#mylife
B’s mom is visiting and she brought the finishing touch for the bedroom (B’s zodiac is a ). ❤️
Been on and off the phone all day with a 15 yr old in a potentially dangerous home situation talking them out of running away and instead waiting for CPS to visit tomorrow. And now they’re trying to decide if, when CPS comes, they should actually tell the truth about what’s been happening or if they should “lie again” because “it’s not always like this” and “CPS might send [them and their siblings] to foster care if I tell the truth” [insert lots of fears about foster care here that it sounds like come from the abusive individual]. Significant “the devil you know is better than the one you don’t” vibes. And it is so hard for me to not just…go get them and sort out the rest later but I know long term that’s not going to help them. I don’t know where I’m going with this I’m just tired and worried and struggling to sleep and I guess it’s good that I can’t fathom how guardians can hurt the kids they’re supposed to be keeping safe but. Holy shit. How. Why.
I made a star map of B and I’s first kiss, formatted and printed it at FedEx, matted and framed it myself, and then got really nervous before giving it to him for our one year anniversary. But he loved it! And I love him. And life is great.
I don’t have a problem.
B: loves traveling to warm, tropical, climates during the winter
B: also knows I love mountains, trains, bridges, and snow during Christmas
B: hey I’ve been doing some research, how would you feel about a trip to Switzerland and Italy over Christmas so we can ride on this train that goes through the alps over a world heritage railway site with over 50 tunnels and nearly 200 bridges?
Me:
Magnificent.
The last time I logged into this account was around 2 years ago.
My life has changed SO much… let’s just say my life is much more in order now.
Sadly, during the past couple of weeks we have been all been effected by Covid-19. I am working from home and am staying inside pretty much all the time.
So how did I end up back here?
ALL.OF.THE.ABOVE.
What has not changed during these 2 years, is that I am still an Introvert.
However, I am not quite sure I can relate to all these memes/ quotes.
While yes, I am more of indoors kind of person and staying at home for days does not seem like a bad idea after all, I LOVE, NEED and MISS my alone time. Don’t get me wrong, I love my family - they’re my whole wide world.
BUT… Is anyone finding this whole thing somehow exhausting and getting some time alone has become merely impossible?
Qui d'autre est impatient de la sortie du nouveau film Scream ? Who else is excited for the release of the new Scream movie ?