Struggles of a Witch

I was busy doing a protection spell in my room when my mother and father walked in. Normally, I’m not shy about talking about my hobbies to people close to me.

However, witchcraft is something very personal to me and I know my parents would never support my hobby, even if I tried to convince them. My dad asked me what I was doing out of curiosity. When I refused to tell him, he got angry at me and tried to guilt trip me into telling him.

“Why don’t you tell us anything anymore?”

Because everytime I do, you get angry at me or disappointed in me.

“We tell you everything, why can’t you do the same for us?”

Parental relations is a huge difference of power. So even if you do tell me something (which you usually don’t anyways, each time you talk to me you just point out my flaws), I can never have a negative reaction to it, unlike you to me.

“You ask us for something, and we agree right away without asking anything else. Do you think it’s fair that you don’t do the same? I don’t.”

First of all, you never agree to me automatically whenever I do ask you something. In fact, mom usually is the one who tries to help me. Second, don’t you dare talk to me about “fair”. You’re so hypocritical, you never stop to think about what others feel. Third, I didn’t ask for your opinion. If I don’t wanna tell you something, I’m not obligated to tell you. Every single time you don’t get your way, you throw a fit. Grow some understanding of boundaries.

(Sorry for ranting, I just get riled up whenever a negative situation happens out of witchcraft, because I really love magick. I don’t want any bad feelings coming from it.)

It strikes me often at odd times in the day and at odd times in the night about the unforeseen. This absurdly sane thought of who i would end up with? 

Just had one of my blogs terminated…

Whoever it was who thought it would be funny to take away my safe space - it was not cool.

To whoever thought my content was triggering - don’t look at it then!

If you followed me on Slimmer-me-Happier-me, I’ll be back up and running again soon. I don’t encourage this life style, yes I post a lot of thinspo, but that is for my

My use only!

The problem only started to arise when I started to use the #notprojustusingtags tag. Why shut down a blog that has been going for nearly three years when there are still porn and NSFW blogs out there?! Especially as when I did get asks I pointed them towards a healthier side than to what I am doing!!

Getting my blog terminated will not stop me from starving myself and will not stop me from looking at thinspo, meanspo, sweetspo etc. It just makes me more determined to look a certain way. So what have you achieved? Nothing. Oh and my following was only about 50 people, so you haven’t stopped many people from seeing my content either!