#th1nspiration
i’m upset bc this morning i had to break my 35 hour fast (it was supposed to be a 48 hour fast) bc when i woke up at 6 am i thought i was gonna pass out and my whole body was shaking..so what i ate was i had a caramel candy bc it was would get my blood sugar up fastest (70 cals) and like 4 or 5 strawberries (about 30 cal)
thats 100 cals at just 6 am :((
update: i also ate a 35 cal rice cake bc i still felt sick,, i feel a little bit better but i wish i didn’t have to eat all of that just to not pass out + ruin my fast :(
hhhh;;; hey so i logged off for awhile and now inrealize that one of my fav moots (diett-tears / trashcanonfire1) got t’d :((( so if y’all could help me find them thank you so much <3!!
Hey y’all !!!! Here’s the piccrew that was posted by non Ed account, reposting here so we can keep the chain but NOT expose them to edblr!!!!!
https://href.li/?https://picrew.me/image_maker/626197
@trashcanonfire1@0nyx-h0n3y@crowslol@dancing-saturn@theprosandconsofeating@saistara@v-0idness@pills-and-peaches-blog@anon-imity TAG ANYONE ELSE WHO MIGHTVE REBLOGGED/ADDED TOIT !!!! LETS KEEP NON-ED BLOGS SAFE PLS !!!!!
And now, we can continue the chain but within our little community, not exposing anyone else to the horrors of this illness <3
Woo another one !! >:) okay uhh I’m bad at tagging sooo @kaleidoscopic-psychedelic@0nyx-h0n3y@xen-cried@anon-imity:)
ayyy bet bet xd ty for tagging lmao
okayyyyy here we go again— tagging new moots or peeps that i have— if i tag u again sorry lol - feel free to ignore:
the fact that i’m slowly being cured of my thanatophobia confuses me. i’m not sure if i should be happy or even more scared,,
TW!! ed , weight loss
i’m sobbing— i gained 5 lbs like actual weight not just water weight and i was so scared cuz i was fasting and it wouldn’t go down i decided it wasn’t worth it and ate icecream….. that bitch went back down — imma cry i got so worried ;;;; i’m back down to 115 but hopefully i can get to 110 by the end of this month ,,,, i haven’t actually lost in like 5 months >:/
can y’all share some harm reductions tips / posts? please thank you !! <3!
why can’t my 115 look the same as hers T~T;;;; we’re the same height too but my face is fat and my thighs even worse