Sentí humillación, me sentí una burla, me sentí odiada. ¿Por qué me odian? No les he hecho nada malo. Ellos no saben lo que es sentirse así. Sentirte tan triste, que lo único que quieres es morir, porque así todo sería más sencillo.

Dejen las burlas y los comentarios negativos de un lado, ustedes no saben lo que pueden ocasionar. DEJEN DE REÍRSE DE LAS PERSONAS, Y DE QUERER DESEAR SU MUERTE.

All you had to do to keep me from breaking was stay.

Hopeless

I’m sorry I haven’t been very active lately. Been going through some heartbreak and at times, I don’t even want to read one word about love. Life has been pretty hard lately and just feeling overall hopeless. Maybe love isn’t supposed to happen for me. Maybe I’ll never feel unconditional love from another human being. Maybe there is something wrong with me.

Just trying to accept those facts and get through life day by day. I’ll be back. Just need more time to accept my fate.

Koogi deserves all of our love, support, and praise.

Killing Stalking has been a huge part of my life for the better part of the year. I feel a little…lesser? There are so many other fans who have been around since the dawn of the first episode, and I feel like I’m not good enough having come in only a year ago, but I still think that time shouldn’t determine how deeply you fall in love with something. Koogi has created something so beautiful. Emotional. Devastating. Heartbreaking. Unforgettable. There are so many words I’d want to use to describe her talent, and none of them feel adequate.

Killing Stalking may have come to an end, but I’m still going to be here and I’m still going to make posts. I don’t want to make this about me, but I hope that you all stick around this fandom with me. It’s such a special community and I don’t want to see it fade away. Please, let’s all support each other and support Koogi for whatever she chooses to do next. Thank you for letting me be a part of this fandom. I’ll never forget the journey we’ve been on together.