hhhh;;; hey so i logged off for awhile and now inrealize that one of my fav moots (diett-tears / trashcanonfire1) got t’d :((( so if y’all could help me find them thank you so much <3!!
i’m sobbing— i gained 5 lbs like actual weight not just water weight and i was so scared cuz i was fasting and it wouldn’t go down i decided it wasn’t worth it and ate icecream….. that bitch went back down — imma cry i got so worried ;;;; i’m back down to 115 but hopefully i can get to 110 by the end of this month ,,,, i haven’t actually lost in like 5 months >:/
i wanna cryyyy;;;;; my coworker is using the fact that she knows who i like against me… i fucking hate this so much ;;; and i don’t wanna ask/say anything to him yet bc the person he used to date was so skinny and im not at my ugw— so who know if he’d even like me :(
i’m so done…. i wanted to kms last night and i should’ve,,, two people called me ugly today and another gagged and called me gross…. i wanna bury myself in a ditch and die
