#not pr0

one day ill be small enough.

help !! my friend wants to go out for lunch today and i wanted to fast ughhh

ngl i miss innocently flirting with someone and talking to them so much…i’m so lonely lmfao help

i just need someone to talk to :/

you have no idea how badly i wanna smoke a cigarette right now oh my god

worthlessundead:

i’m upset bc this morning i had to break my 35 hour fast (it was supposed to be a 48 hour fast) bc when i woke up at 6 am i thought i was gonna pass out and my whole body was shaking..so what i ate was i had a caramel candy bc it was would get my blood sugar up fastest (70 cals) and like 4 or 5 strawberries (about 30 cal)

thats 100 cals at just 6 am :((

update: i also ate a 35 cal rice cake bc i still felt sick,, i feel a little bit better but i wish i didn’t have to eat all of that just to not pass out + ruin my fast :(

☕️

thinspo found on instagram !!

Day 5- why do you want to lose weight?

Cuz i hate myself why else lol

Me being convinced that im gonna hit my ugw this months then binging 3 days in a row

Day 4- greatest fears

Im terrified my parents will notice and try to talk to me about it, and im scared im still not gonna like myself once i go as far as i can.

Not to mention the whole longterm heart problems infertility and all that fun stuff

Day 2- height?

Im 5'3, i like being taller than my girlfriend, but being just an inch taller would be nicer i think :)

I think ill reach my ugw by the time i finish this so lets go :))

Day one- your stats?

5'3

Sw-121.2

Cw-104.2

Gw-100

Ugw-96

Im a minor

today is my birthday i’m turning 17 cals are on me today

i’m back at 55.8 which is both good and bad at the same time lol

i just want to get myself together again

next week i’m starting a new sport - pole dancing exactly - with my best friend i’m so excited about it

i’m leaving for Florence on friday it’s gonna be great

i maintained in october completely but my mindset haven’t been this fucked up like ever

no sweets november

no eating outside the house november

no eating between meals november

working out every day november

actually losing weight november????

my goal for november is getting in the 52 range lol

gotta change layout and do cute accountability posts

trashcanonfire1:

fruit-in-the-blender:

Hey y’all !!!! Here’s the piccrew that was posted by non Ed account, reposting here so we can keep the chain but NOT expose them to edblr!!!!!

https://href.li/?https://picrew.me/image_maker/626197

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@trashcanonfire1@0nyx-h0n3y@crowslol@dancing-saturn@theprosandconsofeating@saistara@v-0idness@pills-and-peaches-blog@anon-imity TAG ANYONE ELSE WHO MIGHTVE REBLOGGED/ADDED TOIT !!!! LETS KEEP NON-ED BLOGS SAFE PLS !!!!!

And now, we can continue the chain but within our little community, not exposing anyone else to the horrors of this illness <3

Woo another one !! >:) okay uhh I’m bad at tagging sooo @kaleidoscopic-psychedelic@0nyx-h0n3y@xen-cried@anon-imity:)

ayyy bet bet xd ty for tagging lmao

okayyyyy here we go again— tagging new moots or peeps that i have— if i tag u again sorry lol - feel free to ignore:

@h0neywr1st@thinmyg@van1lla-baby

the fact that i’m slowly being cured of my thanatophobia confuses me. i’m not sure if i should be happy or even more scared,,

TW!! ed , weight loss

i’m sobbing— i gained 5 lbs like actual weight not just water weight and i was so scared cuz i was fasting and it wouldn’t go down i decided it wasn’t worth it and ate icecream….. that bitch went back down — imma cry i got so worried ;;;; i’m back down to 115 but hopefully i can get to 110 by the end of this month ,,,, i haven’t actually lost in like 5 months >:/

trashcanonfire1:

kaleidoscopic-psychedelic:

kittenwivfangs:

h4njicalz:

pros-and-cons-of-hitch-hiking:

I was tagged by @musicacuantica ✨✨ to list my 3 favorite songs at the moment and tag 5 people

1. Dandy by The Kinks

2. Joan of Arc by Leonard Cohen

3. Iron Foundry Op. 19 by Alexander Mosolov

I’ll tag @music-on-canvas@b0hemianbarbie@rogersgarden@gloriouszeta@roberts-dick@britishsixtiesbeat and anyone who wants to

ty 4 the tag @delicutedel (is that the right one? idk) and @hiy0k0!!

my 3 current faves r:

- i cant fall asleep - drama moth

- if im james dean, youre audrey hepburn - sleeping with the sirens

- caraphernelia - pierce the veil (wow can’t believe i spelled that shit right first try lmao)

- honorable mentions: 1-800-CLOSE-UR-EYES - kim dracula , literally any song by lil nas x , haunted - laura les , all the things she said - t.A.T.u. , and party poison - my chemical romance (also skz but skz r Always my favourite so)

i will tag … @chanabana@00394@kittenwivfangs@tiny3racha@self-hatred-hoodieand@delicutedel just in case u wanna do it again on an acc that hasnt been termed <3

uuuuuuuuuuuhhhhh hi

- killer - phoebe bridgers

- punching bag - palaye royale

- the art of anesthesia - saywecanfly

tagz 4:

@launch-me-to-mars@vampiiriic@xxcrischaoticxx@thatneverendingvoid@kaleidoscopic-psychedelic @any mutuals that wanna

AYEEEE THANKS FOR TAGGING ME BESTIE

1. R U Mine - Arctic Monkeys

2. Body - Mother Mother

3. Tokyo Drift - Fast & Furious

Honorable Mentions: Where Is My Mind - Pixies, Song 2 - Blur, Crucified - Army of Lovers, 30 - Badflower, All Of The Lights (Interlude) - Kanye West

@trashcanonfire1@slut-for-freckles@caffeinatedopossum@3mptyst0mach@hauntedangelshark

Jenchdicncncn uhmmmm let me think

1. Working for the knife by mitski
2. Liquid smooth by mitski
3. Aaaand pink in the night by mitski

Yea I really fucking love mitski . Honourable mentions would be Golden Brown by the stranglers , just the two of us , sex with a ghost and literally every other mitski song to ever exist because mitski is my wife and I love her dearly

I’m awful at tagging ppl so @0nyx-h0n3yaand@bone-h0und@2ry1g-b01

oOo alright lemme see—

1. Match Into Water by Pierce the Veil

2. Freshman Boyfriend by H3artcrush

3. Disasterology by Pierce the Veil again

:’)))) aight and now since idk who to tag @trashcanonfire1 gets to be tagged again along with two other random peeps B) i love y’all and hope you’re doin well/better @thipspii@h0neywr1st

<3

can y’all share some harm reductions tips / posts? please thank you !! <3!

h0neywr1st:

violet-skies-red-butterflies:

b3atngnthng:

enby-skeleton-2:

death-is-moist:

wannabethindainty:

gimmetheb0nes:

breathing-erro:

diet-coke-fairy:

bluepeachjams:

hearttattack:

skxletalboy:

juneow:

miserable-wrech-deactivated2021:

ribc4ges:

cute picrew for edblr!! <3

cool avatar wip

i even have the same hoodie, so its pretty accurate lmao

This actually looks like me apart from the clothes lmao

that’s me… lol

at least I think i look like that :/

Kinda looks like me except for the clothes lol :)

it’s so fucking hard to find picrew with my hairstyle for some reason lol

Finally one with a split dye option!! I normally just pick a color but this is so much more accurate.

<3

i couldn’t rlly find mh hair type but just more poofy and curlier lol

TW!!! weight, eds

i wanna cryyyy;;;;; my coworker is using the fact that she knows who i like against me… i fucking hate this so much ;;; and i don’t wanna ask/say anything to him yet bc the person he used to date was so skinny and im not at my ugw— so who know if he’d even like me :(

why can’t my 115 look the same as hers T~T;;;; we’re the same height too but my face is fat and my thighs even worse