I had a dream last night that my boyfriend was trying to force me on a really really big rollercoaster and I was terrified. There was a waterslide incorporated somewhere on the steps leading up to the rollercoaster, and I decided to give it a shot to hopefully further delay going on the rollercoaster. Well, turns out you had to go down the waterslide head first and when i climbed in it got really tight and small and I felt like I could barely breathe. I wanted to get out but I couldn’t and the only way out was to go down. Then once I was pushed down I wanted to hold my nose so I didn’t get a ton of water up it when I splashed to the bottom of the pool head first, but I couldn’t get my hands up.

I hate dreams with underlying meanings. I know I’m avoiding problems in life right now subconscious, okay? I KNOW.

meow.

lake-lady:

A gem among tarot spreads I lay down these days, it gives the similar feeling as interpreting astrological natal chart - you’re going to uncover huge volumes of information - patterns, life themes, biggest challenges and soul mission, 

it gives a shivering feeling of presence of your \ your querent higher aspect in the time you’re doing the reading, really - it feels like stars and planets are reflecting in the cards, and messages, no matter how difficult and uncomfortable on the surface, come from the level of calm and assuring energy - all is well, girl, this is why you’re here - to make that impossible real, and you’ll do that, just because you’re here means you will.

I like rearranging the cards to the end of reading to create the picture of my querent’s path - I place challenges and limiting patterns of past on one side, deep wishes and all the beauty which seems so unrealistic now on another side - and tools and ways to grow and explore in the middle. It’s nice to see the path!

The positions of Soul spread correspond with 12 astrological houses:

1 - House of Self: personality, ambitions, drives

2 - House of money and possessions: value system, material possessions, financial attitudes

3 - House of communication: the way you communicate and learn, siblings and neighbors

4 - House of home: your parents, your roots, your domestic life and family

5 - House of creativity and sex: creativity, your sexual nature, fun, social life

6 - House of service and health: job, responsibilities, work relationships, health

7 - House of partnership and marriage: work and romantic relationships, how you blend your personality with others

8 - House of death and regeneration: spiritual transformation, inheritance, psychic powers, occult knowledge

9 - House of mental exploration and long-distance travels: spirituality, religion, morals, higher education, long-distance travels

10 - House of career and public standing: public image and career, material success in life

11 - House of friend and hopes and wishes: friendships, hopes, goals and wishes

12 - House of secrets, sorrows and self-undoing: your inner self, dreams, the past, subconscious, karma

Better to pull the cards for this spread in the evening,

and don’t forget to supply yourself with favorite tea - it’s going to be rather long reading.

It’s so easy for me to stand firm in my power as the god of my reality.

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Your results take as long as you assume them to be. You can get instant manifestations just by assuming they are fast for you. You can manifest that $1000 right now if you assume so. Your sp can conform right now if you give them no choice. Bc your desires have 0 free will in your reality. This is your reality, you decide when or whether you get your desires.

If you want to work yourself down to instant manifestations, assume it takes no less than 3 day to manifest. Then when you’re more confident with being able to manifest in time crunches, you can move to 2 days, 1 day, and then instantly:) Just do whatever makes you more comfortable<3

ℎ ℎ ℎ：

Just because you follow or watch other loa creators that have different loa beliefs and loa methods to manifest, it does not, i repeat, does fucking not mean how you manifest is wrong. There is no set rule on how to manifest so it’s all about learning what works for you and what helps YOU manifest, not everyone else. Just because a method is popular and everyone is telling you ‘it’s the best way to manifest’ doesn’t mean you have to try it. It doesn’t mean it’s what’s gonna work best for you. It’s all about doing what makes you feel like you have done everything right and you have your desires. You don’t have to visualise, you don’t have to do SATS, you don’t have to do anything that doesn’t resonate with you. Stick with what you know, and what you feel confident in.

The 3D has no choice but to conform. It has to, it’s literally it’s job! So sit back, relax, and persist.

ℎ ：

Why make things hard on yourself by labelling certain things as ‘hard’ or ‘impossible’. If you assume that, then yes it will be hard and impossible. Start assuming that everything is easy and effortless for you because it can be if you persist it to be so.

Manifesting? Easier than breathing. Persisting? Effortless. Making millions? Pff no big deal, i can do that in my sleep. Making everyone fall in love with me? Obviously easy when you look this hot. Everything is so fucking easy for me because i say so.

The3D is only the messenger. and everyone should know by now to not shoot the messenger.

Today I let the pencil do it all itself.

YOUR FUTURE SELF | PAC

⛓:please don’t take any negativity to your heart, i am simply trying to see how will your near future go. i will be honest to you as i want the best for everyone thats reading this!

1. 2. 3.

PILE ONE ˖°࿐

puppy w blanket

cardsfour of cups, the high priestess, six of pentacles, camel, bear, ant, the freedom of truth, cosmic ruby, cosmic emerald

gen.

Okay, so, I feel like you are right now in a quite depressive state. Mad at yourself, mad at others, mad at your mom/dad, mad at the world. I don’t know what causes this exactly, because there is a lot of resentment inside you isn’t there? Even if you are a quite calm person in general, you have a lot of hatred inside you. It isn’t pure hatred, it comes from a place of sadness, sorrow and disgust, am I right? You just can’t help but feel this way. You have seen and heard so many disgusting vile things in life that you can’t help but feel this way. You try, but having respect and patience is very hard sometimes, isn’t it? I do not think you want to be like this though, at all. It’s very understandable, you can’t blame yourself too much. You want to be kind, loving, patient and fun. And I do think it is possible! Even if you might not think so just yet. You can be kind, loving and fun. You can be anything you want to be, and you will be! I do think it might take a while though, but it will not last forever. You will get there superstar. You will be such a lovely person, you already are. It’s inside of you, it’s in your heart okay? Just trust yourself. Trust your Intuition. If you do you will be the person you want to be. Use manipulation. Yeah, yeah, you are not that kind of person, but manipulation isn’t always dark. You can use it so people are better, so they are kind, so they shift to see a new fresh more educated perspective on the situation. Don’t judge things for what they appear to be, judge them for what they are at their core. Please don’t forget that. With this same mindset, don’t judge yourself for what you appear to be, judge yourself for what you really are. An intelligent, mind-young, beautiful soul. If you are anxious but that little voice at the back of your head is telling you to be confident and asking what are you scared for is bothering you, LISTEN TO THAT VOICE!!! It might cause situations that are not pleasant for people that aren’t like minded, but it’s okay. You will be so free and so confident after that. Look at it as a door that allows you to take a step forward to who you really are. Strong and confident. It’s you. You are waiting at the other side of that door. Don’t allow anyone to pull you back and scare you away from all that potential. Please be yourself. It’s scary, but the end results are waiting for you. It will be worth it, I pinky promise.

spirit guide messages

Go on your own path and don’t care about the judging looks others are giving you. Guide yourself, don’t let others make the decisions for you. You are your own boss, anyone who says otherwise is a fool, stop doubting yourself so much. You are your own biggest enemy right now, allow yourself to let your guides down and connect with your inner self. You are afraid I know, but nothing bad will come out of it. All your doubts are inside you, just let them out and say goodbye to them. You. Are. Your. Own. Boss.

visions i saw

a beautiful feminine person in soft core clothes, flower patterns with a headscarf. a shocked look of an older female, holding her bag. brown skin. a girl crying and frowning with hatred and disgust. someone in a park smiling and putting perfume on themselves as light shines on them.

PILE TWO ˖°࿐

cardsfour of wands, king of pentacles, conflict, cat, wolf, grey squirrel, archangel uriel, archangel muriel, archangel faith

gen.

okay, so, I feel like right now you might have some sort of anger issues. not heavy, and your personality isn’t focused solely around that unlike pile one! also, i don’t think yours is more emotion related, but more so you cannot control your actions. its like, you hit without thinking, and insanely regret it after. i do not think anyone in this pile can be considered a domestic abuser, bully or anything on the more serious side. i don’t think this is related to nature, but rather nurture. you were eithe raised to be this way, or - for some of you - this is connected to an underlying mental illness. this pile is also more masculine. i do think that in the upcoming few months you will be on a journey and be a more peaceful human being. you will transform from a huge scary wolf to a gentle and caring cat. don’t take this the wrong way! of course, you won’t change the person you are at your core. i do think you are someone who likes distance, being quite and has a little harder time with showing emotions with your words. i do not think you will become better with vocabulary affection, however you will be much more better in acts of service. your anger issues will become better. it will die down as much as it possibly can, and you won’t be afraid to take action towards your family - especially younger people around you - and show them that even though y'all might not always get along you still appricate them a lot and don’t take them for granted. little things that mean a lot you know? like cleaning up after them, putting their phone on the charger, paying more attention to what they say and trying to listen. I do think you will be a much more peaceful person in a few months than you would think. you will find more inner peace instead of continously being mad at yourself and at anyone. you will do some heavy self reflection and talk with your inner self, people around you will start liking you more. on another note, i do think you will also have some new hobbies, that will allow you to explore yourself more and feel alive again. your clothing style might also change, i am seeing a lot of beige being added to your closet. Yeah yeah, I know! You really like dark clothes, black clothes. They won’t disappear from your closet. You will just add basic invidual pieces that will make you feel more alive and peaceful than you would think you could get. you remind me of the phoenix, being reborn elegantly. a beautiful soul who suffered and became their best self.

spirit guide messages

stop being so angry. you are allowed to feel emotions, but you shouldn’t be mad at yourself for feeling them. how will you grow and process your old self if you reject all your emotions? you are allowed to feel things, but you aren’t allowed to hate yourself for feeling them. you are only human. its okay. trust yourself.

visions i saw

a man in a white shirt hitting a teenager with black hair. someone crying alone in their room, in darkness. reader sitting on a chair and paying attention to the words of a possible sibling. op in a huge sweatshirt and in a blanket, all fresh in fall, smiling to themselves. masculine figure hitting themselves on the head.

PILE THREE˖°࿐

cardswheel of fortune, five of wands, the fool, soul healing, unicorn portal, cosmic diamond, grey squirrel, dove, ant

gen.

so, i feel like you are quite a foolish person right now. are you young? you have a young and reckless energy, someone that is irresponsible and likes to party, someone that hates to be ordered around and doesn’t really care when people want to teach them things. one ear in, one ear out. sorry, but that’s just how it is, no matter how hard it is to hear. you think the world revolves around you and don’t really care about others, you are quite moody and arrogant too, and don’t like being confronted because you constantly think everyone is against you and they will never understand. however, i do think that will change. something will trigger this, not necessarily something tragic, but something big will change in your life. possibly related to love or your parents. i don’t think you will loose your spark, but you will be much more emotionally and socially intelligent. you will look at it as a sad situation, but you will be kind of numb to it. i feel like this will make you question yourself and the way you view things. there won’t be many people helping you, because you wouldn’t ask for help, you would have this on your own. you will grow through a major change for sure, be more quite when you think of life too. You might loose some friends, which I am sorry about, but it’s for the better. You also might cut your hair, and wear a different clothing style than your usual ones. - for somenof you, this is less revealing clothing. - you will also have a more mother like energy to you! you will be more nurturing and in tune with nature. i do think you will be connected to mother nature, and while you would go outside as much as you normally do, you would try to break free from your routine to be able to see the world from another point of view. you will also be helpful towards little children more? I don’t know why, but I am sensing that you will pay attention to kids a lot. Also! You might start a new diary.

spirit guide messages

don’t reject the wisdom of your inner self, they know best. you know you know. allow yourself to be open to critism.

visions i saw

someone feminine being in a fast paced car, half body out through the roof, screaming in excitement. someone blond with short hair sitting in a dark church in silence, thinking to themselves. alone with a very few people surrounding them. a girl petting a white cat. a feminine figure walking through a path with trees on them, in a white dress, hands behind herself and trying to take in everything that goes on around them. a worried male figure, in the night staring at someone not knowing to take action or not. taking care of and kooing to a babym

I would like to enter your dreams and kiss your subconscious