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that pennywise mingi up there is still hunting me..

I should really stop making these..

i need a dying buddy

*in a convenience store*

Seonghwa: What did you need to buy?

Jongho:Patience

Cashier: Sir, I’m afraid you have made a mistake.

Seonghwa: Yes, I know. Joining this group has indeed made me regret my life choices but they give me fun times too.

Cashier: No sir. You have gotten this pack of noodles which is just for display of the product but are you alright?

Yeosang: Death is just an updated version of sleep. It’s sleep, but without ads or breaks.

Hongjoong: What’s bad about meeting new people?

Jongho: they are new

Yeosang: they are people

Wooyoung: i’m meeting them

01:55am

Pairing: Park Seonghwa × black!fem reader | ft. Reader’s Bestie & Choi San

Genre:humor

Warnings: suggestive language, use of the n-word, not thoroughly proofread sry y'all lol

you were going to have to explain yourself when you saw him, now.

and you were so mortified that you were already compiling excuses to avoid him for the next few weeks.

when you could’ve been cuffed for the whole weekend if your messy ass bestie hadn’t ran her damn gums to your man while you were on the phone.

she already gave you enough, constant shit about dating seonghwa and not setting her up with mingi ( “see, you still haven’t hooked us up, this’s how i know you ain’t shit.”“bitch, do you think i’m pimping these niggas out or?”) part of you was wondering if that was why she pulled this shit. how had she even remembered!? y'all had been running through their music videos to thirst like 4 days ago when you had your little slip up, but the second she heard you mention seonghwa’s name on the phone today, she opened her big ass mouth.

“hwa! ask your girlfriend about her lil inception remix!”

you clutched the pillow tucked under your arm and slung it at her, only making her cackle harder.

“wha?” seonghwa giggled. he was already half amused, you could hear it in his voice crack.

“nothing!”

“what is your remix?” he asked. you hated that you didn’t have time to melt over his english. it was always cutest when he was happily asking something. but you had to scramble for an excuse too urgently to coo at him, “did you film it?”

“no, it’s nothing, don’t listen to her, baby–”

“TELL HER TO SING IT, MINGI AND HONGJOONG’S PART BEFORE YOU HIT YOUR HIGH NOTE–” you slugged the pillow at her several more times, and you could hear your boyfriend’s smile growing on the other end of the line.

“what is it, baby? i want to hear it!” he sounded so sweet and eager. normally it would make you fall even deeper for him but right now it made you want to jump through a window.

…double time when you realized there wasn’t any getting out of this now.

“it’s not a remixxx..!” you whined. apparently, he only found it more amusing with you so embarrassed.

“what is it?”

you fought a sigh and mushed your bestie who was still laughing her ass off, “i got the words wrong… i didn’t know that the line after ‘coming tonight’ was korean, i thought it was english…”

he mumbled through the lyrics swiftly, for his mind to catch up to the part of the song you’d meant. “whereyouatwhereyouat neoneun eodie whereyougowhereyougo namgyeo dun chae neon comin’tonight maeil bam neoreul chaja hemaeneun nan–”

“yeah that part,” you confirmed.

“maeil bam?”

“yes!” you whined for the second time, making him giggle again.

“what did you think it said?” he asked, finding this and you more and more humorous.

you rolled your eyes to the ceiling, leaving them there for longer than your eye health would appreciate. but you answered him truthfully.

“comin’ tonight, layin’ pipe.”

he was silent on the other end after that. for way longer than you were comfortable with. and your heart was thumping harder, the more your anxiety built.

“what is that?” he asked. and bestie, hearing his genuine innocence, threw her head back cracking up.

“oh hell.” you mumbled when he asked again. but seonghwa figured out quickly that he wasn’t going to get an answer from you. that’s when you heard him again, and froze in place.

“san-a!” he called in the background, and bestie was on her back rolling while you yelled, begged, PLEADED for him not to ask. “laying pipeeun museun tteus-ingayo?”

“no,don’t ask what it means!” you yelled over the breathless laughter beside you.

“laying pipe?” you heard san ask your boyfriend confusedly, followed by hwa’s low voice answering 'ne’.

you were relieved when you could make out the phrase 'i dunno’ in korean. but it was short-lived when you heard san mention their leader’s name, knowing he was the most knowledgeable in the english language of the eight of them. your eyes bugged out when you heard them both.

“HONGJOONG-A!”

“NOOOO!!!!!”

park seonghwa is the type to go down on you if you’re getting on his nerves

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“You are already leaving?”

“It’s almost 2 AM.”

“You can sleep here if you want to.” You said, sitting against the headboard.

“Y/N.”

“What?” You asked as if you didn’t know the rules.

“We were okay about our routine.” He sighed. “We see each other just when we are horny.”

You knew this “rule” perfectly, but you couldn’t help but feel hurt every time he would say something like this.

“We are friends with benefits.” He concluded.

“It doesn’t mean you can’t sleep here. It’s late and I don’t think you will find a taxi around here anymore.”

“I can walk.”

“Walk? The dorm is 1 hour away?”

“I don’t mind.”

You snorted, “so you prefer to walk in the rain instead of staying there with me?”

“The way you resume the situation feels like I’m the villain and the heartless one between us.”

“Kinda.” You whispered.

He simply sighed and got up from the bed.

As always, you were watching him putting back his clothes on. And as always, he wouldn’t address a word to you.

You were totally fine at first with only calling each other to have sex, but you accidentally caught feeling for Seonghwa. You couldn’t tell him otherwise; he would just disappear and you won’t be able to see him again. But, when he’s leaving this way, you just want to convince him to stay and to be just next to you.

“Do you need to work tomorrow?”

“No, it’s Sunday.” He replied, putting his white shirt on.

“Then it’s another reason to stay until the morning.” You insisted, acting like you just wanted to be nice.

“I’m going back home now Y/N.”

“But it’s pouring outside. You are going to be sick well before entering the dorm.”

“Y/N.” He raised his voice.

Seonghwa wasn’t aggressive. But when something pisses him off, he just says it.

The way he pronounced your name, you knew that he would hurt your feelings.

“I know about your little game.” He started.

“My little game?”

“You love me.” He claimed, looking at you right in the eyes.

You remained quiet. You always tried to keep it low and to refrain your love to him, but you forgot that he was one the smartest people you know.

“I don’t. We are only friends with benefits.” You lied, secretly playing with the hem of his hoodie under the cover. “I get it.”

“Do you think I’m stupid?” He asked, his facial expression full of disdain. “You are not acting as a simple sex friend with me. Or at least not anymore.”

“I do.”

“Then why do you text me so much?” He pointed at his phone on the nightstand.

“I’m just making sure you have a nice day?” Your voice cracked. “I don’t know it was a bad thing.”

“That’s not what sex friends do.” He declared. “We were okay to just text each other when we want to-”

“Correct me if I’m wrong but in the expression “sex friends” there’s “friends” inside.”

This excuse was lame to you, but you needed to win this argument.

“We established rules that were good for each of us. No feelings, no dates, no arguments. Just sex.” He recapitulated.

“I’m just texting you casually, nothing much. Like I do with a friend.” You raised your voice as well.

“Our rules-”

“Oh stop! Screw the rules! I’m just a human who wants to text you!” You replied.

Seonghwa remained quiet. You wouldn’t give up easily and admit that you had feelings for him.

“If it bothers you that much then I will stop.” You replied coldly.

“So, you are not in love with me?” He asked.

“No. I’m not stupid.”

“Then why you said to Hongjoong that you had?”

Your heart missed a beat.

You ate with the leader at the restaurant this week and you accidentally said that you caught feelings for Seonghwa.

Hongjoong promised that he wouldn’t say anything but seems like he didn’t keep his promise.

“I was drunk.”

“Please. I’m not stupid Y/N.” He sighed, taking his jacket on the floor.

“Okay! Maybe I do have feelings for you, but is it really important?”

“Of course, it is.”

“And why?” You grunted.

“Because I don’t have any feelings for you.”

A part of you wasn’t surprised that Seonghwa wasn’t attracted to you. But the other side was still hoping for it.

“We can’t do this anymore.” He claimed, with a weak voice.

You had plenty of things to say, but nothing could come out of your mouth right now. You were just so sad and mad to yourself for falling in love with someone like him.

Your closest friends advised you to not playing this dangerous game, especially with Seonghwa.

“I’m sorry if you imagined a romance with me or another romantic and bullshit stuff.” He started, not softening any of his words to you. “But you knew it. It’s only sex. It’s your fault if you fell for me.”

“My fault?” You glared at him. “My fault? I am responsible for how my heart acts toward you?”

“Yeah.”

“Well, surprise Park Seonghwa, we are not all an empty and heartless rock like you. We all have feelings, and we can’t control them.”

He was surprised by the way you were talking to him. He never saw this side of you.

“Believe me, if I could have the choice to fall in love with you, I wouldn’t.” You concluded.

You stood up and went to the bathroom.

You didn’t want to cry in front of him. You needed to keep your composure no matter what.

Hands and lips shaking, you turned on the water in the sink. You hoped that it would help to hide your sobs.

You stayed like this 2 minutes before you heard the entrance door slamming.

It was at this moment that you let it go.

This scream and pain that you kept in your throat, were reasoning in the bathroom.

These tears in your eyes were burning your face.

Your hands were holding the sink, but it was quickly hard for you to keep standing on your legs. Your knees just gave up on you and you shivered when the cold floor surface brushed your body.

Why did you have to be so stupid to think that you could live something with Seonghwa?

❦ Genre: Fluff / Suggestive.

❦ Pairing: Seonghwa.

❦ Word count: 1K.

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❦ Notes: I was this close to end this with an angst scenario, but y’all were too hyped for a happy ending haha

It’s been 30 minutes since you’ve been standing in front of Seonghwa’s apartment door.
You were surprised that the old lady, living next door, hadn’t called the police yet. According to Seonghwa, she’s so extra and kind of close-minded.
The stupid thought of you waiting to be released at the police station made you wonder if you prefer to be there or to confront Seonghwa.

For sure, the moment he’s going to open this door, he’s going to win.
You are going to boost his ego.
You played hard to get later at the theater and look at you now, rushing to his place.
“You are so stupid Y/N,” you facepalmed. “Think with your brain, not your heart.”
“Eh, everything’s fine Y/N?”
You turned around, eyes widened and ashamed that someone heard you.
And by someone you meant Yunho.
“Aren’t you supposed to be inside?” You asked.
“And you aren’t supposed to be at your house?” He smirked, looking at his watch. “It’s 2 AM.”
“Well-”
“Oh, I’m dumb.” He declared. “Seonghwa and you are a thing again?”
Your saliva went straight to your throat, making you gulp by surprise. “W-we were not a ‘thing’.” You air-quoted, keeping your composure to prove to him that he was crazy to think that.
“What were you then?” He smiled.
“We weren’t dating.”
“I know.” He replied. “All the members know.”
“Then you have your answer.” You hoped he would stop there.
“I wasn’t specifically talking about a relationship.”
“We were not in a situationship either.”
“So many terms…” Yunho rolled his eyes. “Just admit you were friends with benefits.”

“How-” You paused, before saying too much and maybe put Seonghwa in an uncomfortable situation.” “What are you talking about?”
“How do I know?” He smirked once again.
A part of you wanted to die, and the other half wanted to rip this cocky smirk off his face.
“You left a hickey on his neck once.” He touched his own neck. “Or even more than once.”
“I-”
“That’s a rookie mistake.”
“I-” you repeated, ignoring how you will close this conversation.
“Or maybe that’s what you wanted?” He insinuated.
“Wanted?”
“Yeah, to mark your territory.”
“Territory? Like a dog?” You raised a brow.
“No like someone who’s falling in love.” He concluded.
“Bullshit…”
“Why don’t you just confess to him?” He giggled.
Seonghwa probably never explained the situation to his members. Good thing for you. No one could make fun of you if they didn’t know.
“Why would I do such a thing?” You discreetly wiped your moist hands on your dress.
Yunho sighed, “okay keep playing this game. But I’m sure that if you confess, he would love it.”
“How can you be sure of this? He’s not the ‘dating guy type’.” You air quoted.
“He’s just scared.” Concluded Yunho before applying the door code.
How can he know how Seonghwa feelings? Did they talk about this in private? Between boys? Seonghwa was firmly against a relationship. Or maybe it’s his way to reject you?
“I’m going crazy…” you shook your head.
“Do you enter, or should I bring you a blanket so you can sleep here?”
“Since when are you so sarcastic?” You raised a brow.
“Living with Seonghwa changed many of us.”
You tilted your head, “true.”
Faster than you could imagine, you were in the corridor.
As expected, Seonghwa’s shoes were correctly positioned on the floor.
Even though his relationships were messy, he was neat.
“Hyung! Y/N is here!” Yelled Yunho, entering the living room.
If you had just a single object in your hand, you would throw it right on his head.
“Y/N?” You heard his deep voice.
Yunho nodded, “she’s here since a long-”
“Yunho!” You stopped him. “I can introduce myself.”
“Sure.” He smirked, enjoying the embarrassing look on your face. “I’m in my room if you are looking for me.”
Before you could fully enter the living room, Seonghwa appeared right in front of you.
A light hiccup escaped from your mouth.
How could such a presence ruin all your effort to remain normal in only 2 seconds?
“Hello.” He smiled.
“H-Hi.”
“Should we go on the rooftop? Hongjoong and Mingi are taking a nap on the couch.” He pointed at the ceiling.
“Sure.”
He passed next to you without giving you a simple look or even a glare. Once again you ignored how to act with him. He was either warm and nice, or cold.
“Do you want a hoodie or something? It’s cold outside.” He offered.
“Nah. I’m good.”
Even the coldest wind couldn’t beat him anyway.
In an awkward silence, you followed him in the staircase. None of you exchanged a word. Only your footsteps were reasoning.
Finally, after 2 long minutes of climbing irregular stairs, you saw the metal door.
“I thought this building had an elevator?” You complained.
“It doesn’t go to the rooftop.”
“Yeah but at least on the last floor.” You grunted. “Genius my ass.”
Seonghwa ignored you, as usual and opened the door.
When you stepped outside, you were half disappointed and surprised.
Of course, it wouldn’t be a romantic rooftop where you could stay in his arms for the whole night. But the stars gave another atmosphere to this rooftop. Almost something magical.
Seonghwa sat on the bench in front of the edge.
“What do you want to talk about?” He asked, looking at you right in the eyes for the second time today.
“Me?” You pointed at your face. “You are the one who sent me a message.”
“I wanted your answer. I already told you that I wanted you to be mine.”
If he knew how this simple sentence made you weak and vulnerable.
“You want me to be yours at night.”
“No.”
You didn’t say anything, not wanting to take him aback.
“I fucked up okay. I admit it.”
Still not a simple response from you.
“When you kind of confirmed me that you had feelings for me, I freaked out.”
You raised a brow. He didn’t freak out, he completely rejected you and threw your feelings away.
“I was good with our situation. But, if love feelings were made to happen, I simply thought, it will ruin everything.”
“You ruined everything by leaving after saying these painful things.” You said.
“And I’m sorry.” He apologized, grabbing your hand to invite you to sit down next to him.
“Being sorry doesn’t tell me what you want Hwa.”
He was surprised that you still use this nickname for him. Maybe everything isn’t over yet.
“I want to give us a chance.”

This feeling. You will never feel all these sensations coming through your body.
The fear of the unknown, the anticipation, the stress, and the excitement. Everything was taking up a huge space in your heart.
People were not lying when they said that they feel like their heart will explode.
“Let’s go slowly. But let’s be together. Officially.” He smiled, rubbing your hand.
You dreamed of this moment since you started to get feelings and that you talked about it with Hongjoong. But now you were speechless. Even scared to screw up by saying anything.
“Babe? Are you listening to me?”
“B-Babe?” You repeated, the dumb look back on your face.
Seonghwa laughed. You tried to remember but for sure, you never heard him laugh this way.
“I like calling you like this.”
“A-Ah?”
“Yeah, it’s even better than you calling me daddy.” He smirked.
“Oh- you!”
You punched his arm with your fist.
He was the best to declare these kinds of things out of context.
“I’m kidding Y/N.”
“Y/N?”
“Sorry.” He chuckled. “I’m kidding, babe.”
This nickname put a wild smile on your face that you absolutely wanted to hide behind your hand, just to not boost his ego.
“So? Can I be your boyfriend?” He asked, a slight blush on his cheeks. “Or maybe you agreed to date Seungyeon again.”
“He understood by himself that he didn’t have a chance against you.”
“Oh really?”
You pushed his forehead with your index. “Idiot.”
“Do you want to date this idiot, or not?” He asked one more time.
“Hm… I don’t know.” You played around.
“Y/-”
“Yes of course.” You giggled.
“You made me freak out for a second.”
“You are not the only one playing hard to get.” You winked.
Seonghwa grumbled funnily. You hurt his ego.
“You are unbelievable.” He whispered, not letting off your hand for a second.
“Don’t start saying stuff like this or I will believe that you can be romantic sometimes.”
“You will definitely be surprised, my love.”

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❦ Genre: Angst / Fluff / Suggestive.

❦ Pairing: Seonghwa.

❦ Word count: 1K.

❦ Requested: Don’t ever believe me again when I say I’m posting something “soon” Part 1

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Once again, you stared at your reflection in the dirty mirror of the theater.

You fixed your hair, removed the tiny stain of lipstick on your teeth, and shamelessly opened another button of your dress.

“You can do it, girl!” You motivated yourself. “It’s just a date! You are a pro for dates.”

It’s been 10 minutes that you were trying to spot something wrong with your outfit or just yourself.

This guy that you met at a party, invited you to several dates before, but for this one, you felt a little bit more stressed or insecure.

He was so good to you. Always funny, complimenting you when you doubt your own beauty because of these stupid “beauty standards” or always available when you need to talk.

You were diving into your thoughts, daydreaming about how this date could end when you receive a text from him asking if you were okay.

Not losing another second, you walked out of the restroom.

“Oh Y/N, are you okay? You were there for a while.” He asked, visibly worried for you.

“Yeah, there were just a few girls before me.” You lied. “Let’s go?”

He nodded and smiled.

“But first, do you want a snack or a drink?” He offered, already taking out his wallet.

“Wait, I’m paying.” You put your hand on his. “You paid for the restaurant yest-”

“Popcorn and a cold drink such as iced tea?” He asked, knowing exactly what you want.

Understanding that he would probably not give up and pay for your snacks, you simply nodded.

“Thank you again.”

“Wait for me here!” He said before running to the shop.

Seeing someone devoted to you made you happy and thankful.

“What could happen Y/N? It’s probably going to be a good date too.” You tried to reassure yourself, fixing your dress one last time.

“Y/N?”

You instinctively looked at the person next to you.

It took a few seconds to realize that the worst thing that could happen, was just there: Seonghwa.

You hated the way with simple eye contact, he made you doubt your entire existence.

Even if Seonghwa changed a bit during this last month, he was still this handsome man he used to be.

His hair was dyed in black and a bit curlier than before. He was probably working out a lot more because his figure was a tiny bit more massive.

The way his eyes were piercing and staring at your soul, gave you this warm feeling that only he can give you.

“Y/N?” He repeated.

You raised a brow to show him that he has your attention, but that you wouldn’t say anything.

“It’s been a while.”

The thought of shouting ‘you dumb or what’ or punching him right in the face, came to your mind for 2 seconds, but you decided to play it cool.

“Yeah.” You simply replied.

Seonghwa was taken aback because of these short and cold replies. You were the only one talkative among both of you.

“Hm… are we cool? Or?”

“Cool?” You repeated. “What do you mean?”

“Are you still mad at me?”

This situation was so strange to you that you pinched your hand discreetly, to be sure that you were not daydreaming or hallucinating.

“Y/N.” He called you once again.

You managed to keep your composure but hearing your name from his mouth made your knees weak a little bit more.

“Do you remember that we are not talking or seeing each other anymore?”

Seonghwa scratched the back of his head, searching for a possible excuse or explanation.

“You made it clear the last time we saw each other.” You continued. “So you don’t need to come and check after me as you care.”

“Y/N…”

“Don’t Y/N me.”

“That’s your name?” He raised a brow.

“Yeah, then don’t call me.” You gulped, realizing how dumb this was.

“Y/- I mean… Can we just talk about what happened? I know what I said was bad.”

“Bad?”

“Yes.”

“I would say painful, cold, uncomfortable, hard, unpleasant-”

“Okay okay, I got it.” He stopped you.

“No, I think you didn’t.” You started, clenching your fist to not yell at him for everything he did to you. “You literally throw me like a toy. Okay, we knew our deal, just sex, but you could have been a little- NO. A LOT nicer when you rejected me.”

“I freaked out.”

“And I don’t care.”

“Can we talk about this later? I really want to see you again.”

That was one of the things you were redoubting.

After a month, the moment you finally start to turn the page and focus again on your happiness, Seonghwa comes back.

You hated yourself for already knowing that you would run to him without any effort.

“Y/N? Is everything okay?”

You turned back and stared at Seungyeon. He looked so cute with these 2 big packs of popcorn and the drinks hanging between his fingers.

“Ah, you there.” You smiled.

Seonghwa stared at both of you, trying to know the exact situation or relationship you had with this man.

“Hello. I’m Seungyeon.” He politely bowed.

Your ex-friend and benefits didn’t even blink. He stayed there, only staring at him.

“Well… we should go. The movie is about to start soon.” You grabbed Seungyeon by the arm, making sure to help him with the drinks.

“And what about my request?” Asked Seonghwa, before you could leave.

You sighed. He wouldn’t give up so easily. He would even sit next to you during the movie for sure.

“Can you take our seats? I need to talk to him for a minute.” You simply explained, embarrassed that this situation happens during your date.

“Sure, text me if you have a problem.”

You understand well that he was bothered by you staying with a man that clearly has his effect on you. But for the sake of this date, you needed to make things clear with Seonghwa.

When Seungyeon disappeared from your eyesight, you confronted him.

“What’s your problem?”

“And who’s this guy?”

“And why are you asking as you care about who I’m dating?” You crossed your arms on your chest.

“Because you are mine.” He sighed in frustration.

“What the hell Park Seonghwa.”

“I’m the only one who is supposed to touch you.” He added.

You rolled your eyes at this comment. Of course, he was only thinking about sex.

“Well sorry, but other people don’t see me as a vulgar piece of meat like you do.” You started. “Seungyeon is curious about how my day went and not about which position we are doing at night.”

“Do you sleep with him?” He stepped closer to you.

“This is none of your business.”

Seonghwa was frustrated. He ran his hand in his hair and growled something that you didn’t understand.

“So, for your request. It’s no. You told me that I’ve shouldn’t f-”

“Does he satisfy you well?”

You blink twice at this sudden question.

“I told you it’s n-”

“Does he fuck you better than me?”

He was stepping closer to you at every question. Your heart raced and your lips went dry in a second.

“Does he make these things that you love the most in bed?”

“You are being inappropriate.”

“I bet you never told him your little secrets. Like how you like to be choked. Did you tell him?”

The proximity, his perfume, or just his presence made you get a tone of flashbacks.

These times you met, how he treated you well or how he completely made you forget your own name.

“You are mine. And I don’t want anybody to touch you.” He whispered, resting his forehead on yours.

This contact made you close your eyes so you could enjoy his presence once again.

“Just ditch him…”

You shook your head, “I can’t. He’s nice to me.”

“And I am too.” He kissed your cheek.

“He’s giving me what I want.” You gently rested your palm on his torso, trying to push him a bit.

“I can give it to you too.” He slowly went to kiss your neck, your weak spot. “All night long.”

His offer was interesting, of course. But you remembered that after this “night” he wouldn’t text you or ask how your day went as Seungyeon does.

“No.” You pushed him stronger this time and stepped back. “I don’t want to be a friend with benefits anymore. I just want to be a girlfriend.”

Your heart was beating so fast in your chest that you thought it would explode the next minute. Maybe it would be the time where Seonghwa would change the status of your relationship or simply disappear as he usually does.

“I just want to be special to someone and not only because I slept with them.” You added, not liking the silence that settled.

“If you want me to be yours and not only in your bed at night then say it now. Otherwise, there’s a movie which is waiting for me.”

His lips parted for a second then closed right after.

You bit the inside of your cheek and nodded. “That’s what I thought.”

You pushed his hand away from your forearm.

“Excuse me, but I have a movie to see.”

You exchanged one last stare together, then you left to join Seungyeon.

The more you walked away from him, the more you felt your heart clenching in your chest.

When the door closed behind you, you brushed off the tear which was sliding on your cheek.

“Ah you there,” smiled Seungyeon when he saw you.

“Yeah sorry. Did I miss something?”

“Nop, only ads.”

“Good.” You sat down, blinking a few times to suppress the tears.

“Are you okay?” He asked, still worried for you.

You nodded, biting your tongue.

“Yeah. I’m fine.” You whispered, taking a deep breath to forget this conversation.

When the room dimmed in the dark, you remembered that your phone wasn’t mute.

Just when you were about to turn it off, you received a text from Seonghwa.

[“Let’s finish our conversation.”]

You noticed that he didn’t write “tonight” like he usually does.

“It’s starting.” Whispered Seungyeon, when he saw you still on your phone.

“Oh, yeah. Sorry.” You apologized for not being focused.

[“K.] You replied before turning it off.

You felt bad for agreeing to meet Seonghwa while you were sitting next to someone who probably likes you.

“What I am doing…” you whispered to yourself.

¨̮₊˚.༄.

! .

SO APPARENTLY “KINGDOM ” IS GOING TO HAVE THE BOYZ, STRAY KIDS, AND ATEEZ. AND AS A MULTI STAN I AM READY TO THROW MYSELF OFF A BUILDING!!!

Am I the only one that just likes looking at them eat?

Seonghwa on the phone with San & Wooyoung

Ft. Woosan’s “Spoilers” for the Album = A Mess