#i miss you
I miss you more than words could ever convey, your Roses comfort me every day…
Happy Mother’s Day Mom…
I love you always…
11:11am…
“Strength grows in the moments when you think you can’t go on, but you keep going anyway.”
~Unknown Author~
2:11pm…
Sometimes love continues long after the last goodbye…
I will never forget
The art that was
Learning to love you
Tracing every part of you
To see your eyelids flutter
In pure bliss
Lips apart, letting out a gentle
What if we fall
In love
In lust
Only in daydreams now
I owed time
A part of him
That must be why
He made me weak
Tore me down
Made me drown
And broke my will to live
Telling you random facts I know
Has me thinking of you while I answer the phone
Or while buttoning up my shirt
While I listen to a song with a hidden meaning
Or as my favorite movie plays
In all those random facts
That become painful to recall
Wondering if you know them too
If you think of me at all
I don’t want to stop loving you
Because you give me hope
Like the light at the end of a tunnel
As long as I still see you
As long as I believe you’re there
I will fight to live another day
Please
Come back
Or leave
Tell me you love me
Or quit looking at me like you do
Stop giving me mixed signals
I cannot be more direct
I want you fully
Or not at all
And wasn’t it tough
When you missed me
Did you feel
Just like you couldn’t breathe
Well how do you think
I feel now that you’re back
Tough guy
Did you think
That you wouldn’t break me?
Stupid girl
Why would he care
About your feelings
Or your pain
Why would he bother
With a useless piece of flesh
When he can have
Out of all people, his ex
Why did you think
He would lower his standards
For some stupid
Stupid girl
Can I tell you a secret
I think you’d like to hear
It hurts when you are away
And it hurts when you are near
I feel like I am trapped
Even if I am free
And it makes me cry
To know you’re out of reach
Even when you’re right there
Right in front
Of me
I could live my life
Counting the lashes on your eyes
Over and over
And I could spend eternity
Tracing the curves your veins make around your hands
If only you hadn’t let us
Fall apart
I know I sound pathetic
When I say you are the one I can’t live without
But its the truth
No matter if we are near or far
Only you fill my heart’s emptiness
And make my soul a little less of a mess
You make me enjoy life
And being away from you breaks every piece of me
Makes me regret knowing love
Knowing you
