I wanted you to see me and realize the mistake you made.

I always wondered what would feel like if you were to come back.

Choosing love and risking your heart will never be foolish; it will always be brave.

Choose yourself, always.

You deserve to be adored and cared for in every way that your mind, body, and heart needs and longs for.

Learn to love yourself and loneliness won’t be something you’re afraid of.

He’s not your almost boyfriend. He’s just an asshole who picks and chooses when he wants to acknowledge your existence.

Take all the love and effort you poured into your relationship and pour it back into yourself. Nurture your health and give yourself time to heal, to find your way back to who you are.

Walking away from someone you love, even someone toxic, is never easy. But it is worth it.

Start with a clean slate this 2020 without any remnants of the hurts of the past. Take the lesson, thank the person, but leave the rest behind.

I may have learned how to clear my head of all traces of you, ease up my feelings for you, but over time I know everything will resurface.

Let him go not because he didn’t make you happy but because he made you sad so often.

I’m trying hard to be less afraid of loving you.

FAITH - My 2019 Power Word

This is my power word for 2019 - FAITH.

To remind myself that difficult days will pass. Even the bad days have been outnumbering the good, that doesn’t mean that things will never be okay again.

Lately I’ve been reflecting a lot on the past months and how my life turned out to be nothing like what I expected. But I discovered that almost every setback I’ve faced, every downfall I’ve encountered got me closer to the blessings I wouldn’t have found had things played out differently.

As long as wee keep believing that God will not let us down in the end, he will over-deliver on every promise. He will over-fulfill every wish.

Thank you for teaching me the greatest lesson: that there’s hope after a heartbreak.

Today I shouted at the sky and exhaled, hoping the universe would give me a clone of you.

When you love yourself fully, you don’t have time for “less than” — you will only have eyes for what you deserve. And you will get it.

One day, I will not associate your name with love songs, places we visited, or “what if’s”. I will not flinch when I see someone with your name. One day, your name will no longer hold weight. It will just be a memory of a time that came and passed.

I don’t understand how the perfect person could be sitting in front of us and we fail to see it.

Love yourself enough that you are okay disappointing people.