#nevergiveup

I have struggled day in and day out with my weight and body image. How I feel about myself for years.
How other people feel about how I look especially
I have picked and picked and torn myself apart.
I did one yo yo diet after another, I fought eating disorder and recovery time and time again.
My body has been through a lot
And while rarely will anyone say to my face that I gained an excessive amount of weight over the summer☀️from lack of training‍♀️, lack of nutrition, lack of bothering at all to take care of myself
Pictures do not lie
So upon moving to Colorado❄️ I made a firm plan that if I was going to help other people get healthy I had to make myself a priority as well.
I used the products I love the way they are intended to enhance and jumpstart my weight loss⬇️so I could get back to feeling good both inside and out✅
That helped me have energy to go to the gym
It made me make better food choices
I started drinking more water again.
So going into 2018 I weigh less than I ever did since late 2015 and that’s huge for me
I am still self conscious of how I look and how close fit or don’t fit me
And I will never been some petite little waif of a girl, because I have tree trunk legs and pizza is still a thing. But I have at least made a lot of progress to be proud of

#goals #hardwork #dedicated #20pounds #smallvictories #progressnotperfection #gymunicorn #ketocoffee #greenslife #bridesmaidprep #sweatingforthewedding #tattoos #slimdown #hungryforsuccess #changeisgood #justdoit #nevergiveup #bodybuilding #health (at Center Village at Copper Mountain)

Been a little social media silent but only in terms of posting. Sometimes you have to work in silence to pursue the goals you want to reach.
Head down.
Mistakes made.
Achievements unlocked.
Success rewarded.
#qotd #hardwork #success #opportunity #newyear #nevergiveup #diamondbound #headdown #inspiration #justdoit #findyourpotential (at Frisco, Colorado)

Doing a #tbt to my first shoot with Ms. Timothy Blueeyes, I love this hat like you would not believe! The mad genius who created him is just as amazing @_jaksavagefashion_ thank you again! This is also the first print I ever sold! Photographer: @thecowboyninja #creepygirl #postapocalyptic #wastelandgirl #wasteland #steampunk #creepymodel #nevergiveup

#Repost @jessiej
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@_tmof_ ❤️#nevergiveup #believeinyourdreams #spiritualjourney
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#truth #newyearswordsofwisdom #wednesdaywisdom #nevergiveup #bekindalways #spiritualjourney
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Well, I never planned on spending #NewYearseve in the #hospital with #pneumonia just finishing more tests. However, I’m OK with it because I know it’s where I need to be and the hospital is at full capacity and it’s not even midnight yet, so it’s a little crazy around here interesting from a #psychologyperspective, overwhelming from a #spiritualperspective, because there’s a lot of #spiritactivity with those still here who aren’t even aware. I also see it like this New Year’s eve night in the hospital will be the ending point of a difficult year and starting tomorrow things only keep moving forward and getting better. While I’ve been too sick to work while in the hospital I’m doing lots of observations and have different projects that I think will be incredible if executed properly still taking lots of notes and thinking #creatively which I love, In between vomiting and coughing of course, but it’s the ultimate release to bring about rejuvenation for 2019. I want to thank all my friends and #Clients Who are my extended family for continuing to believe in me and supporting Me along the way during this turbulent and #magical #journey. Thank you for all the support and encouragement along the way and here’s to a better and brighter 2019 with lots of amazing blessings yet to unfold I love you all happy new year! #justkeepswimming #nevergiveup #psychicinyourpocket
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#truthbetold #wonderwoman #loveiseverthing #nevergiveup #bethelight #higherconsciousness #spiritualjourney
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This movie has #changedmylifeforever #astarisborn with @ladygaga and @bradley_cooper.official #quotes #music #acting #artiseverything #iamasongwriter #iamanartist #dreambigger #watchtheextras #thismovieiseverything #believeinyourself #nevergiveup
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#Everyyear my #framily @leoluce911 @vickig210 and Mama Luce celebrate #ChristmasinJanuary and it is the best because it’s past the hustle and bustle of the holidays but filled with the true #spiritofChristmas! It is crazy I fell asleep only to wake up 20 minutes ago coughing for 20 minutes straight and I have a fever of 101. The fever is literally because I sat in my #Wheelchair and visited with my friends for the day into the evening. I can’t wait until I feel really good, to do things because I never know when that’s going to be and even if I do feel good for the day, if I exert myself at all, I get a fever the next day that’s just part of #leukemia. That’s why, sometimes you just have to choose to push yourself because it’s better to make the #memories and feel bad the next day then to not have the memories and possibly feel bad anyway, no matter what rest of tonight or tomorrow or the next day holds nothing can take away the magic and memories that was shared January 16, 2019! I feel the same way about actual Christmas 2018. Yes, I ended up in the #hospital yes I ended up in #ICU but I don’t care because #Christmas2018 was one of the best Christmases I ever experienced and nothing can take that away not #cancer not #cerebralpalsy not #pneumonia! #nevergiveup #cancerwarrior #spiritualjourney #psychicinyourpocket
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#2009 Vs #now #agechallenge #10yearschallenge #thenandnow #blessedtogetolder #psychicinyourpocket #cancerwarrior #cerebralpalsy #nevergiveup #ilovemakeup #spiritualjourney
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So #Proud of this #message from my client! Lots of #Clients ask me #health and #weightloss questions and I am so #happy to be able to help with products I know are great quality because they have helped me stay #hydrated and alive through the toughest times of my #cancerjourney. With my #Spiritualgifts and and the #spirituality Advocare products I have helped several of my clients reach their #weightgoals and #lifestylechanges! #nevergiveup #cancerwarrior #spiritualjourney #spiritualteacher
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I don’t feel good at all and I feel like I have been sick Forever #music is a #blessing that helps me hold on to the light of God in the #storm of sickness #ThankYou @jessiej For these two #songs that are my anthems right now And these awesome memories that still make my heart happy just thinking about better days I love and miss you #jessiej #musicmedicine #conquertheworld #heartbeatfamily #cancerwarrior #pneumoniasucks #nevergiveup
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I was on the #news #thankyou @wsvn #helpmehoward #nevergiveup #cancerwarrior #cerebralpalsy my go fund me is in the bio of this account
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I was on the #news #thankyou @wsvn #helpmehoward #nevergiveup #cancerwarrior #cerebralpalsy
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#justkeepswimming #treeornament #findingnemo and a #getwelltea #tumeric #catclaw #ginger #cancerwarrior #nevergiveup #foodheals
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#justkeepswimming #newtreeornament #findingnemo #taliaslegacy #nevergiveup #cq
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I’m not feeling well enough to do my whole face but I had to try out one of the new awesome liquid lipsticks from the @kyliejenner @kimkardashian Collaboration @kyliecosmetics #twinning first 2019 selfie out of the hospital #makeupmedicine #makeupismypassion #cancerwarrior #wheelchairbarbie #nevergiveup
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#Lastnight was so difficult I coughed most of the night my stomach was upset from the #antibiotics and I was so tired from #coughing it took me 40 minutes just to get out of my bed to go to the bathroom. I was feeling so sad because I really didn’t feel like I should be out of the #hospital although, #singingworshipsongs in my head and #praying a lot I got through it and was able to go to sleep at 5:30 this morning. Today I opened some mail and to my surprise there was all this beautiful @kyliecosmetics #makeup sent from two #clients for Christmas that I have read for many years but I’ve never actually met in person. I’m so touched by the #generosity and #kindness and #thoughtfulness. They said that They wanted me to have new makeup to start year off right ,I also got a beautiful gift card from another client that I also have never met in person but I’ve known for many years and a whole collection of beautiful greeting cards because I mentioned that Christmas cards make me happy and I still haven’t figured out who sent the greeting cards . Thank you from the bottom of my heart it brings me to tears because you have no idea what it’s like to feel so sick and alone in the middle of the night and today I feel so loved and #grateful I cannot wait to feel better to create with all this makeup to hopefully continue to inspire everyone the best I can! #pneumoniasucks #cancersucks #cancerwarrior #nevergiveup #makeupismypassion
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What to do when You #cantsleep you are tired of being sick and in the #hospital watch @jessiej #singing on a show called #thesinger on YouTube instant #inspiration instantly #feelbetter #jessiej #nevergiveup you #musicmedicine
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Unofficial post. Today is my birthday and every day i fight for live my fairy tale! “Live to materialize all you dreams and not get to the day when you will have to dream to live them!” Photo © @the_earthkeeper - Show in @napolicomicon @ with @larosadacciaio #happybirth #nevergiveup #happybirthday #happy31 #september1988 #buoncompleanno #epicday #screenfighting #warriorgirl #knightlady #fightlikeagirl #spettacoli #womanwithsword #lovefantasy #swordwoman #fightlikeawoman #medievalfantasy #stuntfighter #womanwithsword #fightlikeawarrior #knight #larosadacciaio #stunt #liveshow #spettacoli #stuntwoman #fantasyshow #fantasycostume #womanfighter #swordcombat (presso Comicon - Mostra d'oltremare)
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