held up the lab coat, which had a small but noticeable hole in it.
“I’m sorry babe.“
“It’ll be an easy fix. Besides, I should start washing these regularly. I forgot how bad teenage B.O. is,” He said, throwing it over the chair. He walked over to you, wrapping his arms around your waist and resting his chin on your shoulder.
“Whatcha making sunshine?” He asked, his breath hot on your neck.
“Just some salmon cakes.” This was your routine- Peter would come home and wrap his arms around you, whether you were watching TV or cooking dinner.
“I missed you,” He murmured into your neck.
“I missed you too my love,” You said, flipping the salmon cakes so one side wasn’t burned.
Your eyes darted to the table, landing on the lab coat.
An idea popped into your head.
A different idea. A spicy idea. An idea that made you inadvertently squeeze your thighs together.
Summary:You and Peter have been friends since you were toddlers, you knew everything about one another. Of course knowing everything about each other, your aware of your alter egos. You’ve always liked Peter right when you started high school. People assumed that you and him were together, but you always denied it. You usually are the one patching up Peter’s wounds, now it was his turn to return the favor.
A/N:Here’s a sneak peak of a Peter Parker (Andrew Garfield) x-reader I’m writing on Wattpad! I’ll post updates on here, I’m still in the process of creating it.
The cool wind brushed against me as I sat on the fire escape of my townhome. My enhanced hearing allowed me to hear police or ambulance sirens going off the in the distance including the booming sound of barking. Sage - my superhero alias - would hopefully make an appearance tonight, probably to stop a bank robbery or someone trying to rob an innocent New Yorker.
I pulled my hair away from my flushed face as if that could help me hear my surroundings better. A static sparked from my cell phone. I picked the phone up, holding up to my ear. “We’ve got 10-56 on Smokey Avenue right on the corner. Two men, tall stature, not sure what their intentions are,” the woman said.
A smirk rose on my face at the sound of the officer’s voice. I didn’t hesitate to hop down from the fire escape, using my abilities to glide through the crisp air of New York city. The sight of Smokey Avenue came into view. My feet landed softly behind the two burly men.
They stuffed their black duffle bags from the machines aligning the sides of the room. The two criminals wore black masks. I cleared my throat to gain their attention. “Not sure if stealing is a good thing to add to your reputation,” I spoke with my hands resting on my hips.
Each of them jerked their heads to me. With the white light casting a shadow on each of their faces. I could hear the sound of sirens commence, getting closer towards Smokey Avenue. I wiggled my fingers in a waving motion. The man with a black and brown leather jacket yanked out the gun from his pocket.
Luckily, I ducked just before the bullet brushed against my shoulder; ripping the thin hem of my sleeve. I hissed in pain and stepped to the left. He swung his arm, hitting my cheek. I fell to the ground with a grunt. Using my telekinetic powers, I was able to pull the men away from the machines.
The green orb was transformed into a thick sage green rope. It wrapped around the men, preventing them from escaping through the double doors. I knelt in front of the two of them with a victorious smile sitting on my face.
“Didn’t your mothers tell you notto shoot someone?”
I stood up from the tiled flooring of the bank just as I heard the police sirens getting closer. I was able to escape through the back door of the bank. The wind continued to hit my bare skin, cooling me down from the fight. Instead of going to my house, I flew down to my best friend’s townhome which was on the same street as mine.
Peter was sitting at the desk with his chin resting on the palm of his hand. His laptop was sitting in front of him, displaying our Chemistry assignment. I reached up and knocked on the window with my free hand that wasn’t covering the bullet graze. My best friend since diapers trailed his focus away from his laptop
His smile dropped at the sight of the bruise underneath my eye including my hand on my left shoulder. Peter slid open his bedroom window, helping me inside. “Greetings, spider-boy,” I cheered. Peter chuckled and brought me over to the bathroom which was attached to his bedroom. He searched for the first-aid kit.
“Right cabinet, towards the back,” I said.
Peter gave me a thumbs up and finally found the red and white first-aid kit. He stood beside me as I sat on the counter, my legs swinging back and forth. Instead of asking me what happened, all he did was reassure me about the cuts and bruises.
I tried pulling down the sleeve of my suit but was stopped by Peter setting his hand on mine. He gave me a pointed look and waved my hand away. Peter ignored the glare I sent him. He pulled the zipper down. I shivered at the feeling of his fingers brushing against my skin.
A comfortable silence settled between the two of us as Peter tended to the graze. It didn’t appear to be fatal. “How deep is it?” I inquired, stealing a look at my friend’s intense expression. He dabbed the dried blood away to clean it up. “You should be fine, just a graze,” he replied.
He reached into the kit to pull out the needle and medical thread, a procedure that my mother taught us. I cursed in pain when he began stitching the wound. My hand grasped Peter’s opposite hand as I breathed deeply. He looked up at me with a worried expression. I reassured my friend and motioned for Peter to continue.
My best friend finished up stitching the bullet graze then set a white bandage on top of it. He pulled my suit’s sleeve up, fixing the back zipper. “Appreciate it, Pete,” I thanked. “Just returning the favor,” he responded. Peter wrapped an arm around my shoulders and helped me off the counter. He led me over to his bed, letting me sit on the edge.
Peter looked through the drawers of his dresser to try and find some clothes for me to change into. I leaned against the wall behind his bed, stretching my legs out. When Peter and I were in gym class Missy had gone up to me, asking if Peter and I were together, of course I said no.
“You didn’t happen to hear what Missy was saying? At the gym,” I questioned.
He looked up from the dresser when he found the t-shirt and shorts. Peter shook his head in response then sat down on the leather swivel chair. I nodded my head as he handed me the clothes I had once left.
“Okay, okay. Good,” I said. Peter played with a pencil beside him, taking off the pink eraser’s crumbs. “Was-was I supposed to?” he asked.
“I mean, no, it’s just. What she said was kinda weird,” I replied, shrugging. Peter leaned back in his chair with furrowed brows. The back of his chair hit the edge of the organized and clean desk. “What, kinda weird?” Peter asked. I hit my lip and shrugged again while my eyes were fixated on the hardwood flooring of the bedroom.
Funny little lines and shapes were on the middle of the floor boards, different shades of browns on scattered about them as well. I swung my feet back and forth with them brushing up against the rug that a was underneath Peter’s bed.
“Oh, you know, just questioning if we were together,” I said, chuckling nervously.
Peter set the short yellow pencil into the mason jar beside his computer. “That isweird,” he said, putting emphasis on the word ‘is’.. “Yeah, you could say that,” I replied. An uncomfortable silence grew between the two of us with him asking what I said, and me responding with 'I told her no’.
He said 'okay’ as a response and grew quiet yet again, his cheeks turning a dark shade of pink. Peter closed his laptop, sliding to the back and plugged it into it’s charger. I glanced down at the clothes neatly folded in my lap, consisting of a blue NY Mets t-shirt and a pair of grey basketball shorts.
I usually left a pair of clothes over at Peter’s just in case I needed to stay over for things like this. “I should probably get changed,” I spoke as I carefully stood up from my friend’s messy comfortable bed. Peter looked up from his desk, seeing me stumbling over to the bathroom door.
“Do you need help?” he asked, stopping me from approaching his bathroom.
“What?”
“Getting dressed. Cause of your stitches,” Peter pointed to my left shoulder. My mouth curled into the shape of an 'o’. He insisted on helping, referring to the fact that we’ve known each other since we were in diapers; and that there wasn’t anything else that we haven’t seen.
He took ahold of the blue baseball shirt and stepped over to me. I set my messy hair to the side, allowing him access to the zipper on the upper part of my suit. The suit fell to my knees. He helped me with the t-shirt. “I think I should be fine for now,” I claimed. “Yeah, yeah. You do that,” he said, waltzing over to the desk chair.
I pressed my lips into a thin line and quickly made my way over to the bathroom. It took me a bit to put the shorts on, but soon reached success. When I walked out of my friend’s bathroom, Peter was now sitting back at his desk. “Got you a bag to put your suit in,” he directed to a brown grocery bag on his bed.
I thanked him and stuffed my suit into the plastic bag. The door to his bedroom suddenly opened up, revealing Uncle Ben. Me and Peter turned to the source of the sound. “Hey, Peter, dinner’s re-” Uncle Ben stopped himself, opening the door. I finished putting my green and black suit into the bag and looked up at the man.
“Oh, Y/N. I didn’t know you were here,” Ben said, “Staying for dinner?” I opened my mouth to speak, but was interrupted by Peter. “Yes, she is,” he cut me off.
Uncle Ben pointed to the bruise underneath my right eye. Peter and I exchanged a look, he motioned for me to think of something convincing. “Oh! Got hit in the head by a textbook. You know how big those Literature textbooks are,” I lied, terribly.
Ben looked at me questionably then dropped the subject. He told the two of us that dinner will be ready soon. Mr. Parker added that he and May had made an extra plate for me, just like they always did.
Peter removed his focus from the door and back to me. His brows raised when he thought about my response to his uncle’s question. “Got hit by a textbook?” he repeated, “Thought you were good at lying.” I rolled my eyes and ran my hands through my hair.
“Oh shut up, spider-boy,” I remarked, pushing passed him to go downstairs.
teaching peter how to drive (he’s never left queens and has always rode the subway) and he’s so bashful but so grateful
“y’know you’re the brave one of us, driving this death trap everywhere”
“peter you fight bad guys every day, you’re the brave one here”
you give him road head as a reward
peter letting you wear his boxers all the time and blushing every time he sees you
you pranking him with getting a spider-man tattoo like all of his new yorker fans and he flips out (yet is extremely flattered)
you also buying a spider-man halloween costume and him not taking his eyes off of you all night
peter’s constantly getting used to his super strength and he’s so glad that you’re so patient with him whenever he breaks your favorite mug or breaks your doorknob
but, he loves his super strength because he has the chance to explore and get to know your body all over again
he’s so, so gentle with you
he’s honestly afraid he might break you sometimes
he lets you spit your gum into his hand lol
you two share lollipops
peter’s love language is physical touch
he sees so much evil in the world everyday as spider-man, so getting to be with someone like you reminds him of purity and peace
so, sometimes he just needs to touch you to remember that the world isn’t completely bad
even if it means just locking your pinkies together or putting his hand on your thigh
sometimes, you tease him by talking about how hot you think spider-man is when you’re hanging out with friends at a party
he always gets so bashful and finds an excuse to pull you away from them and into a much more privatearea
he’d never tell anyone this, but after you two were dating for only a couple of months, he began to stress about getting you the perfect wedding ring because he knew he had to marry you
what was your ring size?! does he get a diamond?!? do you like silver or gold?!!
aunt may ended up giving him her and ben’s rings a few years later
Sooo, i wanted an Andrew Garfield’s Peter Parker wallpaper. But all of them were either (hardcore) spiderman themed or had Andrew’s face plastered all over it. Don’t get me wrong, his face is lovely, but i prefer my wallpapers to stay a bit lowkey and more aesthetically pleasing! So i edited one myself!
• you can add any song you think fits with the theme!
• No spamming songs from the same album or artist. (a handfull of songs isn’t considered spamming. If you want to add more spread them through the playlist so the same artist/album isn’t back to back)
• No deleting other peoples songs unless it’s from a spam account!
Happy listening!♡
New!
Spiderman, no way home: Peter Parker (Andrew Garfield)
Warnings: blood and gore, mentions of death, violence.
A/N: I’m so sorry that this chapter took me so long to publish it out, but here it is and I hope it was worth it! This is not Beta read and all of the mistakes are on my own. Please comment fo what you thought of this chapter so far!!
‘’You claimed her at the law of surprise and yet you are still in denial, why?’’ Wong spoke towards Strange. Stephen stared out of the window as he was in deep thought. He didn’t say anything and kept ignoring him. ‘’You can’t ignore whatever destiny has brought you, you are bonded to the girl, whatever you like it or not,’’ Wong told him sternly and walked so he could stand beside him and look in the eye.
‘’It is her destiny,’’ Wong commented. ‘’Yet, even I can’t save her and what she will do to us,’’ Stephen spoke and met his eyes. ‘’You all claimed that we are bonded together but yet she will destroy us all, there’s nothing I can do for the child.’’ He spoke stubbornly. Wong looked at him with sympathy.
‘’You can at least be with her, train her how to control her powers because fate will not be kind to her when she’s older,’’ Wong told him. ‘’You’re the only one who can train her, Stephen.’’ He commented before walking away.
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‘’You can start working in the undercroft,’’ Stephen replied before walking away.
‘’The undercroft?’’ Ned responded with wide eyes. The two of you walked downstairs and found an old room with different objects in the darkroom. The only thing that was the source of light was the small bulb light in the ceiling that Ned lighted up.
‘’Badass,’’ Ned commented as the five of you stood at the entrance. ‘’Lovely.’’ You replied with sarcasm as you saw that the room was all over the place. It seemed that nobody has been there over the decades. ‘’Guys, listen about this whole spell thing…’’ Peter began to say as MJ and Ned placed their backpacks on the floor while Ned grabbed a crossbow.
‘’It’s okay,’’ MJ interrupted him.
‘’Wait, really?’’ Peter asked shocked.
You looked at them and decided to step aside since it was their business, to begin with. You haven’t been there for Peter for a long time and you knew that he had the best friends that he could trust.
‘’I mean I get it, you were just trying to fix things, and so, maybe just run it by us next time, you know? That way you’re thinking, hey I’m about to do something that could break the universe we could like, help you,’’ MJ chuckled nervously. ‘’Workshop something or…brainstorm ideas. You watched their interaction as you began to smile towards the scene.
‘’Ned?’’ Peter asked as the three of you turned towards Ned. ‘’Okay, buddy, place the crossbow back to the table before you hurt someone in this room,’’ You warned him as he nodded. ‘’Oh, dude, I don’t care, and seriously not a big deal,’’ Ned assured him.
‘’Woah, a torture rack!’’ Ned exclaimed as the three of you watched him run towards a corner. You let out a chuckle and noticed it wasn’t a torture rack. ‘’That is a pilates machine,’’ MJ corrected him before she pointed towards the crypt. ‘’And that is-’’
‘’The crypt,’’ Peter answered as you and Peter followed MJ from behind. ‘’Okay, So we get the rest of the guys, you zap them, Doctor Magic will send them back, and then we get into MIT,’’ MJ responded as you stood in between them. ‘’And then I will offer you guys a round of stale donuts,’’ You responded with a smile as MJ looked at you.
‘’My treat,’’ You answered as she looked at you with a raised eyebrow.
‘’Let’s catch some multiverse men,’’ Ned commented, next to Peter as he held the crossbow. You rolled your eyes towards the scene as you watched the man in front of you look at you.
‘’Hey! Who the hell are these two?’’ Doctor Octavius shouted. ‘’Oh these are my friends, this is MJ, Ned, and Y/N,’’ Peter introduced as he gestured towards you. ‘’I’m sorry, what was your name again?’’ Peter asked him. ‘’Dr. Otto Octavious.’’ He answered dryly as you all began to chuckle towards the name.
It made sense since he was shaped like an octopus. ‘’Wait no, seriously what are your real name?’’ Peter asked him again. ‘’Oh, is that a dinosaur?’’ Ned questioned. You looked at him with an amused expression on your face. ‘’That’s a lizard, dude,’’ You corrected him. You sighed as all four of you got to work and tried to find the other multiverse men.
Peter washed his spiderman suit while Ned picked his computer up. ‘’I got one!’’ Ned repeated as he tried to gain everyone’s attention. You all walked towards him towards the table as you surrounded him. ‘’I mean you can take the guy out of the chair but you can’t take the chair out of the guy,’’ Ned responded.
‘’What did you find?’’ You asked him. ‘’There’s a disturbance near a military research facility outside of the city,’’ Ned informed you. ‘’And witnesses say they saw a monster flying through the air,’’ Ned continued as Peter looked at him. ‘’That’s got to be the guy you saw on the bridge, right?’’ Ned asked Peter as all of you looked at him.
‘’That’s impossible,’’ You all turned towards Doctor Octavious. His back was faced in front of you. ‘’What do you mean?’’ You asked him with wide eyes. ‘’You know him, don’t you?’’ Peter asked him. ‘’On the bridge, you said his name,’’ Peter responded as he walked closer to him.
‘’Norman Osborn,’’ He answered before turning around slowly. ‘’Brilliant scientist, military researcher, but he was greedy, misguided…’’
‘’What happened to him?’’
‘’We tire of your questions, boy!’’ He began to shout, startling all of you. ‘’I gotta go, I need to find him,’’ Peter told you as you nodded.
‘’It can’t be him,’’ You heard him reply as it regained all of your attention back to him.
‘’And why is that?’’ You asked him with a calmer voice. He turned and met your eyes. ‘’Because Norman Osborn died years ago, so either we saw someone else, or you’re flying out into the darkness to fight a ghost,’’
A/N: finally i opened my inbox again because ya girl is wanting to write something for once this time! Down below are the list for the fandoms and the characters I’m currently writing for and please notify that you must be put description of your age if you are going to reqeust smut. I also write fluff and angst.
Andrew Garfield! peter parker x reader
Druig x reader (finally had the chance to watch the eternals)
You opened your eyes as a bright light surrounded your eyes. You blinked several times to adjust the bright light. You realized that you were laying on the ground and that you were in a town. But not New York. It seemed from whatever had brought you here, wanted you to be there.
You stood up from the ground and looked around. It was quiet and the only person was you, standing lost in some neighborhood. You didn’t know how or why you were there but something inside of your stomach was telling you it was wrong.
You needed to get out of there.
You looked around and began to walk. You didn’t know where, but all you knew was that you were trying to find someone that could tell where you were and how to get out of there. Soon enough, you find yourself standing in front of a house.
You furrowed your brows and wondered why it led you there. You couldn’t explain it but something or someone was drawing you closer. You knocked on the door and the door opened to reveal a woman. ‘’Can I help you?’’ The woman answered with a kind smile. You looked at her and saw that her clothes were different from yours.
You didn’t know why but the woman in front of you was strange. ‘’Yes, I’m a little lost and I was wondering if I could borrow your phone?’’ You asked her. ‘’Of course! Anything for a lost cause,’’ The woman responded kindly. She let you in as you stepped inside the house.
‘’Can I offer you a drink? Or something to eat?’’ She questioned as you shook your head.
‘’No, thanks,’’ You answered. ‘’So, tell me, kiddo, what brings you here to Westview?’’ The woman in front of you asked. She held a curious expression and looked at you. ‘’I don’t know actually, it’s kind of a long story,’’ You answered as she nodded.
‘’The phone’s in the kitchen,’’ She answered as you nodded. You took the phone but something told you that the woman was kind off of. You tried to push the numbers in but all you could hear was static. The phone wasn’t working.
You walked to the living room. ‘’Excuse me, the phone isn’t working,’’ You told her. ‘’Oh, sorry, sweetheart, I didn’t know, my husband Ralf is working late and he’s the only one in his house who can fix those things,’’ The woman apologized.
‘’You can stay over for the night? If you have no rush of course,’’
You looked at her. ‘’Of course,’’ You answered. You didn’t see what harm any harm would do. ‘’Perfect! I will begin with the dinner right now!’’ The woman told you with a smile. She began to walk past you but you felt something weird. ‘’Excuse me-’’ You said and touched her shoulder.
You let out a gasp when you saw the woman change into different clothes. ‘’Woah! finally!’’ The woman in front of you responded. The woman began to mutter something before she noticed you. ‘’Oh, my…’’ She began to say and you looked at her confused. ‘’Who are you?’’ You asked as she looked at you with amazement. ‘’The question is who are you?’’ She repeated and began to circle around. ‘’You are her, aren’t you?’’ The woman spoke with wide eyes. ‘’Who?’’ You looked at her. ‘’Don’t worry, soon enough, you will know exactly who you are,’’
‘’My name’s Agatha Harkness, lovely to meet you,’’ She introduced herself as she stepped closer. And it was all you remembered before you saw her using her magic towards you. You stood frozen as you watched her disappear into thin air while your eyes began to glow purple with a smirk on your face.
Warnings: blood and gore, mentions of death, violence.
A/N: chapter eight!! and i will post epilogue later tonight. please leave a comment of what you thought of this chapter or hit the reblog button and the like button!
‘’Where’s Peter?’’ You asked them once as you let go of MJ and Ned from your embrace.
Panic flooded through you when you remembered that he had been hit by the Green Goblin. ‘’Is he okay?’’ You questioned them as your eyes darted between the two. ‘’He’s over there,’’ MJ answered and pointed behind you. The shield that had fallen from the statue was now on the ground.
You could see Norman and Peter fighting against each other but the thing was that Norman wasn’t even fighting back. You watched with horror as Peter kept punching him and you’ve spent your life trying to protect him away from the darkness.
Peter held Norman’s glider in his hands and before he could throw it, he was stopped by Peter 2. Peter gritted his teeth with anger in his eyes as he tried to push the glider against Peter 2. He grunted with anger with every push he tried to do past by Peter 2 but it was no use. Peter 2 froze as his eyes were wide when he felt Norman stab him in the back. He gasped and fell to the ground.
‘’She’s dead because of you, I may have struck her, but you…You are the one that killed her,’’ Norman told him as he began to laugh menacingly. Peter 3 threw a knife at Peter, you watched him with horror as he stabbed Norman in the neck. He fell to the ground as you watched blood pour out.
Both Peters ran to Peter on the ground. ‘’You okay?’’ Peter 3 asked as Peter 2 laughed while lying on the floor. ‘’Yeah, I’ve been stabbed multiple times,’’ Peter 2 responded while Peter 3 helped him stand up. ‘’Okay, let me help you up,’’ He told him as Peter 2 groaned in pain as Peter 1 looked at them. ‘’I have to go and see Doctor Strange, I’ll be back,’’ Peter told them and pointed towards Doctor Strange on top of the statue. They both nodded and watched him swing away.
‘’I’m going to go over there with them, you wanna come with me?’’ You asked MJ and gestured your head towards them. MJ nodded and then looked at Ned. ‘’Yeah,’’ She answered. The three of you walked over to the two Peters. ‘’Hey, what’s going on?’’ You questioned as you looked between the two.
‘’I think this might be it,’’ You heard a voice behind you as you whipped your head and saw Peter. He met your eyes and he was relieved that you were still alive. You watched Peter as he walked towards the other Peters. ‘’Look, I uh, thank you, I just, I- I want to tell you…’’ Peter stumbled between his words. ‘’Peter, we know, it what we do,’’
Peter looked at them with a comforting smile before he pointed towards MJ and Ned. ‘’I guess, I’m gonna talk to my friends, thank you,’’ Peter told them. ‘’For everything,’’ They nodded and watched him go to MJ and Ned. You watched Peter go to Ned and MJ as you felt Peter 3’s gaze on you.
You approached the two of them. ‘’How’s your wound?’’ You asked Peter 2 with a concerned gaze. ‘’I have been through worse,’’ Peter 2 responded with a chuckle. He looked between the two of you. ‘’I will let you talk with him alone,’’ He told you as you sent him a smile and watched him stumble away.
You felt his hand sneaking around your waist as he dragged you closer to his body and placed his forehead against yours. ‘’I guess, this is the end,’’ He mumbled as you met his eyes. ‘’Yeah,’’ You nodded. ‘’Will I ever see you again?’’ He asked as you looked into his eyes. ‘’Something is telling me that we will see each other again,’’ You answered.
You heard footsteps approaching you and you turned your head and saw Peter coming towards you. ‘’Hey, we need to talk,’’ Peter told you as you looked at him concerned. You looked at Peter 3 before you followed him to Ned and MJ. ‘’You’re going to forget who I am,’’ He revealed as soon the four of you gathered.
‘’Excuse me-’’
‘’What?’’ MJ and you spoke at the same time.
‘’It’s okay, I’ll come to find you guys and I’ll explain, I’ll make you remember me,’’ You looked at him with a concerned expression. ‘’Yeah? And what if that doesn’t work? What if we can’t remember you?’’ You rambled. ‘’I don’t wanna do that,’’ Peter looked at you. ‘’There’s nothing we can do,’’
‘’So we’ll just completely forget you? After everything, we had been through?’’ You exclaimed with a lump in your throat. ‘’It’s the only way…’’ Peter responded sadly.
‘’Promise you’ll find us?’’ Ned spoke.
‘’I promise,’’ Peter whispered and did his signature handshake, a final goodbye. Peter looked at you, as he could see tears streaming down your face. ‘’You have to come to find us, Peter, It won’t be the same,’’ You told him and shook your head. Peter looked at you and embraced you tightly.
‘’I know,’’
‘’It’s happening,’’ You heard Doctor Strange’s voice. You all turned to him as you could see the sky turned into purple and split in the middle. You looked at Stephen with concern. ‘’What’s happening?’’ You called out as he tried to stop whatever is happening come through. He looked at you.
‘’They’re starting to come through and I can’t stop it,’’ He told you as you saw different shadows of people trying to come through. ‘’There’s got to be another way,’’ Peter said.
‘’There is a way,’’ He responded and looked at you. ‘’My magic is not strong for this, but you…’’
‘’No, no way,’’ You stopped him and shook his head. ‘’I’m not doing this and you both know why,’’ You argued as you felt fear coursing through. ‘’Y/N we don’t have time, any second now, people from different of the multiverse will breakthrough and there’s nothing we could do and stop them,’’
‘’I- I can’t…’’ You gulped.
‘’It’s the only way…’’ He responded. You looked at Peter for help. ‘’You can do this, Y/n,’’ Peter 3 said as he approached you. ‘’But what if…’’ You began to say as he cut you off. ‘’There’s no if, you can do it, and I know you will because we all believe in you,’’ Peter 3 assured as he held your hand.
You looked at him and nodded. ‘’Remember what we taught you,’’ Stephen told you. You looked at him and began to close your eyes. You felt your magic through your veins and as you opened your eyes, they began to glow purple. You began to do the spell and remember Wanda’s words and as well Stephen echoed through your mind.
But you felt something strange.
‘’Something is wrong,’’ You spoke.
‘’What’s happening, Y/n?’’ You heard Stephen’s question.
‘’I don’t know,’’ You answered. You began to feel pain in your stomach and you felt that you were losing control. You could hear Peter 3’s voice and Stephen calling your name in the background but to you it was quiet. A sudden bright light surrounded them all that had them cover their eyes.
And suddenly, everything went quiet.
‘’Did she do it?’’ Peter 1 questioned. Peter 3 looked at his hand and saw it begin to glow.
‘’She did it,’’ He answered as Peter 1 watched them disappear.
‘’But where is she?’’ Stephen asked. Peter looked at him.
You tried not to think about it, but it was hard not to.
You were worried. So worried for him and you knew that he could take care of himself. You wondered if this was fate. That the two of you were meant to be with each other no matter the odds.
MJ noticed your expression when you walked out of the balcony and she knew that something was going on between you and Peter 3. All of them noticed it but they didn’t ask.
You sighed and fidgeted your fingers nervously. ‘’When is he going to throw the box to us?’’ Ned asked for the millionth time. You didn’t blame him since the three of you were nervous. You wanted to help them but you were too scared of using your powers so you stayed behind with Ned and MJ.
‘’I don’t know when the signal comes,’’ You responded and gulped. ‘’Wait, there’s Peter!’’ MJ’s voice called out as you saw a portal approaching you. You looked at her and saw Spiderman swinging towards you. ‘’Where?’’ You questioned and moved closer so you could see him.
‘’MJ, heads up!’’ He shouted and swung from pole to pole and threw the box. MJ crouched and caught it just in time. ‘’Close it, Ned!’’ You yelled as he nodded and began to move his finger to close it but it never did. ‘’Why isn’t it closing?’’ You replied with a shaky voice. ‘’It’s not closing,’’ MJ stated as both of you looked over Ned.
‘’Why?’’
‘’I-I don’t know!’’ Ned panicked as he repeated his movements desperately. ‘’Have you closed it before?’’ MJ asked and tilted her head. ‘’No! I mean, I’ve opened-’’
‘’Ned! Why didn’t you let us know before?’’ MJ shouted as you closed your eyes. ‘’Oh, we’re so screwed,’’ You commented. ‘’It just slipped my mind!’’ Ned yelled panicked. ‘’Okay, just keep trying,’’ You told him as you tried to calm him down.
‘’Do you want me to try instead?’’ You asked him. ‘’No, I won’t let you do it since we both know your powers are uncontrollable,’’ Ned stated as he hid the ring away. You looked at him with amusement. ‘’For the love of god, Ned-’’ You two kept bickering while you heard MJ’s voice.
‘’Guys!, No, No,’’ She panicked as you felt MJ pull you away from Ned. ‘’And that’s a lizard,’’ You stated with wide eyes and saw the lizard running towards all of you. Ned tried to close the portal as both of you and MJ began to yell. You pulled Ned as all of you ran back to screaming with fear.
You heard him roar and before you could process what was happening, a web was shot and Peter kicked him in the back. The Lizard roared as wood was flying everywhere and you could hear MJ scream. ‘’Run!’’ The three of you were running out of the portal and through the scaffolding. You looked up and saw Stephen walking out of the portal and you gulped when you saw your mentor’s expression. ‘’Where is he?’’ He asked you and met your eyes as he took the box away from MJ and Ned. ‘’Wait, wait, the plan is working! Peter is curing them,’’ Ned tried to explain as you all turned to behind to see Peter Parker standing near a green smoke.
‘’Well, I’ll be damned,’’ Stephen muttered and turned back towards Ned with a frown. ‘’Did you just open a portal?’’ Ned nodded. ‘’Yes, sir, I did,’’
‘’Several times, actually,’’ You agreed as Stephen looked at you. ‘’Is it over?’’ You asked as you looked over and saw Peter 3 with his mask off as he talked with Electro. The older Peter was talking to Doc Ock. ‘’Not yet,’’ Stephen answered and disappeared into another portal. You watched as he was in front of your Peter as he yelled Peter’s name and soon enough the others Peter went to join him.
You let out a small laugh towards the scene. ‘’After this, I need to take a long nap,’’ You commented and looked at MJ. MJ hummed in response and stood next to you as she placed her head on top of your shoulder. Suddenly, everything went quiet when you saw the fear on their faces.
‘’Can the Spiderman come out and play?’’ A voice called out as the green goblin came out with his slider. You looked at him with horror as you saw that he threw out his device in the air. The bomb blew up while he took the chance to steal the box from Stephen. ‘’Strange, no!’’ You screamed as the bomb went off. An explosion made your ears ring. Black smoke was covered in the sky as you felt the poles shake.
The Statues shield crashed through the poles and before you knew it, you could feel that you were falling down. You let out a breath while you saw that both MJ and Ned tried to help you from falling. Everything fell silent and it felt like everything was in slow motion but yet it happened so fast.
You could hear MJ and Ned scream in the background. You closed your eyes and almost accepted it, that this was the end. But you saw Peter, your brother fall for you before the green goblin threw him away from you. Peter 3 saw you falling as he leaped off the statue for you.
He needed to be alive for him.
His body fell towards you tightly around the waist as your face was buried into his neck. Your body shivered with fear as Peter shot webs to the top of a pole once he landed on the ground. Nobody said anything at first as he let you breathe for a second.
‘’Are you okay?’’ He asked, his voice shaking. You looked up with him, fear crossing your face, and nodded. You saw him as he tried to hold back a sob. You looked at him with sympathy before you cupped his cheek. He leaned in your hand as he placed his forehead on top of yours.
This time when the two of you leaned into each other, Peter didn’t hesitate to place his lips against yours. The kiss was bittersweet and it was known that maybe fate was planning that the two of you belonged to each other.
You gasped as the two of you tried to catch your breath as you looked into his eyes. ‘’Thank you for saving me,’’ You replied as you wiped the tears from his face. He smiled at you. ‘’I’m just relieved that I got a second chance,’’ He responded as he placed you back to the ground.
‘’Peter’s fighting Norman,’’ You told him as he nodded. ‘’I should probably go back,’’ He commented as you nodded. ‘’I’ll be back,’’ He replied before he kissed you one more time before he went back to Peter.
Warnings: blood and gore, mentions of death, violence.
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‘’It is weird, isn’t it?’’ Ned’s voice gained your attention back to him. You took your eyes off Peter 3.
‘’What is weird?’’ You asked him with a frown. ‘’That we found out that multiverse is real and there are other spidermen and where you have a crush on one of them considering that Peter 1 is literally like your brother?’’ Ned spoke.
You looked at him with wide eyes. ‘’I do not-’’ You began to say as he waved you off. ‘’Save the details,’’ He shrugged it off. You only stared at him blankly. ‘’It doesn’t matter anyway, I’m going to die soon, it’s no point.’’ You shrugged. Ned looked at you with sadness before he glanced back at Peter 3.
‘’Go and talk to him,’’ Ned told you as you looked at him. ‘’I know you said it wasn’t the point to get to know him, but both of you lost the people you loved and it wouldn’t hurt anyway since he’s going to go back to his world when we’re done with this,’’ Ned responded as you looked at him.
He had a good point.
You let out a deep breath before turning one last glance at Ned. ‘’Wish me good luck,’’ You muttered as he sent you an encouraging grin before you walked towards Peter 3. Your heart started to race fast and Peter 3 could hear it. He didn’t know why he felt this way but when he knew that you were going to approach him, he felt excited.
He hasn’t met someone like you. Not after when he lost Gwen and when Gwen died, he longed to feel the love that Gwen gave to him whenever she was near. He grew hopeless, thinking that he maybe was destined to be alone for the rest of his life.
That was until when he met you. He had heard about you in his universe, but in his world, you were a villain. He only heard the rumors about a girl born with the fate that was already destined to be the destroyer of the world. To end all of the Sorcerer supreme.
Unlike the others, he pitied you.
He saw from the corner of his eye that you approached him. But before you could talk to him, MJ approached you. His expression dropped. ‘’Hey, sorry for interrupting, but I convinced our Peter to talk to you,’’ MJ told you. You looked at her. ‘’No matter how angry he is, he can’t lose you, and both of you know it,’’ MJ responded.
‘’He’s standing at the balcony,’’ MJ informed as she gestured towards the balcony where you could see Peter 1 standing. You nodded as you walked towards Peter 1. The fresh air hit you once as you opened the door before you stood next to him. Nobody said anything at first while the two of you looked at New York.
‘’I know that you still hate me for what I did,’’ You replied as you kept staring at New York. You could feel Peter’s gaze on you. ‘’But you should know that I never meant to hurt you,’’ You told him and met his eyes.
‘’But I can’t let you die,’’ Peter commented with tears in his eyes.
‘’I know,’’ You whispered. ‘’But we don’t have a choice,’’
‘’There’s always a choice,’’ Peter began to say. ‘’Not this time,’’ You answered and shook your head. Peter looked at you. ‘’Are you sure? Have you ever asked about it?’’ Peter questioned. ‘’Or even tried to stop it?’’
‘’Of course, I have, Peter, there’s no other way,’’ You replied. ‘’New beginnings have an ending and there’s nothing we can’t change about it,’’ You told him.
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You stood alone while Peter was with the others. You needed some time alone to think about your life. You didn’t want to die. You wanted to live but when the prophecy was already settled, you knew that you didn’t have a choice.
You heard the door open from behind as you turned around and much to your surprise, you saw Peter 3. ‘’Are you okay? I haven’t seen you inside for a while,’’ He responded with an assuring smile. ‘’I’m fine,’’ You replied with a smile. But Peter could tell that something was bothering you.
‘’Something else is bothering you, I can see it, you can’t lie to me, you know?’’ He chuckled and stood next to you. ‘’It took my whole life to understand if there’s something worth fighting for,’’ You spit it out. You didn’t know why you were opening up to some stranger but you and Peter 3 did become very close in a very short time.
You’ve always felt different around your friends, and even to your so-called brother. ‘’I feel like I’m not capable of doing anything and I’m justtired,’’ You confessed and closed your eyes. Peter looked at you and you felt his hands on your shoulders. ‘’Look at me,’’ You opened your eyes and met his brown ones. You never realized until now how beautiful they were.
‘’Listen to me, I know how you feel and we both are tired and it’s okay to feel like this,’’ He assured you. ‘’When I lost Gwen, I was tired of life, I was thinking that I had done something wrong that maybe I was destined to be alone maybe forever, but did you know what I did?’’ He questioned as you shook your head.
‘’I kept fighting, again and again,’’
You didn’t say anything but kept quiet. You looked at his face and you almost got lost in his eyes. Without the two of you knowing, you two kept leaning into each other. From almost day one, you had felt that you needed to be close with Peter. You didn’t know why but something drew you closer to him.
It took entire Peter’s strength to pull him back away from you. He didn’t want to look at your face since he knew that it hurt you too. ‘’Peter…’’ You began to say and he shook his head and it’s almost you could hear his thoughts.
‘’Don’t,’’ He began and stepped away from you slowly. You looked at him with tears in your eyes. ‘’I don’t want you to end up like her,’’ Peter told you as you tried to swallow the lump in your throat. ‘’I know,’’ You whispered. ‘’But she would’ve wanted you to be happy,’’ You assured him.
‘’I don’t want this, I want to protect you, even from myself,’’
‘’Just please…’’ You pleaded. ‘’Just let me love you,’’ You responded.
‘’This shouldn’t have happened,’’ Peter said before he walked away from you, leaving you all alone on the balcony. You tried to stop him but he could walk away. You fell on the floor with your hand on your stomach, broken.
It was all over the news and as soon you heard it, your heart broke. You knew her through Peter and ever since she knew that you and Peter were like siblings, she started to take care of you as her own. You wanted to break down in Ned’s aunt’s living room but you needed to be strong and be there for Peter.
That’s at least you can give it to him when the steaks are high. Peter was off to find the other guys while you, MJ, and Ned had to guard the object that Peter gave. You didn’t know what it was for but Peter told you it was an object where it would send the guys off back to their universes.
So, here you were, stuck with your old friends and hoping to see the open door by Peter. But he didn’t come and you all were worried about him. MJ wanted to press the button, but you had told her that you guys should wait for Peter. That’s how you ended here, Ned with Doctor’s Strange’s ring trying to find Peter Parker.
‘’Ned…Do that again,’’ You hear MJ whisper with her eyes wide as she leaned closer. Your breath hitched as you watched him the nod and close his eyes. ‘’I just we could see him!’’ Ned called out, moving his fist into a circular motion. A familiar beam of yellow light form appeared in front of you.
You widened your eyes when you saw the back of a man in a spiderman suit far away in the alleyway. He whipped his body around, eyes wide at the portal. ‘’Oh my god,’’ You whispered as you began to feel relieved when you saw that your Peter was okay. ‘’Is that him?’’ MJ asked you as she leaned over. ‘’It has to be, right?’’ You asked her.
‘’Yeah,’’ Ned stammered with his mouth agape. ‘’Peter!’’ MJ called him.
‘’Peter!’’ The three of you began to call out to him. Peter began to jog closer to the portal, but as he came closer, you could feel that he wasn’t your Peter. You squinted your eyes when you saw his suit closer. It wasn’t the same and you immediately knew that wasn’t your Peter. You grabbed MJ’s arm as you put her behind you.
He swiftly grabbed his mask to reveal his identity, but it wasn’t Peter Parker. It was a man who seemed to be older than your Peter, he had long messy hair as he studied each of you. His eyes suddenly turned towards you as his expression changed. ‘’Who the hell are you?’’ You and MJ asked at the same time while she pointed at him.
‘’I’m Peter Parker,’’ He responded.
‘’No, you’re not,’’ You told him as he looked at you with a chuckle.
‘’I’m spiderman, in my world-’’ He responded as he pointed to himself before he continued. ‘’But yesterday, I was just here,’’ He replied slowly as his eyes darted towards everyone.
‘’Wow,’’ Ned commented as Peter cautiously moved towards the side. ‘’Multidimensional reality and matter displacement, all real?’’ He asked as you watched him with amusement.
‘’Yes,’’ You answered dryly. ‘’I knew it!’’ A smile grew onto his face as he pumped his fist into the air. ‘’Anyway, we still need to find our Peter,’’ You told them as you brought back the attention.
‘’No offense,’’ You replied and looked towards the other Peter.
‘’None taken,’’ Peter commented. MJ nodded her head as the two of you turned towards Ned. ‘’You’re ready for this big boy?’’ You asked him as he nodded as he squinted his eyes and prepared to cast the other portal. ‘’Find Peter parker!’’ Ned called out as he did the same motion as he did earlier. You furrowed your brows when you saw a man come closer, but not Peter.
‘’Hello,’’ He greeted all of you as you frowned. He wasn’t Peter but older and looked like a regular man as he waved. ‘’Uhm, I hope it was okay, I just came through this-’’ He turned to look at the portal before it closed. ‘’Oh, it’s just closed,’’ He responded confused.
Nobody spoke before his gaze drifted towards the other Peter and then suddenly, they shot webs to each other as they flipped upside and down before they paused and started laughing. You looked towards MJ. ‘’What just happened?’’ You whispered as she shrugged.
‘’I have no idea,’’ She responded. ‘’You’re spiderman too, why don’t you just say that?’’ Ned asked the older Peter.
‘’That kind of defeats the whole anonymous superhero thing,’’ He laughed as you looked towards the other Peter. ‘’Wait, you said the same thing,’’ You answered and tilted your head as Peter chuckled towards your expression.
‘’Okay guys, I think we’re getting distracted, we need to find our real Peter,’’ MJ replied as you nodded. ‘’Alright, how do we find him?’’ You asked them as you looked towards Peter 2 and 3. ‘’Why are you looking at us?’’ Peter two asked. ‘’Because you are the same person? You guys would have a place where you can be just you?’’ You questioned. ‘’Get away from everything?’’ You added.
‘’Well, there is a place that he would go to that has a meaning to him?’’ Peter 3 asked. ‘’From me, it was the top of the Chrysler building,’’
‘’Empire state building,’’
‘’That is a sweet view,’’
‘’Yeah, I know where that might be,’’ MJ told them.
-
‘’Do you need any help?’’ Peter 3 asked as soon as all of you had arrived at the place. He had swung MJ and Ned to the roof. You chuckled at him and shook your head. ‘’No, I’m good, I have my own thing,’’ You answered as he looked at you with confusion.
‘’I’ll show you,’’ You replied with a sly grin as your hands glowed into a purple color before you used your magic to float on the roof. ‘’Wow,’’ You heard him as he swung himself back to the roof.
‘’It’s not much, but it’s the only thing that doesn’t remind me of how bad it can be sometimes,’’ You told him. You didn’t know why you began to tell him all of that. But something about it made you wanna tell your story.
‘’How bad can it be then?’’ He asked with wide eyes.
‘’Bad, almost as bad I can hurt the people I love,’’ You told him sadly before walking towards Peter. ‘’Peter, there are some people here you need to meet,’’ You told him as he turned around and looked at you.
‘’What?’’ He choked out and looked up towards the building where two dark figures sat low. ‘’Wait, wait, wait,’’ He held up his hand when he widened his eyes that he saw that they had the same suit.
‘’I’m sorry about May,’’
‘’I got some understanding of-’’ Peter 3 tried to assure him but got cut off.
‘’No, you have no idea what I’m going through, she’s gone and it’s all my fault, she died for nothing,’’ Peter told them with tears in his eyes. ‘’You don’t belong here, those guys are from your world, right? You deal with it, either they die or you help them, I don’t care anymore, I’m done,’’
‘’Peter-’’ You began to say but he looked at you.
‘’Don’t-’’ He began to say. ‘’You don’t have the right to stand here and try to tell me where everything is going to be all right after you left me,’’
You stood frozen there as you looked at him with hurt in your eyes. ‘’I lost Gwen,’’ Peter 3 began to say after a short silence. “I couldn’t save her, I won’t ever forgive myself for that, I carry on and try to continue being that friendly neighborhood spiderman, because I know that’s what she would have wanted.”
‘’But then I stopped pulling my punches, I got grateful, I got bitter, I don’t want you to end up being like me, but we can stop that,’’
“The night Ben died I got my revenge. It didn’t make it better. It took me a long time to learn to get through that darkness.” Peter 2 shared.
“Aunt May… She told me that with great power-”
Peters eyebrows furrowed as he looked between the two men, “how, how do you know?”
It’s something that I wrote years ago and wanted to renew.
TW: suicide, sad….
Words: 705
I don’t know what happened. Everything seemed fine, he seemed fine. And now I’m sitting here in our shared bed, all alone because he left me. He’s gone. He took his own life away. Away from me, from his family and from his friends. I found him dead, no life left in him, not moving, nothing, only the empty bottle of pills lying next to him. He left a note behind, lying on the bathroom counter with my name written on it. I wasn’t able to read it. Not because I didn’t know how to read, but just because my heart couldn’t take it. My heart was shattered into many small pieces, that took me a while to get back in place.
And five years after his death, I was finally brave enough to open the note, that was addressed to me.
——
I opened the envelope and pulled out the letter, my hands were shaking and the anxiety was rising up. No one would ever be able to explain the emotions I was feeling. It was his handwriting and that made it worse, that made it real.
Slowly I stated to read.
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My love,
I’m sorry I’m not strong enough to take all of this.
I can’t do this anymore, all the stress, all these expectations people have of me, it’s just too much.
I know I tried it before, and thankful to you, I didn’t finish what I started.
You came into my life and turned my world around and showed me, what living means.
From making me wake up before sunrise just because you wanted to watch it together, to falling asleep on the beach and getting sunburned, to staying up all night, watching the stars and telling each other stories.
All of that were reasons why I stayed longer than I wanted.
You took me to see cities I only was able to dream of visiting, made me try new kinds of food, and without you, I would have never found my passion for sushi.
Seeing your eyes starting to sparkle as soon as we watched a movie with your favorite actor in it, even though I was a little jealous, to making our own little movies together.
You made me read all kinds of books and I remember you turning red the first time, you had to tell me that your favorite book was basically just porn written on paper.
But honey, you turning red so fast is one of my favorite things about you.
You get so shy and flustered and mad when I point it out.
I’m thankful for all of it.
I’m thankful for the happy moments we got to spend together and for the best memories of all time.
But even the best memories couldn’t really stop the emptiness, that always came back, from consuming me.
I feel so empty, no emotions left inside of me, well except one.
LOVE
More specific the love I feel for you and that I will always feel.
And I know it will hurt for a while, maybe a really long while, but I want you to go on with your life. To find someone else to share all the things that you like so much with. Someone, you can read with, show your favorite movies and watch the sunrise and sunset.
And nothing of this is your fault, you did all you could have done.
Don’t go too hard on yourself.
I will always watch over you and be with you, always and forever.
And don’t forget “Goodbyes aren’t forever”, we will see each other again and get a second chance, someplace we can both be happy.
I love you so much
My tears were slowly sliding down my cheek, so I had to close my eyes for just a second.
I closed the letter and put it aside, after that I sunk back into the comfortable bed.
I couldn’t believe that my love wasn’t enough for him to stay, but I also couldn’t be mad at him. He made this choice and maybe is happier than ever.
And he’s right, goodbyes aren’t forever, so I just have to fulfill his wishes and move forward, till we see each other again.
Either in heaven or in hell.
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Ok, after reading this again, it feels shitty.
I don’t know what to think about this one, so pls let me know your opinion.
✍ Summary: Your Peter’s best friend. So, when he almost loses you - it’s dejavu. | 2.7k
Warning: NO WAY HOME SPOILERS
Finding yourself in a whole new version of New York with your best friend, Peter Parker, was confusing enough.
But whoever thought that it was a good idea to add some magical portal with two teenagers who seemed to be calling out to your best friend - obviously was crazy.
“Should we go to them?” Peter asked, nodding towards the portal with the two teenagers.
You looked at him, “Peter, as your best friend, you know that I often commend you for your brilliance, but this is seriously one of the dumbest ideas you’ve had.”
