#feeling down
Dammit! I really don’t want to finish my last damirae fanart. It so sad…
It’s cold
Lydia Deetz has always been one of my absolute favorite characters, but never have I related to her so much as I do in this moment.
Once again it has been a while since I have posted on here but I am hoping that now I have an actual computer, not a laptop that I keep dropping, that I will be posting a lot more.
Not much has gone on really, i’m still ill but not so heartbroken any more which is a good thing I suppose, finally think I may actually be getting over him. Still depressed and anxious plus ive gained weight due to being on steroids for a prolong amount of time. I keep trying to stay positive, but its really fucking hard too, I know things could be a lot worse but they could also be a lot better, I think what gets to me the most is the fact that there is just no end in sight with my illness, especially as none of the medication that they use for my condition works on me,
Being a woman is weird but I wouldn’t want to be anything else.
Every so often my emotions go a little wonky. I cried a little today. Had some really low self esteem. Longing for a certain kind of attention and validation.
It helps to be surrounded by people who do LOVE you. Who do care about you IMMENSELY. They WANT to help; youre not a burden to them. Your happiness is their happiness.
I don’t know what kicks off acne flare ups and bouts of self doubt. They’ve been popping up together recently and at the least, it’s inconvenient and annoying :/
Even having some lovely me time today didn’t quite let off the stress that it needed to. Ah well!!
Some thoughts and feelings about this strange days…
