#autistic female

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When you do online shopping am i the only one doesn’t really like starting on top of the page and then scrolling down to the bottom? I like starting at the bottom and then scrolling to the top. I mostly do it when i play dress up games to look for inspiration for my drawings.

But it depends on how much i have to scroll thorugh to reach the bottom of the page… Does anybody else do this?

Also merry belated christmas or happy holidays if you don’t celebrate it.

Tbh most peoples sarsasm just fly over my head.

(This was a couple of years ago lmao.. it has been sitting in my drafts for ages now. This was kinda at the start of quarantine in Denmark i think in 2020)

Today i went to pick up my package at the other side of the town i live in. When i said my name he picked up the wrong package. The person apparently had the same name as me. But it was the wrong package because it wasn’t the right adress on it. Then he finally found the right package and then he jokingly said
“You must have a sister in this town” or something like that…
Then i replied that i didn’t have a sister annndd then he said he was joking.

Mental health day

Soooo i took my first mental health day in a weekday.. in years. I tend to feel ashamed and guilty of myself every time i miss out on classes. But i have been so mentally down since i started school again (which was on august 13rd). It was nice to take a break from school honestly.. and it was very much needed.

I also didn’t have any absence until now. I feel mentally drained, hopeless and much more but i’m working on it. I have talked with my school psykologist, my doctor and parents about it and it will hopefully work out in the end.. i just gotta remain hopeful and not have as much anxiety about the future which scare me more than enough.

It’s okay to take days off sometimes when you need it.

Ever get that feeling when you nothing or too much to hyperfocus on? I’m currently watching squid game… but i’m also watching ‘the uncanny counter’, and just watched the first 5 minutes of 'mad dog’ on netflix. My brain doesn’t know what to do.. and i tend to feel empty when i don’t have something to hyperfocus on.

I also have a though time finishing movies, reality shows, series, short films etc. Anybody else who does that as well?

Good news

Soooo i have good news. I finally got my drivers license! It took me a little over a year to get it due to covid. But i’m happy. I feel as if a burden has been lifted off of my shoulders. I started 13st of may last year with driving lessons.

If there are any autistic females out there that received a diagnosis late in life could you please reach out to me. I’m working on my mental health and the more I read the more I question my ADHD and bipolar diagnosis.

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