#erin morgenstern
There are some books that make me ache for a place I can never go, or a person I can never be. This happened often when I was a child. I once longed to be a witch and study in the Ravenclaw tower. I still want to be a demigod, to fight alongside my Demeter siblings. As I have grown older, fewer books called to me in the same way. When I dropped out of college and was unsure about my career path, I dreamed about being a paper magician, to study only origami and hoe to bring it to life. Now there is nothing I desire so completely as to live in a harbor and sail the starless sea. I wish to live in a world where my neighbors love stories as much as me. I want to surround myself with books and cats and underground mysteries. I would walk through that door and never return.
The Starless Sea is a love letter to stories of all kind. Books, movies, and games are equally revered and enjoyed. Dorian and Zachary are the kind of couple I am most fond of; it is a story of longing thoughts and too much distance. Kat is an extroverted version of myself, or perhaps the sister I wish I had. The Starless Sea is beautiful in my favorite poetic way, and I wish I had a door. I would not live in a harbor, but I would always come back.
“Unreliable library lightbulb” is the most wonderful phrase.
“You could have been a ballerina,” Mme. Padva remarks to Celia. “You are quite good on your feet.”
“I am good off my feet as well,” Celia says.
DID SHE JUST?????MISS MA'AM
“Did your wish come true?” //“I am not entirely certain yet.”//“You shall have to let me know,” Celia says. “I hope it does. I suppose in a way, I made the Wishing Tree for you.”
“I made a wish on this tree years ago,” Marco says // “What did you wish for?” Bailey asks, hoping it is not too forward a question // “I wished for her,” he says.
WILL I EVER RECOVER FROM THIS *SCREAMS*
Remember when Bailey’s sister told him to grow up and he replied with
“That is precisely what I’m doing,” Bailey says. “I don’t care if you don’t understand that. Staying here won’t make me happy. It will make you happy because you are insipid and boring, and an insipid, boring life is enough for you. It’s not enough for me. It will never be enough for me. So I’m leaving.”
Hey gurl you dropped something MY JAW
no but remember when Marco Alisdair asked Celia Bowen if she remembers all her audiences and she said she only remembers the ones who look at her the way he does and then he asked her what way might that be AND THEN CELIA SAID THE ICONIC “LIKE THEY CAN’T DECIDE IF THEY ARE AFRAID OF ME OR IT THEY WANT TO KISS ME” AND MARCO HAD THE ABSOLUTE AUDACITY TO ANSWER WITH “I’M NOT AFRAID OF YOU”-
The Night Circus - Erin Morgenstern✨
Review asked for by @paintingsandwords:)
I want everyone to read this book. Every single person that walks the planet! It’s absolutely magical so if you enjoy fantasy, then I implore you to give this book a go.
The Night Circus, written in 2011 by Erin Morgenstern, follows a range of characters who are all tied together by a challenge. A challenge where even the two rivals, Celia Bowen and Marco Alisdair, are unaware of the rules. The challenge lasts for years and the two begin by not knowing their opponent or when it will end. The venue for the challenge? A circus. Le Cirque des Rêves.
“Morgenstern’s exquisitely realised world will have the reader wishing to run off and join this circus” - USA Today. And I could not agree more! The circus itself is a magical one, an incredibly magical one. If you think you know what a circus entails, throw that knowledge out of the window because Le Cirque des Rêves is like nothing you’ve ever dreamt of. Morgenstern has a gift for descriptive writing. There were whole chapters that I couldn’t take my eyes off the pages for fear of losing the magic.
This book is filled with heartbreak, budding relationships, death and infuriating characters. One character who Morgenstern writes so well is Hector Bowen (Prospero the Enchanter). He is coldhearted and unloving of his daughter, Celia. But please don’t take my word on it. Read this book yourself and find your own reasons to hate the character. You watch the characters grow up and develop, and you take them in your arms. You are there for the birth of characters and the death of others. You read along as characters are faced with danger or difficult decisions. It truly feels like you are part of the circus from the second you open the front cover.
It is truly fantastic writing and I wish so much to be able to read it again for the first time.
If anyone reading this has also read it, please feel free to add your own (spoiler free!!) reviews in the comments below!
Happy reading!