ARKHAM KNIGHT!JASON

First Kiss || Jason Todd x Reader

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Young love was a crazy, beautiful and scary thing. Especially when you’re fifteen, you’re not experienced, and you have a very cute vigilante boyfriend.

Y/n and Jason were in his bedroom watching a movie. He paused during a random part “I’m thirsty, you want something princess?” He hummed as he stood from the bed.

“Uhm.. yeah, just water.” She smiled at him, he smiled back and leaned in to gently kiss her.

“Jason-“ she gently pushed him back, she hadn’t ever had her first kiss before, sure she kissed him on the cheek, but never on the lips causing her to panic a bit.

“What? What’s wrong?” He asked as he gently grabbed her hands, his thumbs ran over her knuckles.

“I’ve never.. kissed.. someone..” she admitted with a bright blush on her cheeks. Jason smiled a bit.

“I can teach you.” He said softly, she nodded a bit “But what if I’m not good? What if I use too much tongue or something and I just disappoint you and you dump me?”

Jason chuckled and cupped her cheeks as he spoke to her “Princess, I said I’ll teach you, you could never disappoint me, and I’d never ever dump you. I don’t care if the kiss is bad, being with you is more important to me.” He leaned in and gently kissed her, she slowly mimicked his actions, taking it slow.

“That was perfect.” He said softly against her lips before he pressed a kiss of her forehead “Let me go grab that water doll.”

Five Minutes || Jason Todd x Reader Smut

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Weddings are a special time in people’s lives, it signifies the love of two people. The wedding that’s being referenced currently is Jason Todd and Y/n Y/L/N. She had done what many couldn’t imagine was possible. She tamed him.

Tonight the wedding rehearsal, tomorrow the wedding. Jason was excited about marrying her, I mean he did propose on his own recognizance. But all the wedding planning, the mishaps, it was a lot for the former boy wonder.

Jason sat back and watched as Y/n directed where a few things should go. All he wanted was to have her to himself, she was wearing a gorgeous cocktail dress in red, it hugged her body in ways that made Jason’s heart do flips and his cock hard.

Their families had yet to arrive but the place was full of staff and he wanted nothing more than to drag her into that bathroom he saw on the way in, have her dress hiked up to her waist and fuck her so she remembers just exactly who she’s marrying when she walks down that aisle tomorrow.

“Baby..”

Jason said as he caught her elbow as she walked by, pulling her against his chest, her hands rested on the leather material of his jacket.

“Yes love?”

She smiled at him, her lips painted a pretty red, her black eyeliner came to a sharp point. It was like she was doing everything that made Jason hard.

“Well.. we have a small.. mm.. pretty large problem.”

Her face fell as she started to do flips in her head double checking everything

“Wha- what?” She looked puzzled

“Well..” Jason gently pressed against her.

Her eyes widened and she blushed as she felt his hard cock against her thigh

“Oh..”

“Yeah, oh.” He chuckled as one of his hands curled around the side of her neck, his thumb running itself along her jawline.

Y/n went to go say something but that’s when the families walked in. Jason let out an annoyed sigh as Y/n then dragged Jason to go say hi. She stood in front of him to help conceal his boner. This wasn’t her first rodeo, she and him had been in many situations like this.

Jason smiled at everyone before they all took their seats

“Five minutes please.” He pleaded in her ear, she could feel herself her wet with arousal at how needy he sounded

“Jason..” she lightly scolded as she looked at him

“Our families just got here, they’ll think somethings wrong if we just up and disappear.”

“I don’t care, we’ll make an excuse. Please.”

She looked into his blue eyes, his pupils blown with lust as his eyes scanned her body, she pushed her thighs together and chewed on the inside of her lip as she thought.

“Just five minutes?” She whispered softly, Jason nodded

“Hell, time me if you want, princess.”

She nodded before she walked over to the table where everyone sat

“Jason and I need to go fix something that’s happened, we will be back in five minutes, I deeply apologize, it’s nothing serious but we’d like to take care of it now.”

The two of them rushed out of the room, Jason pulled her into an empty room of the place where their wedding was being held. Jason smirked as he locked the door.

“I’m so ready for you.”

He whispered, his voice was deeper than normal. He licked his lips and stalked toward her. Y/n gulped as she backed up against the wall, he looked incredibly sexy. His hair was neatly combed out, a white shirt with V-neckline and his classic black leather jacket over the top.

She could see the outline of his cock through his jeans. Her breath was shaky was he pushed his body against hers. Jason gently nudged her feet apart, his toned, muscled thigh was pressed against her. Y/n loved riding Jason’s thigh, it had quickly became one of her favorite ways to cum. Jason hiked her dress up high, revealing the black lace panties she wore.

He licked his lips again before shoving his hand straight down them. She gasped and threw her head back, hitting the wall with a soft thud noise.

“You’re so wet already. I’ve hardly touched you.” He hummed as he pressed his lips to her neck. Her chest rose and fell quickly.

“Jason please.” She whimpered, the bridge of his nose brushed her jawline as his fingers ran along her slit, her thighs involuntarily pushed together

“Shh it’s okay, I’ll take really good care of you.”

He whispered softly into her neck. She whimpered before gasping as he plunged two fingers deep into her, his thumb found her clit. She moaned and let her head fall forward onto his shoulder, her hands gripping the leather jacket.

Jason smirked, he loves watching her come undone. He moved his fingers in a come here motion, pressing against a sensitive part of her cunt. It took everything in her to not scream out of pleasure.

“Daddy please!”

She whined, Jason felt her clenched tightly around his fingers, making him want his cock in her already. He pulled his fingers out and she whimpered at the feeling of being empty.

Y/n undid Jason’s belt while he pulled his fingers out, he licked them clean, tasting the sweetness that was her slick. Her eyes widened in awe as she watched him. They had been together since they were fifteen, in the last ten years, they still managed to turn each other on like it was the first time they fooled around.

He pulled his fingers out of his mouth with a small pop. In one swift motion he ripped her panties off causing her to gasp. He tucked them into his back pocket before cupping her cheeks.

“I’m going to ruin that pretty pussy of yours, got it? I’m going to fill you with my cum, and watch you squirm during that rehearsal dinner while it slowly drips out of you and you wish that I could be fucking it back into you. Got it?”

She nodded and looked at him in the eyes

“Yes daddy.” She whispered softly

Jason nodded before he undid the button of his jeans, letting them drop to the ground, he picked her up by her thighs and pushed her tighter to the wall. She leaned in to kiss him, as he grabbed his cock in one hand and ran it along her slit. Her slick and his precum mixing together before he thrusted his hips up into her

“Shit-“ he hissed against her lips as she clenched around him, she was always tight but when she did that, it drove Jason mad, it caused his head to go fuzzy and his cock to throb.

He started to thrust into her, she moaned and ran her fingers through his hair, lightly pulling on it as he fucked her. Soft moans and whimpers escaped from her lips as he thrusted into her. Grunts and groans left his lips.

“Please can I cum sir? Please.. please..” she begged

“Cum on my cock princess, make a mess.” He smirked

She moaned a little louder than she came, it set off a chain reaction causing Jason to cum inside her.

“Now you’re going to go in there and hold all my cum in and be a pretty little slut okay?” He hummed as he got dressed

“Yes sir.”

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Every touch was a rush to him, her cool hands on his burning skin. Their relationship was purely lust, he knew that, but god did he want more from her but he had a image to uphold. It was torturous to him.

Jason watched as she got dressed, the straps of her dress being pulled over her shoulders, a cigarette hung off his lips as he laid in the wake of their aftermath

“Quit staring.” She teased and moved to straddle him, she leaned down and took the cigarette from him, she took an inhale and leaned down to kiss him, shotgunning the smoke into his mouth. Jason sat up, his hand wrapping around the back of her neck and pulling her in for a kiss. Her lips were soft against his.

Y/n giggled as she was sitting on the couch next to Jason, texting someone.

“Whose that baby?” He hummed

“Nobody. Don’t worry about it.” She snapped

He glanced over and caught a quick glimpse as a random dude was flirting with her

“What the fuck!” He yelled, he grabbed the phone as he got up

“Fucking give it back!” She yelled and got up

“You want this?” He opened the door to the balcony and threw it out, it felt nine stories

“What the fuck Jason?!” She screamed and gently shoved him

“Fuck you!” He snapped, she stormed into the bedroom and grabbed her overnight bag

“Where the fuck are you going?”

“I’m leaving.”

“No the fuck you’re not.”

Jason grabbed her arm as she walked passed, he knew he shouldn’t have thrown her phone, it wasn’t a good thing, they weren’t even dating, why did it matter that she talked to other dudes?

“Go fuck yourself.”

She tried to pull away but Jason tightened his grip a bit, she slapped him in retaliation. He gently pushed her against the wall and kissed her. She kissed back as his knee pushed in between her legs. Jason held her hands above her head as he kissed her neck.

Her clothes were shed as he carried her to his room, soft moans came from her mouth as he left a hickey on her neck. He gently tossed her on the bed before pulling off his shirt. She bit her lip and watched. He smirked and let his jeans fall down before stepping out of them.

“Fuck..” she whispered as ran her fingers through her hair

His boxers came off next as he crawled over her, his lips on hers, her legs on either side of his hips.

“I fucking ha-“ she gasped as he slipped his cock inside her

“What’s that princess?” He smirked

“I fucking hate you.”

“I know.”

He smirked before he started to pound into her, fucking away the anger.

Jason was now determined to make her his. Things were going pretty good too. He was dressed in his red hood outfit as he came into her apartment, she was sitting on the couch watching a show. He smirked and unholstered his gun, she always talked about how much she wanted him to put a gun to her head. He unloaded it and put the gun to the back of her head as he took his helmet off

“Y/n, I think it’s time we push past all this bullshit and admit that the feelings are there.”

She smirked and turned the tv off

“Oh yeah?” She hummed, she saw Jason nod in the reflection off the black tv screen

“Fine. I’ll be your girlfriend if that’s what you want so bad.”

She wanted it too, she couldn’t lie

“Don’t fuck me over. Don’t play your fuckin games. It’ll be dangerous.”

It was a very empty threat but it was more so just to go with the vibe of what was happening

“Pull the trigger.” She said

Jason pulled it without hesitation. The pistol making a click noise

“Empty, just like your threats. Now, fucking go take that shit off. We got movies to watch.”

She smiled softly. Jason chuckled and holster the gun before walking to her room to put on some clothes he left there for times like this. He could feel that things were going to be good for once.

Anniversary Sex || SMUT || Jason Todd x Reader

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Tonight was their anniversary, two years since they had started dating. They had done the classic get dressed up and go out to dinner but that wasn’t the exciting part. The exciting part was the sex.

Jason smirked down as the front door to their house shut behind him. He grabbed Y/n’s hand and spun her around to face him. Her breathing hitched as she saw the look in his eyes. Pure lust.

Jason put one hand on the side of her neck, his thumb stroking her cheek as he leaned in and kissed her. He backed her against the wall. Her lips worked to kiss him back as her hands undid the buttons on the white shirt he wore

Jason’s lips dragged from her mouth down her jaw and to her neck. He aggressively attacked her neck with kisses and faint bite marks. She let out soft moans as her fingers tangled in his hair. Her nails scraping his scalp lightly

“I love the noises you make when you start to come undone.” He smirked as he picked his head up to look at her

Her cheeks went a light pink

“Thank you daddy.”

Her voice was soft as she tugged his shirt off

“You should see what I’m wearing under this.”

Jason picked up his head again from her neck, his lips pulled into a smirk, he licked his lips, looking at her like she was his prey.

“I’m not wearing anything under this.”

He pounced, metaphorically. He picked her up by her thighs and carried her to the bedroom. He gently threw her down on the bed, he leaned over to kiss her as a distraction as he ripped her dress right off her body. Y/n gasped

“Jason”

“Shh, kitten. Come get on your knees for me.”

“That was my favorite dress.” She whined as she sat up

“Don’t make me tell you twice, kitten.” His voice was rough, it went straight to Y/n’s cunt, she could feel her wetness begin to pool

“Oh shut up and take your pants off.” She backtalked, being a brat was one of your favorite things to do.

Jason grabbed her by the jaw and stared into her eyes, silently questioning her

“Did I stutter? Take your pants off.” She challenged

“On your knees, hands out.” He growled as he pulled out their sex rope

Y/n knew what was coming, she was going to be teased without mercy

“If you’re going to act like a little brat then I’m going to treat you like a little brat.“

He tied each hand to each bed posts before he smacked her ass. The sound of skin on skin was loud as Y/n cried out

“One! I’m sorry daddy!”

He smacked her ass again, the pale flesh was turning bright pink

“Two! I’m sorry daddy!” She whimpered

He chuckled and mocked her whimper

“Aw it hurts? Good.” He smacked her ass once again

“Three! I’m sorry daddy!”

Jason moved to whisper in her ear, his voice was heavy as he spoke

“I bet all our neighbors can hear you, I bet they all know what a naughty little slut you are.”

Y/n let out a small whine

“I’ll be good, I’m sorry! I was upset you ruined my dress.”

“You better be sorry.”

He untied her hands, Y/n moved to kneel at the edge of the bed. Jason gently brushed hair behind her ear as he wrapped one hand loosely around her neck

“You look so pretty with my hand around your throat princess.”

Y/n smiled a bit, Jason could be very rough with her, but also soft and gentle and that’s what she loved about him. She needed an even balance of both.

“Suck on my fingers and get them nice and wet for me.”

Y/n opened her mouth, taking three of Jason’s fingers in her mouth, she used her spit to help her get them nice and wet

“My pretty little kitten.” He cooed “I’m going to ruin you to know, you know that? I’m going to tease you until you scream for me to let you cum, I want to see all that pretty make up you spent so much time on running down your face.” He smirked

“I don’t care how good it’s going to feel. You will not cum until I tell you that it’s okay, do you understand?”

Jason pulled his fingers out and Y/n nodded

“Yes sir, I understand that I won’t cum until you say.”

He smiled and kissed her “Good girl. On your knees.”

Y/n moved her back towards him as she got on all fours, Jason spread her legs apart and pulled her arms to her sides. Her chest was pressed into the bed as she laid, looking in the large vanity mirror they had facing the bed

Jason slid one finger into her with ease, her walls clenched around his finger as she let out a small whimper. He smirked as he noticed her watching herself, he caught her eye in the mirror and winked. Y/n felt her heart flutter

“You take my fingers so well princess.” Jason said as he added two more fingers for a total of three, he slid them in and out with ease due to how wet she was

“Reminds me of the first time I ever fingered you, we were in the car driving to your old apartment, I had my hand on your inner thigh, rubbing small circles. You looked at me and begged for me to touch you. I’ll never forget the pretty Sounds that came out of your mouth, or how your thighs shook for how hard you came, or the way you gripped my wrist, crying out my name. Mm, the way I pulled my fingers out and your cum ran all over my seat and you were so embarrassed, you almost cried.” He chuckled

“Hey! I felt b-“ Y/n gasped as Jason curled his fingers, hitting one of the most sensitive spots

“Fuck!” She whimpered, her toes curled and her abdomen clenched

“Oh kitten, kitten, kitten.. if you keep making those pretty little sounds of yours, well I just.. I might not be able to stop teasing you.” Jason chuckled again, Y/n let herself calm down, taking a few deep breaths.

“You’re so needy, you know that? My needy little slut, remember when I had to teach you how to suck my cock? So innocent, all wide eyed, sometimes I forget that you were a cute little virgin when we met.”

Y/n needed more, all this talk of the dirty things they’ve done, it had her dripping down her thighs, she pushed back on Jason’s fingers, trying to get them as deep as she possibly could

“Pushing back against my fingers already kitten? God you’re such a pathetic little slut, it’s cute honestly. You’re lucky I love the sight of you with my fingers inside you.” He chuckled

Y/n whined “Jason I’m so close, please let me cum, please, I’ll do anything for you daddy.”

“I want to watch you fall apart Y/n, I want to see you come unraveled as I make you cum.”

“Can I cum? Please!” She whined, she was desperate, but Jason was sadistic

“No.” He growled and pulled his fingers out quickly, they dripped with her wetness. Jason moved to kneel in front of her, she lifted her head to look at him, tears were threatening to spill from her eyes

“Open your mouth.” Y/n opened her mouth, only to be greeted with the taste of herself, Jason slowly stood, Y/n following his lead as she kneeled on the bed, her tongue licked his fingers clean, she didn’t stop until he pulled them free.

“Good girl.” He stroked her hair

“Get on your knees on the ground.”

“Yes sir.”

She followed her orders, the hardwood flooring was cold against her knees as she hooked her fingers in the waistband of his boxers

“Take them off.. slowly.”

Y/n made eye contact with him as she inched his boxers down, she watched as his cock was freed from the tight fabric that now pooled at his feet. He kicked them away as Y/n wrapped her hand around his cock, she licked the small amount of pre cum away.

Her movements were slow as she did so, Jason let out a small groan as he let his head fall back

“Fuck.” He dragged out the word, Y/n squeezed her thighs together

“Oh kitten, you already know that you shouldn’t tease daddy. You’re just not cut out to have control princess.”

Y/n blushed and nodded, she knew he was right, she’d get cocky and tease him but the few times he gave over control, she got flustered and couldn’t do it

Jason licked his lips as he watched her spit on his cock, using her hands to run it up and down, making it easier for her to suck him off while she stroked whatever didn’t fit in her mouth

Y/n slid his cock into her mouth, her tongue swirled around the head, her jaw was already hurting from how large his dick was. Jason tangled his hands in her hair as he groaned. Every sound that left his mouth, went straight to Y/n’s tight cunt

“Yeah, that’s a good girl. Mm, just like that kitten.” Jason moaned out, dragging out words like good and the little Mm sound he made, he drove Y/n nuts, blowing him was one of her favorite pass times, especially when she definitely shouldn’t have been.

He’s on a call? His cocks in her mouth

While he’s driving? His cocks in her mouth

In the movie theater on date night? Oh yeah

It was one of the only ways she could tease him without having to take control for long. Jason held her head on either side and slowly started to fuck her mouth, he hit the back of her throat and Y/n gagged, tearing up. If she really wanted to stop she’d tap his thigh but she really didn’t want to stop.

Jason moaned as he felt her throat swallow around him as he pushed as deep as he could, Y/n gagged around him, tears now running down her face, ruining her mascara and eyeliner.

“Fuck yes kitten.” He moaned as he pulled out of her mouth, he was close to cumming but stopped himself, Y/n turned away and started to cough.

“You did so good baby, so so good,” he pulled her up carefully and kissed her forehead “let me grab you some water.”

He ran to the kitchen and grabbed her a glass of cold water before he came back “Here, drink some.”

Y/n smiled as she took a sip, Jason gently wiped her tears, she loved that he could switch off being dominate to take care of her, that was a really big nonsexual turn on for her.

“Ready?” He asked as she set the glass on her nightstand

“Yes I am.” She smiled

“Okay baby, lay back on the bed.”

He smiled and gently pushed her back as he crawled to lay next to her, she looked at him convinced before he kissed her, one hand trailed down to her pussy and rubbed her clit, his moves were slow and gentle before picking up speed

Y/n gasped as he was rubbing her clit as fast as he could, she could feel her orgasm coming, her cunt tightened as she got closer and closer

“Fuck! Daddy!” She yelled just as she was about to cum, Jason pulled away, kissing her neck

“No!” Y/n sobbed, “please daddy, please!” She sniffled

“I know, I know, it’s so tough.” He faked being sympathetic towards her yet again

Y/n let out a loud whimper was Jason kneeled between her thighs

“I’m going to fuck you so good princess.”

He slid his cock into her and moaned

“Shit, you’re soaked, god damn it, you’re fuckin tight too!”

He bit his lip as he bottomed out, Y/n moaned and reached behind her to grip the pillow her head laid on

Jason moaned as he started thrust in and out, giving her no time to really adjust to being filled with his cock, one hand held her hips up while the other gripped the headboard, his head hung down, as he watched himself slid in and out of her cunt.

“Fuck me.” He dragged out as her cunt gripped his cock

“Your pussy is so fuckin amazing kitten.”

He gripped the headboard tighter as his hips rolled into her, hitting her deepest point causing her walls to flutter around him

“Son of a bitch!”

He hissed, his hair started to stick to his forehead as he went quicker, both his hands gripping her hips as he pounded in and out of her

His and her moans intermixed as they were getting each other off, he rubbed her clit with his thumb, Y/n was full blown crying from pleasure, her make up was running everywhere, but she didn’t give a shit, she just wanted to fucking cum.

She watched as Jason ran his fingers through his hair, pushing it back. Y/n moved to sit in his lap, he was still thrusting up into her, her bounced met his thrusts.

Her hands tangled themselves in his hair as he wrapped his arms around her, his nails lightly digging into her back. Y/n moaned at the light sting.

“You look so fucking pretty when you cry.”

He said with a small chuckle before he spun her around and put her on her knees, she laid in the same position, chest flat on the bed, ass in the air. They were skilled enough to have kept his cock in her through the position change.

Jason put his hands on her sides, lightly pushing her into the bed as he would pull almost completely out before ramming back in again, he did this over and over, letting out soft grunts.

Y/n on the other hand was screaming his name, her pussy was clenching around his cock, she was holding back her orgasm as best as humanly possible

“Say my name over and over again and, once you think you’ve said it loud enough, scream it till your voice gives out. I want the whole neighborhood to know who’s making you feel this fucking good. You scream my name as loud as I want and I’ll let you cum. What’s my name kitten!”

“Jason!” She screamed

“What?” He started to pound her, hard and fast, her favorite, a devilish smirk on his face

“Jason!” She screamed louder

“Can’t fucking hear you!” He pulled her hair so her chest was up off the bed, one hand reached between her legs and rubbed her clit

“Jason!” She screamed until her voice gave out;

“Cum my pretty little slut. Cum right now!”

Her cunt tightened so much that Jason almost couldn’t move, she sobbed as she came, triggering Jason to cum inside out, his hand dropped away from her clit and he let go of her hair. Jason slowly pulled out, Y/n tried to whine but nothing came out

“Shit baby..” he chuckled and pushed the cum that leaked out back inside her before Y/n flopped to lay on her side, too tired to move

Jason laid next to her “You did perfect princess. Happy anniversary.”

“I feel so good. Happy anniversary.” She smiled, her voice was raw and barely there

Jason would answer to the neighbors tomorrow, right now, he had to clean Y/n up and get themselves off to sleep. And that’s exactly what he did

K-I-S-S-I-N-G || Jason Todd x Reader

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Jason Todd was not one that knew how to give affection, being touchy feely was not in his body vocabulary.

So when Y/N came into his life, long after the trama of joker, learning to be affectionate was something difficult for him to learn.

He quickly grew to love cuddling, especially when they were on the couch, his arms wrapped around her, her head on his chest as she talked about whatever show they were watching at the time, or even just sitting in silence.

Nothing but the soft sounds of their breathing.

Kissing was another thing he grew very accustomed too. Her lips against his, her hands as they rested on his cheeks. The feeling he got when she’d smile against his lips or whisper soft I love you’s.

Make out sessions though, those could get spicy. Sometimes they happened in the early morning, between the sun peaking up from behind the buildings of Gotham and the smell of coffee filling their apartment.

Jason’s instant reaction when she’d crawl on top of him, was placing his hands on her hips. From there his hands roamed her body like she was wonderland.

She was wonderland to him.

She was everything, the moon, the stars, his first thought in the morning and the last one at night.

Between the I love you’s, the kisses and the cuddling sessions. Jason Todd, for once in his undead life, felt safe.

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Y/N let out a small sigh as she sat down, she was meeting her best friend, Jason, at a cafe down the street. She was stressed from work. She ordered her normal and waited for Jason to arrive.

The bell dinged that signaled the door opened. Y/N looked up as Jason walked in. She remembered the day they first met, a day very much like this one.

She was suppose to be met by a date, a date who never showed, she was crying in a booth when a tall muscular figure approached her

“Are you alright?” She looked up at the man with the deep voice, tears streaming down her face

“Yeah.. do you want the booth? I’m sorry.” She sniffled and started to get up

“No no, please, sit. Do you mind if I sit with you?”

He was tall, very muscular, his hair was a mess with jet black pieces sticking up every which way, a small white floof in the front. His eyes were blue, crystal blue. His form normally would intimidate her but something about him comforted her instead

“N-no..” she stuttered. The man slid into the booth

“Names Jason Todd. What’s yours?” He stuck out a gloved hand, it was winter and winter in Gotham was brutal even if you were inside

“Y-Y/N.. Y/N Y/L.” She shook his hand

“Well Y/N, why don’t you tell me why a gorgeous girl like you is crying?”

His eyes were soft, his lips were chapped, he gave her a look like she was the only girl in the place. His jawline was sharp, like it had been handcrafted by the gods. His appearance could be very intimidating, but it was like he had the aura of a puppy.

He sat there, looking at Y/N in a way that she couldn’t remember anyone ever looking at her before. He watched as she explained how she was suppose to be on a date with her ex boyfriend, they were going to try and see about getting back together, but he stood her up. The look was one of understanding.

Jason noticed how her hands shook as she talked, her eyes trained on the wood of the table. One thing led to another and she was spilling her whole life story to him.

She told him about her parents and how she remembered them fighting all the time, how she only ever saw her father cry once as her mother yelled about regretting getting married. How her father told Y/N that marriage seemed like a lost cause.

Y/N talked about her first high school boyfriend who told her that she wasn’t skinny enough to be voted homecoming king. She told him about the boyfriend who treated her like she deserved the world ended up dying a few days short of their one year anniversary.

She talked about the friends who meant so much to her but how she didn’t mean as much to them. The ones who loved her but left to let her grow without them. Her voice shook as she talked about her parents divorce, how messy it was, how uncomfortable. How vicious her mother could be.

Jason never once intrupted her, he sat and listened, and showed compassion when she needed it, gave a laugh when she told a funny story. Y/N rambled about how she feels like she’d never be easy to hold down, how her heart felt like it was damaged goods that couldn’t be returned cause someone threw the receipt away.

Once she opened her mouth, she couldn’t stop talking, someone had opened the flood gates and she couldn’t close them.

Y/N told him of the nights that she’s quiet, how she gets lost in her weeded mind. The nights she forgets about anything that’s appealing about her, how she loses her balance and falls into the abyss of thoughts that never seem to stop.

She talks about the nights she trips over her own feet and stumbles on her words. How her mind forces her to apologize over and over for the mess she made even if it wasn’t inherently her fault. She thinks to herself about how that look he’s giving her from across the table seems to calm her screaming mind.

She tells him that too, tells him about how that look seems to give her the shortcut to the labyrinth her brain built when it thought it was protecting itself. Jason smiles as she tells him that nobody has ever looked at her the way he has, with an understanding look, a smile that holds zero judgment or malicious intent.

They sat and talked for a few more hours after that, Jason telling her in exchange about his issues with his own self image, the war he fights in his mind. How he feels like he’s alone. That he’s in a wrestling match with his own mind, he’s about to get pinned and wants to tap out but find someone or something that keeps him fighting.

They ended up at Jason’s apartment, sitting on the couch, holding each other while watching a random hallmark Christmas film as a fresh layer of snow coats Gotham city. The fire crackles as she lays her head on his shoulder, his dog sparky laying at their feet. Their hot chocolate cooling enough to not scold their tongues.

Jason sat down across from Y/N

“What are you thinking about princess?” He hummed as he ordered his normal

“The day I met my best friend.”

Jason smiled softly

“That’s my favorite day Princess.” Y/N nodded with a smile, her stomach bubbling at the feelings she had for her male best friend.

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Y/n sat down at her computer and started to type, she something caught her eye. A picture of her and Jason from when they were seventeen. Before chaos happened. Before there were two more broken hearted people in the world. She put the picture down so she didn’t have to see his big goofy grin as he held her in his arms.

She started to type again but her mind drifted to Jason, last she heard he was over in San Francisco helping his brothers with something.

She got up and went into her closet and grabbed out a box labeled ‘Jason’. It was filled with memories, good, bad, ugly. Memories are a funny thing, when you open a box full of them, you’ll remember things you’re not sure you want too. Like how they smelled on a certain day, how they held you, you’ll feel their hands on your body and hear their laugh in your ear.

She took a deep breath as she sat on her bed, she opened the box and pulled out the hoodie that sat on top. She brought the clothing to her nose and smelled the gun powder on it.

Things don’t last forever no matter how much you want them too, their breakup wasn’t something that happened right away, it was slow and painful. Then one day, they woke up and knew that it was over, the love they shared turned to dust.

She remembered the first time Jason went to San Francisco, he didn’t tell her till the last minute, they had gotten in a fight about it. 

“Jason why wouldn’t you tell me this?!” She huffed as he packed

“Because, I didn’t think you’d care, why does it matter? This is my fuckin job!” Jason huffed as he half ass folded some clothes and stuffed them into a duffel bag 

“You know what Jason, you can to San Fran-Fucking-Cisco, and enjoy the fucking ocean and everything else there. I’ll stay here, watching the fucking city lights and waiting for you. Like I always do.”

There wasn’t much they didn’t fight about anymore, they had been together for almost four years at that point, it was bound to happen. Y/n teared up as she remembered feeling like Jason was sliding away from her at that point.

Long ago, their relationship was amazing, they felt so amazing together, they felt like they finally found their importance, but now they felt lost.

Y/n cried as she looked through an album of their photos together, remembering the last fight they ever had. 

Jason was packing his things as Y/n cried, neither could remember what started the fight

“I miss how we were when we were seventeen.” He mumbled

“God Jason move on! We aren’t seventeen anymore!” She raised her voice, her words cracking as she cried 

“Everything’s changed!” He groaned as he threw something into his bag 

“Of course things changed Jay! We aren’t who we use to be, we’re grown now!” She sniffled and wiped her eyes with her sweatshirt sleeve. She was scared of him leaving, scared of change. 

Maybe that’s why things stayed the same for so long even though they weren’t happy at all. They walked on eggshells with each other. They tried so hard to get by with one another, they felt so much love for the other person but after a certain amount of time, they built up resentment. 

Y/n sniffled as her fingers traced over Jason’s face, she grabbed her phone and looked through her contacts. She clicked his name and debated about calling him for a second before she pressed the button.

It rang and rang before she heard his voice in her ear

“Hey.. It’s me..” She said softly

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“Are you sure you have to wear that?” 

Jason gently held her hips from behind as she was applying her make up 

“I do, makes the bar do well. You jealous?” 

Jason smirked against her skin 

“me? Never.” He kissed her neck gently 

“come on baby, I gotta go.” Y/N closed her eyes and tried to hold back a moan

 “Come on, just take one day off.” Y/N pulled back 

“I can’t Baby. I gotta go to work.” She put her make up away before she turned and kissed him, she slipped out from his arms as she put on her thigh highs 

“Aw come on..” Jason whined 

“What?” She giggled 

“Not the thigh highs.” He pouted and Y/N laughed 

“Jay, why don’t you just come to work with me, you just can’t hit anybody.” Jason rolled his eyes 

“Not fair, I’m going to have to kick like six guys ass with you dressed like that.” He pouted 

“I’ll be okay, you know that.” Y/N stroked his cheek 

“they treat you like you’re just a play toy for their pleasure.” She smiled softly 

“But it’s you I come home too. The father of my cat.” 

Jason laughed as he rested his forehead on hers 

“Promise me you won’t get into any nights.” Y/N said 

“I can’t promise anything.” Jason slipped on his leather jacket and his shoes.

Once they got to the bar, Jason sat at one end, he sipped a coke and rum as he admired Y/N, he ignored most of the guys who just flirted with her, it was the guys who’d touch her. He knew it was coming. It always happened after the female bartenders would get on the bar and do the ‘coyote ugly’ thing as Jason called it. The bar owner picked up the megaphone 

“Kori please!” Jason yelled to her as the bar started to go insane, she was dating his older brother so they were good friends 

“You gonna pay my rent Todd!” 

She laughed before speaking into the megaphone 

“Whose ready for a show!” 

The whole bar was insanely loud. Y/N and the two other girls got up on the bar, Kori started the music and gave Y/N a microphone. Y/N smiled as she moved to stand in front of where Jason was sitting 

“Some like beautiful, perfect and pretty, I see the good in the bad and the ugly, I need the volume one louder than ten. I put the pedal to the metal, needle into the red. If the windows ain’t shaking, Making my heart race, If I can’t feel it in my chest, I’m in the wrong damn place!” 

Jason smiled as he watched his girl, she always had the voice of an angel, she looked so pretty 

“I got a demon in my soul and a voice in my head, It’s saying go, go, go! I can sleep, when I’m dead, There’s a sonic revelation bringing me to my knees.” 

Y/N slid down to her knees and rested her forehead on Jason’s 

“And there’s a man down below that needs my sympathy” 

Jason automatically leaned in for a kiss but in a instant she was standing back, Y/N smiled at him 

“I got a ringing in my ears getting ready to burst. Screaming “hallelujah, motherfucker, take me to church" 

The loud part of the music started and Y/N jumped backwards into the crowd to crowd surf. Jason always got a little worried when she did that, worried she’d get hurt or she’d mauled by hands.

After the show was over and the bar was cleaned up, Y/N was back to serving drinks, some guy bought her a drink so she did what they were trained to, take a drink and ‘wash it down with beer’ meaning they’d just spit it back into the bottle, Y/N always had tons of bottles full of it because guys thought the more drinks they bought, the more she’d sleep with them. It never worked. 

She was serving someone next to Jason 

“You looked amazing!” He yelled a bit since it was always so loud in there 

“Thank you honey.” Y/N smiled at him before she hopped over the bar to take a drink to a table 

“Hey sexy, can I get you to call me honey!” 

Some guy laughed as she walked back, putting his hand on her ass, she smiled uncomfortably and the guy squeezed her ass. In a second Jason was grabbing the guy by the shirt 

“Keep your fucking hands off my girlfriend.” 

He snarled and guy decided to get in his face, bad mistake. 

“Or what? You gonna have daddy come down and pay me to stop?” 

Even worse, bringing his dad into this 

“or maybe I’ll touch that pretty mommy of yours.” 

And that was the worst. Bringing Selina into this. 

Jason hauled off and punched the guy one time, dropping him unconscious. 

“Jason!” Y/N yelled and pulled him back 

“Come on, go sit down! Behave!” She yelled and he hesitated to listen. Y/N served the drink as the bouncers hauled the conscious guy out 

“You can’t get bearing up my customers fuck head.” Kori said as she iced jason’s knuckles 

“Not all of them. Only the ones that grope my girlfriend.” 

Kori laughed a bit 

“It happens dude, it happened when I was a bartender too.” Jason sighed 

“How did dick deal with it?” He looked to Y/N and sighed 

“He knew that I could handle myself, sure it doesn’t stop him from being worried but he knows I can handle some drunk guys groping me.” 

Jason looked to Kori and nodded, he heard a faint yelp and he turned to look, Some guy was pinning Y/N to a wall. He shot up and tapped the guy on the shoulder 

“Go away.” The guy said and Jason tapped him again 

“fuck of-“ the guy started to turn around and Jason hit him 

“Okay that’s enough.” Y/N tried to pull Jason but he shook her off as the guy got up 

“You’re fucking dead dude.” The guy snarled and wiped blood away. Jason chuckled before the guy lunged at him and Y/N kept trying to tug Jason off 

“Stop!” She yelled, soon the guys friends came over to help and it was Jason versus five guys 

“Jason Peter Todd!” Y/N yelled and looked to Kori for help, Suddenly this started a huge bar fight, just everyone was fighting. 

Kori and the two other girls hopped on the bar and started to throw ice into the crowd. Y/N made her way to the bar and started to soak the crowd with horribly cold water, she picked up the microphone as she kept spraying everyone, she was trying to divert everyone’s attention to her 

“Oh make me over! I’m all I wanna be!” 

She yelled as one of the other bartenders started the song 

“a walking study in demonology! Hey so glad you could make it” 

Everyone started to pay attention to Y/N as she walked across the bar, slowly pulling guys apart 

“good job!” Kori yelled “Now go get your boyfriend!”

After kicking everyone out and cleaning up the bar, Y/N sat on the hood of the car, Jason stood between her legs 

“I’m sorry.” She nodded “I know.” 

Jason rested his forehead on hers “I love you bunny.” 

She smiled “I love you too.” 

He kissed her, he knew the guys he fought were near by. He flipped them off with one hand while his other hand went to Y/N’s shorts and unbuttoned them. He heard the guys scoff and walk off, his hand gently caressed her face 

“It was kinda hot you fighting for me.” 

 Y/N smiled against his lips 

“Yeah?” Y/N nodded “made me very very wet.” She giggled and motioned to her wet shirt, Jason chuckled

“Let’s go home babe.” He kissed her again before the got in the car. 

“Jason?” He hummed in response 

“you do that shit again at my job, I’ll kill you.” 

He nodded “I know.” He chuckled softly.

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Jason with a S/O that works in a preschool would be like:

• He would totally get his certification to come volunteer
• The kids would love him and would climb on him like he was a jungle gym
• The kids would giggle and secretly watch as Jason would give his S/O affection
• He loves lunch time when he can just chill out with his S/O and talk about their days
• He understands the days when they come home and is frustrated or tired
• He loves reading to the kids 
• Holidays were really fun with Jason around
• Halloween, he dressed up and brought the kids candy
• When Christmas was coming around, Jason would buy the kids a couple presents each and dress as Santa
• He loves throwing parties for the kids, just for fun, he spoiled them like they were his kids
• He was also protective over them
• Someone skinned their knee? They got a gold star, a hug and a cool bandaid
• Jason never got a childhood so when he came in, it was like he got to be a kid again
• Parents also liked Jason, he was really nice and genuinely cared about the kids
• Jason really loved that his S/O never minded that he was there
• In conclusion Jason Todd having a S/O that works in a preschool is one of the best things to ever exist

Procrastinating || Jason Todd x not gender specific!Reader

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Jason just wanted to help out Y/N, who had been procrastinating doing some college work, it wasn’t that they didn’t want to do it, well actually it was exactly that. They just didn’t want to do it.

“Baby?” Jason said as he walked into the bedroom

Y/N was laying in bed, streaming a show they had seen enough times to quote it

“Shh, it’s getting to a good part babe.”

Jason crossed his arms and looked at them

“Y/N.”

“Jay!”

Jason sighed and stood in front of the tv, Y/N whined and paused the show as they stared at Jason

“You gotta get your work done.”

“I will, I’m almost finished with this season, there’s ten episodes left!”

Jason sighed once more and grabbed the remote from them before he yanked the power cable out of the tv

“It’s for your own good baby.”

He hid them somewhere Y/N wouldn’t look.

“Fine.” They pouted and got up and went into the dining room where their laptop sat on the small table

Jason followed after, he just wanted them to do their work and do good. He smiled when he saw them working. He grabbed them a snack and something to drink.

“Look at you.”

He smiled and stood behind them, he set the snack and drink next to them. He kissed the top of their head

“As soon as your finished, I promise we can watch that show you like and cuddle.”

“Promise?”

“I promise baby.”

He walked Into the living room and sat down, watching some YouTube videos quietly, a few minutes later he heard some music and laughing. He got up to investigate. Y/N was watching the show on their laptop

“Aw come on babe.” Jason sighed and sat next to them, he turned off the show

“I will sit here and watch you, just so you get your work finished.”

“I’m not a child.”

“Right, you’re not, but I just wanna help you.”

“Fine.”

They sighed and opened up their word document, Jason glanced to what they were doing, it was English, one of his favorite subjects in school, he knew that Y/N struggled just a bit, so he decided to help.

“Here, let me help you.”

Jason got up, and picked them up from the chair they sat in with ease, he sat down and set them in his lap

“Okay so this line means-“

he stopped and looked at Y/N who had shifted and looked at him

“What?” He smiled, a dumb grin on his face

“Nothing, I just love you.”

Jason’s cheeks flushed

“I love you too.”

He kissed their cheek and went back to explaining the assignment and helping them the best he could

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“You ready?” 

Jason asked, he was dressed in his Arkham Knight uniform, Y/N nodded as they slipped their hand into his. They glanced to Jason as he looked to them, his eyes looking especially blue. 

It was Halloween Night, Jason was taking the city from Bruce. But before that war, Jason was going to get Y/N out of the city. Jason wasn’t good with emotion, but he knew he loved Y/N. He was ready to end it all to be with them. Even if it meant death. Sure that was an extreme, but he meant it.

They had their ups and downs, fighting about how Jason was careless and reckless, fighting about how Y/N wasn’t being careful when they went into the city. 

“Look, Y/N, I-… I…” Jason chewed on his lip as he looked to the floor

“I know Jay.” They nodded and looked to him, Jason nodded back

Y/N knew how much Jason cared, after everything, the fighting, the breaking and making up, they knew. They always did. Jason had expressed once in a drunken stupor that he would rob a Liquor store if they asked, that he would drive with them to the end.

Jason pulled down his Arkham helmet. One of his guys would be coming to take Y/N away any minute now. Jason walked into the room he held the Commissioner in. Jason knew that it was either give up and let Bruce win, or give it his all and prove that Bruce was nothing but a rich boy with daddy issues playing dress up. Winner takes Gotham.

 Jason could only think of Y/N in that moment his Arkham helmet was beaten off him, revealing who the Arkham Knight really was to Bruce. It was very unlikely how someone as sweet and caring as Y/N could end up with Jason. But thinking of their relationship was like a beautiful tragity.  

Y/N was rushed into a car and taken to a safe house just outside Gotham City. They watched the live stream as Scarecrow had gotten Bruce. Injecting Bruce with lethal amounts of fear toxin. 

They watched a figure came swooping from the shadows and knocking away Scarecrow, they had a small smile as they saw the red symbol. Red Hood. A back up plan Jason had. 

Jason stepped into the safe house 

“Y/N?’ He called out

Y/N ran from the living room and into Jason’s arms 

“Hey.” He smiled softly and rubbed their back

“It’s okay. Things will be better.” He said, his voice soft

Y/N was the only one for Jason, Jason was the only one for Y/N, Jason never needed to show how much he cared, or express it cause Y/N knew. They just knew.

Jason pulled back to press a soft kiss to their lips, Y/N kissed back before they each pulled away

“I love you.”

He gazed into their eyes as he said those three words that seemed to mean a lot.

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“She’s dangerous.” He said

She kicked the door open, a sawed off shotgun in hand, everyone looked at her, fear in their eyes as they made the connection to what was about to happen

“She knows our moves, she knows how we fight, she’s flipped her humanity off.”

Jason’s jaw clenched as he ran his fingers through his hair

She smirked as she blindly aimed to a guard and shot him, point blank range, her eyes framed by the black domino mask showed her insanity.

She’s more dangerous than Quinn, her insanity has topped joker. From this point on Huntress is no longer one of us. From this point on-” 

Jason stood up and kicked his chair in anger at Bruce’s words, causing everyone to flinch at the loud noise 

”Everybody get the fuck down!” 

She yelled as she reloaded the gun, everyone screamed and ducked down. A guard came up from behind Y/N and she spun her body, she got her legs around his neck and swung him to the ground, shooting him point blank, the blood splattering over the black and purple leather costume and onto her face

They got the call she was at Gotham bank and headed out, wearing heavier armor than normal. It was one of the only times anyone would see most of the Batfamily at the same place, at the same time. 

“I’m on the roof, she’s… she’s shot everyone” 

Tim said into the comms, his stomach churning, seeing what Y/N had done. 

“I got a clear view.” 

Damian said from another vantage point

“On my mark, we storm the building,” 

Bruce said as he got into position, waiting a few seconds for everyone to say their readies. He gave the mark and they all surrounded her. Y/N smirked, as she did a spin, glaring at them all. They were going to try and reason with her first.

“Hiya babes.” 

She said to Jason, he watched as her face was dripping with blood, Sure he killed but she point blank massacred everyone. He gripped his gun a little tighter.

 “We can help you.” 

Y/N giggled maliciously and moved so her hand was on her hip and her gun rested on her shoulder.

 “I dunno, I’m having fun!” 

She said before pin pointing the weak spot and jumping over Tim and finding a flaw in his armor, pushing the gun into the spot “Another step and birdie gets it!” She snarled, Tim started to sweat, he knew Y/N was good when she was sane, they knew her moves just like she knew theirs, but with her being insane, she was unpredictable. 

“Let him go!” Bruce growled

 “Ah ah, wrong Daddy Bats!” She laughed and pulled the trigger, Tim dropped to the ground, gasping. Dick rushed to his side to put pressure on his wound, Jason pulled out his other pistol and pointed them at her 

“I don’t wanna do this.” 

Jason said, tears rolling down his face behind his helmet 

“Oh, on the contrary Red, I do!” 

She laughed and Damian came after her, she managed to dodge his sword and stab him in the leg, dragging the knife down, definitely ripping veins and muscles open. He yelled in pain and Dick rushed to check on him. Jason shot at her and she evaded the bullets, flipping behind a pillar, Bruce threw a smoke pellet and tried to use the element of surprise but Y/N was too quick, she saw him fly above her head and she fired. 

Being the huntress and firing her arrows meant she had near perfect aim, and that’s why Bruce didn’t land gracefully, he fell midair, bleeding horribly from the wound in his head. Dead on impact. There was an eerie silence over the building, Bruce Wayne, Batman, was dead. Y/N giggled as Jason fired at her again, she jumped onto the chandelier, and swung down, landing on top of him. She pressed the button to his helmet and ripped it off 

“My precious sweet baby Jason.” 

She mumbled softly and stroked his cheek. Jason used this brief second to grab his gun and point it to her forehead 

“Oh sh-“ 

She didn’t have time to finish before he pulled the trigger, her body slumped on his, bleeding horribly. Jason cried, letting out ugly sobs as he held her lifeless body 

“I’m so sorry.”

Jason shot up in bed and felt around for Y/N. He let out a breath of relief when he felt her next to him 

“Baby?” She said mumbled, half asleep “You okay?” 

Jason let out a small sigh 

“Yeah.. I think so.. Just a bad dream.”

He laid back down and wrapped his arms around her waist, bringing her in close to him, he pressed a kiss to her shoulder, trying to calm himself down.

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Love was not something that Damian had experienced in his twenty-two years, sure he loved his father and his step mother Selina, he had a love for his animals, Alfred, even his idiot brothers and sisters. But a romantic love seemed far fetched. He had spent years watching romantic movies trying to find the reason people found so much joy in them. He didn’t understand what love was until he saw her, Y/N Y/L. She was the definition of gorgeous, everything about her was amazing. Damian’s heart raced as he watched her laugh, her nose crinkled, her eyes squinted shut, her chest rose and fell.

It took a few months before Damian would admit to himself that he liked her, it took double that for him to tell her that he liked her. He had never been so happy to find out that she liked him too, he even smiled.

“Beloved?” Damian asked as he walked into the entry way to the manor, seeing Y/N standing there a duffel bag in hand “What’s wrong?” He gently grabbed her hand “Hi Dami, everything’s alright. Your dad called me after you told him that I’d be alone this weekend and invited me to stay. I wanted to surprise you.” Damian smiled softly as he kissed her knuckles “Lovely, I’ll show you to my room.” There wasn’t many times the two could have weekends alone together in the four years they had been dating, with Y/N having college and Damian having college, working with his father and his night career. The weekends they did get together were wonderful ones.

The two sat in the theater room watching whatever sounded good, Y/N was very understanding that Damian was not a touchy-feely person, that if she wanted something she needed to ask to make sure he was okay with it. She didn’t want to invade his space and upset him. “Dami?” She said softly and looked to him where he was. She smiled as she snapped a photo quickly, Damian was sitting with Titus at his feet and Alfred the cat laying across his shoulders “Yes beloved?” He looked to her “Could I lay in your lap?” She asked hopefully “Yes, I’d like that.” He nodded.

She moved her little pillow she was using to lean against the edge of the couch and his thigh. She shifted so she laid her head on the pillow. Damian helped her get comfortable, pulling the blanket up and over her shoulder “Comfortable beloved?” He hummed, Y/N nodded “Yeah I am.” She smiled to herself. “Good.” Damian moved one hand to played with her hair, raking his nails against her scalp to massage her head and get her into a state of absolute bliss. “Hey Dami?” She yawned softly “Yes Y/N?” She shifted a bit “I love you, it’s okay if you don’t feel comfortable saying it back.” She yawned again, they hadn’t said I love you before, while it might just seem like three small words, it meant a lot. Damian felt his heart flutter “I love you too Y/N.”

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At night Jason watched her from the shadows, it wasn’t time for him to reveal himself to the people he once called family. He watched how her body twisted as she jumped over two of Riddler’s goons, she landed on her toes. Graceful. Just like always. He couldn’t help the smile that came to his face as he watched her.

He felt like he was fifteen again, he could smell the shampoo she uses, how her lips tasted like candy, how beautiful she was, hearing her gorgeous laugh, how soft her hand was in his. He was so in love with her before he even really knew what love was.

Jason remembered the day he died, he cried out for her, he cried to see her again. She was his last thought before everything went black and he was gone.

“Come on Y/N, harder.” He said as they sparred “I don’t want to hurt you!” She pouted “You’re not going too!” Jason chuckled, Y/N took a deep breath before she swiped Jason’s leg out from under him, before she got him into a hold. Jason easily broke out of it “Good shot but no.” He chuckled and kissed her forehead before teaching her the right way. He taught her everything she knew

Y/N smiled as she taught Jason how to play guitar, she smiled softly as she showed him the right finger placements “Like- Like this?” He said softly as he badly played a chord, She laughed and gave him a smile “Good shot but no.” She kissed his cheek before she taught him the right way. She gave him all she could.

Jason watched as she kicked a henchman’s feet out from under him and putting them into a hold that knocked them out “That’s my girl.” He said to himself before he torn himself away before he could accidentally revealed himself.

He walked outside, his hood was pulled up as he walked down the street, he watched as couples walked past, laughing, holding hands, kissing. He let out a scoff, why couldn’t he be happy with her? Why did God doom him to be unhappy for ever? Maybe cause he was a dead guy walking.

Jason let out a soft sob as he held a picture of her and him together in his hands, they were about fourteen, they were dressed in their costumes, him in his robin uniform, her in Huntress costume. “God damn it! Get it together Jay!” He yelled and threw the picture frame before he ran his hands over his face. He sighed and went to pick up the broken glass. He ran his finger over her face, before he cradled it in his hands and sighed.

The idea of ever being with her again seemed bleak, like all the love had gone bad due to one event. That his world was tattooed black. But their love wasn’t tainted. He was.

He watched as she laughed and kissed Roy Harper while they were hanging out at a park by Jason’s apartment. He knew that Y/N moved on, but of all the people, it had to be his best friend? He watched as her lips were curled into a smile, a small crinkle of her nose. He so badly wanted her back but he knew Roy would take good care of her.

Jason watched her from the shadows, how graceful she was, how every punch, every kick, held so much emotion. How she could take down a whole room of enemies in seconds. A single tear rolled down Jason’s cheek, hidden by his red helmet. She had moved on and he had to accept that. She would always be one of the best chapters in his life, but everything has to come to an end. He grappled away.

Y/N looked up right as he was grappling away, a name rolled off her tongue. “Jason.” She said quietly, a name she hadn’t uttered in years. She recalled a moment, it was shortly after Jason’s first encounter with the Joker, when they learned about Joker’s days as the red hood.

Jason sat with his head in her lap as they sat on the grass “Red hood is such a cool name Y/N, too bad joker’s dumb ass had to ruin it. You know after I’m done being Robin, maybe I’ll become the Red Hood, but better” He smiled as he looked up to her “Whatever you want darling.” She leaned down and kissed his forehead before she ran her fingers through his hair.

Y/N could feel her heart pounding in her chest at the thought of Jason being alive, she knew that if she told anyone they’d think she was insane and commit her to Arkham. She knew that this was something she’d need to do on her own.

Digging up the past has two sides. There’s the plus side that you remember things that have long since been forgotten, but the negative was the same thing. Some people are scared to remember, to never look behind them, never reflecting on life’s events, not for a second. Y/N was about to dig up a lot of things from the past to find Jason and that terrified her. Our brains may lie to us but our hearts never do. She knew in her heart that Jason Peter Todd, her first love, her first kiss, her first everything, was alive, and she was going to find out.

Dear Followers, Mutuals and everyone else.

I think it’s time that I talked about my absence and my disappearing and reappearing act that even Zatanna is jealous of.

A lot has change in the last year. A lot has changed in the last five years for me that I still won’t let myself process but that’s neither here nor there.

In the last year, I’ve been off and on posting. I lost my job, lost some friends, got a new job, got new friends. I’ve lost pieces of myself and gained pieces I don’t remember having.

To be honest, I’ve been having awful writers block for the last year. And it’s probably due to the fact that I feel so lonely all the time. I love my friends, but sometimes it’s hard for me to be myself around them.

They also don’t know about my writing, well one does, but she doesn’t give me constructive criticism so it doesn’t pay to show her stuff.

Sometimes I just want someone that would wanna read my stuff and tell me what I could do or ideas. Because I feel so at a lost for them.

Idk, anyways

I’m not good at ending things,, rip

I love you

Xoxo, Phoenix

Soft Spots || Jason Todd x Reader

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Jason let out a loud scoff and he tore off his red helmet and threw it against the wall. The helmet shattered and a large indent in the wall was left.

He clenched his jaw and put his fist through the wall. Y/n was standing right there, his fist was centimeters from her head. She didn’t flinch. Her eyes trailed up Jason’s armor before she finally met his eyes.

“I thought you were dead.” she growled

“You thought wrong.” He snapped at her

He pulled his gloved hand out of the whole in the wall, pieces of plaster falling through it. They had this fight before, him blaming her for not being there. Tonight was a bit different.

“We’re supposed to be partners.” He brushed the dust off his hands before looking at her.

“We are. But I’m not going to support a stupid move like what you fucking pulled tonight Todd.”

Y/n stared at him from behind her domino mask that concealed her eyes.

“That that bullshit off, can’t fuckin take you seriously.” He grumbled before he reached Over and ripped it off, watching as he fluttered to the ground.

Y/n tilted her head to the side as she watched him.

“I pulled a stupid move? That’s rich coming from the queen of stupid moves!”

His voice boomed through the apartment.

“I could have fucking died tonight! You’re suppose to have my fucking back!”

“But you’re not dead, I told you taking on a room of fifty guys with just two of us and I don’t have my crossbow is dumb.”

Jason grabbed her jaw, giving it a lit squeeze. A small smirk appeared on her lips.

“I don’t care if it’s a room full of a thousand men and we have both hands tied behind our backs, if I say go. We go.” He snarled and got close to her lips. He pushed her head away.

“No. I’m not going to jump just cause you say jump. I’m your girlfriend and partner, you’re not Batman and I’m not robin. We’re equals.”

“You know what, I can’t do this.” He scoffed and shrugged off his leather jacket.

“Cause you’re wrong.” She hummed

“You know what? Where were you? Huh? Where the fuck were you when I needed you!”

He poked her chest, Y/n scoffed in return.

“Don’t you dare fucking go there. I thought you were dead for months! I saw your body in that fucking casket, so don’t you dare give me that!” She finally raised her tone

“I was always there for you! Whenever you needed me! And I got tossed to the side!” He screamed at her

“You were fucking dead!” She screamed back

“But I wasn’t!” He screamed back before he grabbed her face and kissed her.

No matter how angry he was with her, he loved her because she loved him no matter what he did.

They had soft spots for each other.

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The house exploded into flames. Jason watched from the crowd, a cap, and hood covering his face as the flames from the house lit up his eyes. The glow from the burning house made him reminiscent of the nights he had fallen asleep by the fireplace, after hours of reading one of the many books he owned.

Jason thought about how just a couple of hours beforehand, Bruce and Jason were face to face.

“Turn around.” 

Jason’s voice was disguised due to the Arkham Knight helmet that had a voice modifier embedded into it. It was a safety precaution, just in case Bruce was to get a clip of his voice and try to use it in a program to identify him. The modifier made it so it would fry the audio clip and make it unusable. 

Bruce slowly turned from where Gordan was tied to a chair in the Militia HQ. The red lights of the room made the moment feel more sinister as Jason pointed the black Glock 17 at the weak spot in Bruce’s armor. Jason had waited years for this moment, there were many times he almost came out of hiding and blew everything he had worked on just to show Bruce what he did to him. One-shot and it would be all over. Jason had to stop himself from letting this moment end too early.

“Who are you?” 

His voice was rough just as it had always been, Bruce’s eyes stared into where Jason’s should have been on his helmet. Jason clenched his jaw, even though Bruce was one of the smartest men in the U.S., he sure couldn’t put two and two together.

“You really have no idea, do you, Bruce?”

Jason pressed the button on his helmet, the visor lifted up revealing Jason’s face. Bruce’s eyes widened as he finally pieced together the evidence. Jason. His second son. The son he lost at the hands of Joker. The son who was supposed to be dead. Was standing in front of him. 

The older man noticed the large J burned into Jason’s cheek as the red lighting of the room made the white lines of the scarring brighter. Bruce’s stomach churned as he thought about the things Joker must have done to Jason. He noticed that Jason’s eyes, which were normally so radiant and full of life, were now stagnant and lifeless. 

“Jason? But, You're…. dead?” 

Bruce gawked at his son in disbelief, thinking this was another cruel hallucination from Joker’s blood that was coursing through his veins and gradually killing him. Jason started to walk closer to Bruce, gun still pointed to the weak spot. He circled his former mentor. Bruce followed his movements, never taking his eyes off him.

“What’s the matter? Lost for words? I expected more. I’m hurt.” 

Jason said sarcastically, as he clenched and unclenched his jaw. He had dreamt for years since he was captured and held in the abandoned wing of Arkham Asylum. About how he’d confront Bruce. Make him pay for never coming and looking for him, for never killing Joker.

“Joker sent me the film, I saw him kill you?”

The hurt in Bruce’s voice was apparent, it made Jason feel good. It made him feel good to also know that Bruce was stunned. Normally he was a thousand steps ahead of everyone, but Jason finally got the upper hand. It felt wonderful to see the Dark Knight scramble for answers. Jason got even angrier, the unbridled rage he had was very close to unleashing. 

“Don’t you dare lie to me!” 

Jason yelled through gritted teeth as he thrust the gun at Bruce, Jason’s hand trembled lightly, but Bruce was oblivious, still working out how Jason was alive after all this time.

“How long did you wait before replacing me? A month? A week?! I trusted you! I trusted you and you just left me to die!”

Jason started to walk circles around Bruce once more, Bruce copied his actions. 

“That’s not what happened.”

Bruce growled, it made him so hurt and furious to know that Jason thought that Bruce replaced him like he was spoiled milk in the fridge. 

“You always told me, Bruce, focus on what I want to achieve and it’ll happen. Well, you want to know what I want now? Huh?”

Jason’s voice was hushed as he spoke, he tried to hold back his lip from quivering as he stared at the man who he had trusted with his whole being in the face. The man who left him to die. He walked closer to bruce and shoved the tip of the pistol under Bruce’s chin, forcing his head up.

“I want you dead.”

Bruce was quick to shove Jason’s hand away and headbutt him, making Jason let out a grunt and trip backward. Jason skidded back on the ground, the metal of his suit armor grinding against the metal of the floor making a gross screeching noise. Jason groaned as he stood up, pulling out the twin to the pistol he had. He fired a few shots out of anger as he looked around for Bruce.

“You can’t hide from me! I will hunt you down!”

Jason screamed through the HQ, which used to serve as an old shopping center. His voice ricocheted off the walls as both of his pistols turned into one modified sniper rifle. He held the sniper in his hands as he looked around. He pulled off the blue visor on his helmet as electricity sparked through it. Jason threw it to the ground before he pressed the button on the helmet, the red visor coming down. Jason grappled to a nearby vantage point to start scanning the room.

Jason shook his head and walked away. He got on his motorcycle and sped off, the tires screeching against the asphalt as he drove. Jason couldn’t stop himself from remembering how Bruce found him. Jason had tried stealing the tires off the batmobile, he almost succeeded too. He remembered Bruce wrapping Jason in his cape and taking him to get a burger.

He swung a hard left into an alleyway before he came to a halt. He started at the red brick apartment building, he hoped that she hadn’t evacuated with everyone else. That she was in there, safe.

Jason grappled to the thirteen floor and jumped to the third terrace from the left. He put on his black domino mask and pressed the button for detective vision.

“Hey creeper.” 

He jumped and looked to the girl who was hanging out the third window from the right.

“Has it really been that long that you forgot what apartment I’m in?”

Jason smiled at her as he made his way to her, pulling the mask off as he crawled in. The warmth of the apartment made him shiver as he came in from the freezing weather outside. The tips of his ears and nose grew red as he adjusted to the temperature change. 

“You’re here.” He said to her, his lips curling up in a bit of a smile.

“Where else would I be? Babs called me, told me that you might come after me. I told her you’d be a dead man.” The girl kept talking as she walked back to her computer.

Jason’s smile was wiped off by her words. He clenched his jaw. 

“I need your help.” He said to her 

“Need? Or want? Those are two very different things, Jace.” 

“Please.” He sighed as he looked at the back of her head 

“I can’t. You know that.” She started typing on her laptop

“Can’t? Or won’t?” Jason said as he walked next to her desk, leaning on the wall with crossed arms.

“We both know the answer to that.” She snarled

Jason moved away from the wall he leaned on. He pressed on a certain area, a keypad came up. He punched in the code and watched as a wall came up. 

He was face to face with a glass case that held the black and purple costume, along with her arsenal of weapons.

“What are you doing? Close that.” The girl scoffed as she looked up from her laptop.

“It wasn’t your fault you know.” Jason sighed as he walked away, back towards the window.

“Get some therapy before you try and tell me about my faults.” She scoffed and clenched her jaw.

“Fuck you.” 

Jason decided to test her, he pulled a shuriken out of his coat and threw it at her. Y/n jumped and grabbed the crossbow from the shelf in the hidden panel and shot an arrow. The arrow hit through the center of the shuriken. The sharp metal weapon hung from the arrow that was now stuck into the wall. 

“You still got it.” He hummed as he crawled out the window. He stuck his head back in to look at her, the crossbow still in her hands.

“Think about it?” He cocked an eyebrow at her 

“Get out!” She groaned

Jason jumped down from the terrace. He swung his leg over his motorcycle and took off. He went to his apartment and sat at his computer. He tapped his fingers before typing into the search bar of the bat computer database.

‘Huntress’

He watched as many articles popped up along with her stats and videos of her training. Jason clicked on the stats. 

‘Name: Y/n, Y/l

Aliases: Huntress, Helena Bertinelli, Paula Lian Brooks

Base of Operations: Gotham City

Abilities: Archery,-’

A knock on the door pulled Jason from his thoughts. He stood up from his desk and crossed the floor to the door, he looked through the peephole. Y/n was standing there with her laptop bag hanging off her shoulder. 

He opened the door, Y/n pushed past him and threw her bag onto the desk next to his laptop.

“Well, hello to you too.” 

Jason said as he shut the door. 

“If we do this, we do it under my terms. You listen to me. I’m the boss.”

She walked closer to him and poked her finger against his muscled chest. Jason looked her in the eyes with a cocked eyebrow. He gently grabbed her hand and pulled it away from his chest. Y/n stared him down. The two had an unsolicited staring contest before Jason broke.

“Fine. Partners?” He held out his hand for a handshake

“Partners. Just like old times.”

She shook his hand with a smile on her face.

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Life wasn’t ever easy. It was full of heartache and being alone. Jason didn’t mind being alone, he honestly preferred it sometimes. The silence that filled the air, the sense of contentment on doing whatever he wanted without worrying if he was displeasing someone. But being lonely, that was the most painful. When it feels like there’s nobody around to care about you. Like walking downstairs in the dark, your foot is falling through the air, and your heart stops for a split second, you’re hoping that stair is there to catch you but there’s nothing but darkness.

Jason sighed and ran his hand over his face, his girlfriend, Y/n, was trying to get him to open up to her and talk about how he felt. He just didn’t want to, he didn’t like opening up, it made him feel worse to express his feelings. 

“Please Jay.. Talk to me.” She gently grabbed his hand

“You can’t fix me.” 

He snapped at her, his voice was sharp like a knife. He yanked his hand out of hers and sighed, he watched as her eyes got watery, Jason never snapped at her. It just wasn’t his thing, but today wasn’t a good day. Things got tough ever since Roy died. He felt bad for snapping at her, but he was just so frustrated. 

“It’s never been about fixing you..” She said softly 

“It’s never been about either of us fixing each other or trying to. There’s always a point in life that you realize somethings can’t be fixed, that they are better left alone. You can always offer help but no matter how desperately we try, we will never be able to carry each other’s burdens. It’s never been about fixing you, it’s about doing for you what you did for me. You held my hand and told me everything would be okay, you stayed while I was healing from wounds that were unseen. I can never repay you for what you did for me, the only thing I can offer is someone that can keep you company while you do what you need to.”

Jason let out a small sigh once again, she could sense the annoyance in his exhale. All she wanted to do was hold him and tell him that she’d always be there for him. But it’s so hard to be there for a person who won’t let you.

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All relationships start out the same. Neither knows of each other’s existence. Then one day, the paths cross and it feels like the stars have aligned.

Jason and Y/n were in their second year of college, he was a Literature major and she was a psychology major. They met in a quiet library. He pushed the cart of returned books around one of the aisles and aisles of bookshelves. His black hair was a bit wild, the cute white stripe in his hair hung over his forehead. 

Y/n stood in one of the aisles, flipping through a book, she seemed deep in thought as Jason rounded the corner into that aisle. He stopped as he stared at her in all her beauty, he was mesmerized by her. 

He was too nervous to get her attention normally, which was strange, normally he had no issues talking to women. Jason took the library cart and pushed it a little closer to her, she didn’t lookup. He frowned before grabbing a random book and putting it on the shelf next to her head. Nothing. He pretended that he accidentally dropped a book, it made a loud thud noise against the carpeted floor. She finally looked up.

“Hi, I’m so sorry.” 

Jason said as he bent down and picked it up, her eyes followed him as he stood back up, book in hand. 

“Just catching up on some reading..” he hummed and looked at the book that read ‘what to expect when you’re expecting..’

Y/n’s eyebrows raised as she looked at him, the corner of her mouth turned up in a slightly smirk.

“Oh! Uh- just curious what women go through.. you know..” he awkwardly laughed “I’m Jason Todd, or Jason.” 

She giggled at him as she bookmarked her page. 

“I’m Y/n Y/l/n, my friends just call me Y/n.” 

The two went and sat down at a table and talked quietly

“So do you work here?” Y/n asked him 

“What? Oh, no, I just found that library cart and decided to push it around.” He chuckled, being completely serious 

“That’s so… weird.” She giggled quietly 

“Is not!” Jason chuckled and defended himself “well… I guess it is a little weird.. yeah it’s weird.” He laughed

Y/n smiled and admired his face, how handsome he was, how white his teeth were, how he got cute little wrinkles by his eyes when he laughed, he was gorgeous.

First dates are important, it’s the signal of starting to let someone into your life, letting them get to know you.

Jason straightened his tie before knocking on her dorm door, a bouquet of red roses in his hand as he lightly cleared his throat, trying to brush the nerves away. The door swung open, revealing her attire for the night.

“You look… gorgeous.” He said breathlessly 

She blushed as she looked at him “you look very handsome too Jason.” Y/n let a soft smile grace her face as he handed over the roses.

“I got these for you, I hope you like them.” He watched as she sniffed one, her eyes closing as she basked in how sweet they smelt.

“Thank you, they are gorgeous.” She kissed his cheek before she set them on her desk. 

They went to a small fancy restaurant on campus, dinner had gone smooth enough for them to get dessert together.

“And so then, Roy, decided it’s a great idea for him and me to jump into the lake at four in the morning, middle of winter, as a wake-up exercise.” Jason chuckled as he told the story, Y/n laughed softly as she heard about the trouble Jason and Roy got into. 

Falling in love isn’t just about the person as a whole. It’s the little things, like how their smile grows when they think of the dumb things they did with their best friend, or how their laughter sounds. It’s treasuring every second you have with them, never feeling bored while you’re around them. 

Jason walked her down the hall to her dorm room, his jacket was around her shoulders, he carried her shoes in his hand after her feet had gotten tired of wearing them. In his other hand was hers, their fingers interlocked, neither of them wanting the night to end. They got to her dorm.

“Do you wanna come in?” Her voice is soft as she talks to him, his blue eyes staring into hers, his tongue glazed over his bottom lip before he nodded.

“I’d love to.” He smiled and walked with her into the small room.

The rain pours as the two lay in her bed staring at each other, Jason studies her face as the moonlight shines in from outside. She reached a hand up and rested it on his cheek, her thumb stroking the stubble.

“Promise me you’ll never leave me.” She said to him, Jason can hear the fear in her voice.

“I will never ever leave you Y/n.” He leaned forward and pressed his lips to hers. She melted into the kiss, his lips were a little rough compared to her soft ones, but she didn’t mind.

Long-term relationships mean unconditional love. It means being with someone for so long that you’ll always love them. No matter where they are or what they are doing.

Y/n sighed softly as she laid back on her beach towel, her best friend Zatanna laid next to her. She checked her phone for the thousandth time that day, waiting to see if Jason, who was on a trip for his Literature class, had texted back.

“He’ll text you honey don’t worry.” Z said to her “you guys have been dating for two years, you guys are moving in together in a few weeks, he’ll text.” She assured

“I know, I just miss him, this is the longest I’ve gone without Jason in a really long time.” Y/n put her phone in her bag and put her sunglasses back on. Z smiled as she saw Jason walking up to the girls.

“I think you should look at who’s walking towards us.” Zatanna hummed, y/n sat up, taking her sunglasses off, and saw Jason.

“Jason!” She yelled, jumping up and running toward him, Jason ran to her and grabbed her tight.

“Hi, baby girl.” He said in her ear as he hugged her. She squeezed him tightly, breathing in his scent that she missed so much. Jason rubbed her back as he softly kissed all over her collarbone, neck, and cheek. 

“I missed you so much, you weren’t supposed to be home for a few more days, what happened?”

She asked as she pulled back and looked at him, he smiled and cupped her cheeks.

“I asked to come home a few days early because I missed you so bad, so here I am.” 

Y/n squealed before she hugged him again.

As happy as a relationship can be, one day in the blink of an eye, you fall out of love. It happens so fast, that you don’t even get time to process it happening.

“God I just can’t stand you anymore!” Jason yelled at her as they fought about for god knows what. All they seemed to do was fight lately. 

“Do you even love me anymore?!” She yelled back, her voice strained from all the yelling, tears building up in her eyes as there was an uncomfortable silence as he hesitated to answer.

Jason could barely give her an answer, his words fall out of his mouth at a volume just above a whisper.

“I’m sorry.. y/n… I really am..” a few tears roll down his cheeks 

“Is there someone else? Am I not good enough anymore?” 

The room was so quiet you could hear a pin drop but the only sound that was heard was Y/ns heart-shattering. She sat in a chair in their living room, she put her head in her hands. 

“No- no no.” Jason went and kneeled in front of her, he gently grabbed her hands in his and made her look at him, tears cascaded down her face.

“There’s nobody else, I promise. I did love you, I promise, I do love you, but I don’t know if I love you like that anymore. I wanted to marry you, I bought the ring and everything, but, y/n, I feel stuck, I feel like if I had asked you to marry me, I’d be stuck forever, and I don’t want that, and I couldn’t bear to do that to you.” He said as he sniffled

Y/n couldn’t even speak, she just cried, she cried so hard she couldn’t breathe. Jason felt horrible. 

That’s the thing about relationships, they can have a happy beginning and a happy middle, but the ending will break your heart.

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Jason smirked as he pushed past the crowd, his eyes locked onto his target. Y/n Y/l/n. She was gorgeous, they had been partnered in class on a literacy project. She was good at what she did. Jason walked up to her.

“What’s a pretty little thing like you doing over here by yourself?” He smirked as he checked her out

“My boyfriends somewhere.” She said as she looked at Jason, the grey school sweatshirt and dark blue jeans looked so good on him.

“Oh really? Yeah, you know I heard you had a boyfriend. Where is he? I wanna meet him?” Jason smirked

“Oh uhm.. not sure.” That was a problem, he didn’t exist, she knew Jason knew but she had too much pride to stop the lie

“Oh yeah? Well, he fucked up and I think I got lucky.” Jason chuckled as he looked at her “I’m gonna make you mine for the night, how’s that sound hot stuff?”

She blushed and her mouth hung up, she was at a loss for words “Then that disappearing boyfriend of yours can have you back, he should be lucky, I’d even consider giving you back.” Jason chuckled again and wrapped an arm around her shoulders. Y/n nodded and blushed more, she always found him extremely hot.

“Hey, sexy.” Some dude said as he walked past her, giving her ass a slap. Jason grabbed the guy by the collar and shoved him hard into a wall, growling as he talked. “Touch her like that again and I’ll fucking kill you. Now apologize.” 

Y/n’s eyes widened as she watched the interaction, for some reason it made her horny. She clenched her thighs together as the guy muttered a sorry and scurried off. “Tell me if any other guy fucks with you. I’ll take care of them.” Jason said to her, she nodded and bit her lip “Thanks, Jason.”

From then on, Jason got very protective over her, for some reason he couldn’t bring himself to Judy fuck her and leave her. He could fuck her but he stayed every time.

“I just wanna make sure you know we’re just friends.” He said as he got dressed, she nodded, her thighs shaking. He nodded back “Good… good. I just don’t wanna fall in love..” he hummed

One night she got very drunk and came to his dorm “Why not?” She asked him as she pushed past him and sat on his bed “Why not what?” He asked half asleep, his room was in disarray, books, and highlighters everywhere. “Why don’t you wanna fall in love?” She asked, her breath reeked of vodka “because it’s like a knife you know… it can hurt.” Jason rubbed his face a little and sat with her “but you make the knife feel so good.” She put her hand on his thigh, Jason could feel his cock stirring in his sweats but this wasn’t the time and she wasn’t able to consent properly.

“Look Y/n..” he gently laced his fingers in hers. “No… no looks..” she teared up “listen to me. Let’s talk about this when you’re sober. Get some sleep.” He gently pushed her down in his bed, she pulled him with her. He held her as she slept in his arms.

He left her a note since he had a class and she wasn’t awake by the time he had to leave.

‘I promise I wasn’t trying to give you mixed signals, I wasn’t trying to leave you on… I got way too attached to you and that wasn’t the plan…I had a girl I loved once, much like you… We ended up hating each other cause we didn’t know when to just call it quits. I don’t want that to happen again.’

She sighed as she read it before she left his room, her head hurt too bad to think about any of this.

Jason called her later that night “hey.” He said softly into his phone “Hi.” She mumbled back “You gotta let me go okay? I don’t want to do the love thing again and I don’t want us to hate each other. I was so broken last time I was in love. I guess that’s part of the reason I’m leaving you first. I’m so sorry Y/n. It’s been a great few months. I think we should just be friends. I’m sorry this happened. I’m just too scared to lose again, you understand that right?”

She clenched her jaw as she pressed the end button, she was so hurt and upset and couldn’t even formulate proper thoughts. She blocked Jason on everything and buried the memories of him deep, deep down. She wanted nothing to do with him ever again.