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I’ve been struggling without seeing Gio for so long… We need some stuff to do apart. Any suggestions on what to do being apart for so long?
There’s so many people in this world, but I’ll only ever want you❤️
is this a joke or?
ThaT’s CRazY
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Happy chinese valentine’s day
Miss him i hope he will do another drama soon
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I had a dream last night that my boyfriend was trying to force me on a really really big rollercoaster and I was terrified. There was a waterslide incorporated somewhere on the steps leading up to the rollercoaster, and I decided to give it a shot to hopefully further delay going on the rollercoaster. Well, turns out you had to go down the waterslide head first and when i climbed in it got really tight and small and I felt like I could barely breathe. I wanted to get out but I couldn’t and the only way out was to go down. Then once I was pushed down I wanted to hold my nose so I didn’t get a ton of water up it when I splashed to the bottom of the pool head first, but I couldn’t get my hands up.
I hate dreams with underlying meanings. I know I’m avoiding problems in life right now subconscious, okay? I KNOW.
meow.
The other day marked four months since my life changed for the better. I know I say this often, but I am so insanely in love with my boyfriend. He is truly a work of art. I have never been so attracted to someone both physically and mentally. No matter what we talk about we vibe so well. It is so rare to find this type of connection, and I am truly blessed to have that with him.
Being with him has changed me into just a better person. I laugh and smile more. I find myself focusing on positive thoughts instead of negative ones. Instead of thinking what could go wrong, I find myself daydreaming of everything that could go right.
I find it crazy that at one point I really felt like this type of happiness was a myth. I didn’t think it was ever possible for me to find someone who could love and accept me for who I am. No matter how much I changed for others, I was always doing something wrong. Just the same, when I just tried to be myself all I attracted were people who would try to mold me into what they wanted. But John wasn’t like those people. From the moment we started talking I just felt like I was home. I don’t believe my soul has ever felt the type of comfort he gives me. It’s enough to make me cry.
He’s my best friend. He’s everything that I have ever wanted. He’s everything that I never even knew that I needed.
John has shown me the true meaning of love, and I look forward to everything that we will experience together. I’m going to freaking marry this man one day
How did I get so lucky, Jesus. I’m so in love with this woman❤❤
yesterday’s birthday cake @leo_von_b sadly without any pumpkin I’ve never thought that I would ever have fun in the kitchen - but here I am, cooking and baking - so much can change within a year, it’s crazy
#birthday#cake#homemade#pinterest#glühwein#herbst#autumn#birthdaycake#boyfriend#bake#baling#würzburg#geburtstag#kuchen#cheesecake (hier: Würzburg)
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Hey guys! I have received some very nice comments on my latest post about being FTM Trans and that just makes me so happy <3 Thank you for your support, it means a lot! I have been dealing with a lot in terms of accepting myself and honestly, I still don’t. I don’t want to be trans, I don’t want the dysphoria. I want to be a normal girl. I’ve gone through conversion self-therapy, where I’ll force myself to wear makeup, look feminine, and wear my old, feminine clothes. I try so hard, but it always just makes it worse. Not only do I do this sort of ‘therapy’ on myself, I also have a boyfriend who’s straight. Yes, I know. Many of you didn’t know I actually have a boyfriend, while also having a crush on K. My boyfriend (I’ll call him M) is straight and would probably eventually dump me if I transitioned with hormones and whatnot.
He wants us to get married someday and possibly have a family. But, how could we, if I was a boy? I don’t think we could. I love him very much, and I love K too, but being trans has caused so many problems. It’s not like it’s a choice, but I can at least try to be more feminine, in attempt to ‘convert’ myself. It’s not very good for my health, I realize, but I feel like that’s the only way…
Transitioning costs a lot as well, and I just don’t have that kind of money. I feel like it’d be better if I just tried to be a girl. It’ll be hard, but it’ll save me money and save me heartbreak (if M were to break up with me). Anywho, I’m rambling on. I’ll most likely post sometime later.
TEMPORARY GRADUATE VISA UPDATE OCTOBER 2019
Well guys, this is it. We are finally (almost) there.
We submitted the application for his Temporary Graduate Visa in August, and have been waiting for approval.
A few weeks ago we were assigned a case officer (CO), who requested additional documentation that we couldn’t provide at the time of application (his Skills Assessment). We were given a month to provide the assessment, otherwise an decision would be made. We were freaking out because we were still waiting on TRA to approve his Skills Assessment.
Well, within a matter of 2 days, they came through and gave him a positive Skills Assessment, and we sent it off. We are now playing the final waiting game. I can’t wait for this be over!
