#bruh moment

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Bruh i though it said cyana for a sec and was like “Did PM make a deal with fucking cruncyroll? Good on them?

Then i read it correctly

Sorry I haven’t been posting. I’ve been a big ol’ blob of sad the past couple months. Things just aren’t getting any better. But I’ll post every now and then. Thanks to the followers that stick with me lol. Y’all should dm me. Let’s have a chat.

I had the most disappointing sex today someone cheer me up please thx

a/n: sakusa angst. idk what this is. no beta we die like MEN. random author updates though my pronouns are they/them! i dont really have too many tumblr moots anymore but thats necessary info. inspo from i hope your husband dies by amigo the devil

warnings: yandere behavior

genre: unrequited love, letter format

word count: 683

enjoy??

Sakusa Kiyoomi,

  It’s been a long time, hasn’t it? Seems like just yesterday I was sitting on your bedroom floor, wishing I could buck up the courage to tell you how long I liked you. How infatuated I was with you. I can’t help but think about how different my life would have been if I never told you.

  You made my life better, Kiyo. in every way. You managed to teach me what love was, even through that prickly exterior you have. You were way warmer than anyone could believe, and being able to climb your walls is one of my biggest achievements. With that, though, comes the regret. I regret letting you rebuild those walls again. 

  I’ve never felt as whole as I did when I was with you. The memories of comfort and contentment while we listened to something dripping with rich, gold tones are so very vivid. Every second I spent with you feels more intense than memories of yesterday. It’s funny, actually, the impact you had on me. 

  The time I spent with you is one I’ll never forget, even though it was years ago. We may have just been dumb teenagers, but that doesn’t make our love any less important. That doesn’t make us any less real. Our Saturday nights spent wandering that damn park. Our times sneaking around Tokyo, breathing in the streetlights like they were the only real thing on the planet. Our moments of peace; small nose kisses, facemasks at midnight, interlocking our arms like a black and white photo. Oh how I wish they never ended.

  With as much pain as swims through your veins, I’m glad you let people squirm their ways into your life. I’m glad those built-up walls aren’t as high as they used to be–I like to think I had some sort of help in that. 

  I’m glad you’re still going headlong into the things you love; it makes me happy to no end to watch you play volleyball. Once, I used knowing you as a reason to meet that Hinata Shoyo, but I’m sure you’ve heard that story. You’re really incredible, Kiyoomi. There’s never been a moment where I wasn’t in awe of you, even today. Watching that flick of your wrist will always send a shy smile to my face. 

  Everything I do now, and everything I’ve always done, has been for you. It’s completely selfish, I know, but all this time I’ve been waiting for your return to me. There’s something enthralling about how you’ve always been, and I don’t think I had enough all those years ago. No matter how different our paths are, I still think we can do it. Besides, it was you who made it abundantly clear you couldn’t fall for someone too similar to you. Volleyball is so much of your life, seems strange that you’d go for someone on the same side of the court. 

  I heard, somewhere, that you were recently married, and I’m writing to tell you how happy I am about that. You truly deserve the world, it’s just mildly surprising that your world is the same guy you loathed in highschool. Funny how times change. Maybe I’m still living in the past, but I can’t help but wonder how this even happened? You always had so many choice words about him; it feels a little off to see you two kiss on the court after a big win. 

  So, I suppose, this is the end. I’ll be blunt, as you always said you liked that about me: Sakusa Kiyoomi, I hope your husband dies. I cannot imagine a world without you, and I really hope he fucks up. I know you never will. You’re perfect, my sweet Yoomi, and seeing you with that trainwreck of a man… well it feels like I’ve truly lost. 

  You said yourself that I was yours. You said it so many times, I can still hear it ringing in my ears. I’m still yours; I’ll do everything I can for you to be mine too.

  Love, Y/N. Always yours.

#bruh moment    

This week has been shit!! Pure shit <3

I’ve been watching outer banks.. straightest shit I’ve done

I made a power point on himbos for my friends bday so here r some of the lads in it

Um.. I got a lot of notes on my last post.. ty… I think my account peaked qfjgjgjfjfj

Anyways here’s some raccoons ty to mamas

Bruh I started playing idv today and it was so fun!! But then I learned that there’s a lot of messed up things abt it :( I was rlly enjoying it too </3

I’ve fr only seen a few eps of Hannibal but my friend won’t stop sending me mads memes ‍♂️

Wholesome fo today ٩( ‘ω’ )و

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