Deny me

When time goes by and

They ask you about your past,

Lie my dear, don’t be stunned.

Deny me, think fast!

Say that you ignore how to cry,

That you don’t know love,

The feeling of a dream that dies,

Or the bliss of true love.

Tell them you are whole,

That you never broke a heart,

And you have a pure soul.

That will be your fresh start!

Lie, otherwise I will appear

in your mind showing you the scars

That we both bear, my dear.

A reminder of my love, that you forever lost;

and of faded wishes upon stars.

- S.T.S.

Sometimes I still wonder what you’re up to, how you’re doing, and if you’ve learned your lesson. But then I remember that it’s better for both of us if I don’t know.

If I were Icarus, and you were the sun,

My wings would stretch against time to touch you.

My skin would crack and wither;

Your warmth like the pressure of gravity.

My face droops and falls; I am so close to your awesomeness,

I can feel it creeping into my viens.

Your fingers reach out to give drink to my parched tongue,

And I shatter; I burst.

Rose colored glasses

They say love is blind

A pink veil of silk, weightless

Draped over our eyes

All the signs pointing

In opposite directions

Slyly deceiving

Warnings from loved ones

Defensively ignored and

Our pride fuels their lies

We cannot see the

Truth staring in our faces

Until much too late

Our arrogance leaves

Us broken and empty, pain

Where love resided

Regret envelops

Overcoming our senses

When we lift the veil

Freedom comes in time

Although with a heavy cost

Irreversible

I am so sorry that I ever hurt you

I never meant to break your heart

And I know you never meant to break mine

I still want the best for you

I desperately want you to be happy

But I can’t be a part of your life

I’m so sorry for eveything that happened between us

I hope you learned something about yourself from all of this

I hope you can forgive yourself

Please don’t think of me as a monster

A Guy I Once Knew

Autumn eyes,

You remind me of a guy I once knew,

His name no longer rings a bell within my mind,

But I do remember the day when he turned twenty-two,

He told me that he adored the freckles dotted on my cheeks,

I laughed and told him that those freckles were rather gold specks,

He chuckled with his deep dimple smile,

And asked me what’s next,

I told him that his eyes were like pumpkin spice and colored leaves,

“Why do you say so?” he’d say,

“Because those things are – warm,” I’d shyly reply,

His smile grew larger as he told me that I was so cliche,

But he is now just apart of the past,

My memory of him is now buried deep within the library of my mind,

In a book labeled, “Autumn Eyes,”

The pages within his book are sloppy and unlined,

But I don’t know why autumn still reminds me of him,

I guess warm feelings never go away,

Those warm autumn feelings,

Is still with me till this day.

~ heart2heartwritings

“was it all in my head”