#silva zoldyck
Your Wife Will Know
Silva Zoldyck x Reader
Synopsis: What Kikyo didn’t know wouldn’t hurt her… Right?
A/n: when I have the energy *depression sucks* I’ll write more to this
You inhaled sharply as you pulled back from the heated kiss, the chance of his wife walking in was high and sent shivers down your spine. His hands gripped your fleshy hips, slightly moving them against his as he looked up at you like you were some goddess. “Your wife will know!” You hissed, chest heaving as you tried your best to catch your breath.
“She already suspects I have a mistress, and it doesn’t matter anyway” he grunted out before latching his lips against your neck, sucking and biting every inch of skin he could reach. You let out a moan at both his words and sharp teeth, realizing that it didn’t matter what she knows or doesn’t know, what Silva wants Silva gets.
“Aren’t you even a little a-ashamed?” you sputtered out, fingers moving to grasp onto his shiny white locks, trying your damnedest to ground yourself against him. He only nipped at your skin in response, but the message was loud and clear. His wife meant nothing to him, while you…
Well, you meant everything to him.
Yall. I’m on episode… idk (dont hurt me but its episode 42 of season 5 on netflix) of HxH and I formed a crush on Zeno and then daddy Silva showed up. And I SCREAMED. I just love all zoldyck men it seems.
To say Christmas came early is an understatement.
I’ll even give you the scene:
SPOILERS OBVIOUSLY
I Wanna Be….
Silva Zoldyck x Reader
Synopsis: He was just the devil searching for redemption, he just didn’t know he was going to find it in you… The new maid.
A/n: whew is it hot in here?! Just a short one sorry but you can finish what happens when it ends ;)
Also Y/g stands for your gender.
Eyes were glued to you as you cleaned around the room that no one but you was allowed to enter into without permission. “Whats your name darling?”
Your body froze by the fireplace, brain trying to catch up to your heart that was pumping furiously at the way his voice sounded. It was like silk, nothing like the butlers told you about. They said he was evil, but all you heard was heaven. “Speak”
You let out a squeak as you turned on your heel, “Sorry sir! My names Y/n” you breathed out, heart rate picking up somehow at the sight of him lounging in front of you. He patted the spot next to him, sly smirk rising on his lips. “What a beautiful name for a beautiful y/g… come sit by me. I wanna play a little game”
Silva zoldyck..
That’s it. That’s the post.
Man do I wanna write for him. Also have an illumi fic in the works… may as well write the dad
Most of the Milluki Zoldyck hate, from what I’ve seen, comes from straight up fatphobia. Deadass, if Milluki suddenly became skinny and looked like Illumi but had the same shitty personality, the whole narrative would be “Aww, he’s just a bratty bottom.” “Him just baby, he can’t help it .” “I wanna hug Milluki and give him the love he needs ” “Cute nerdy boy Milluki ”
Milluki would be the easiest Zoldyck to reform.
And I’m not talking about those “Milluki loses weight and is suddenly nice because he’s ‘handsome’ and not fat anymore” fanfics and fanarts. Who’s to say Milluki loathes himself because of his weight ? That’s just a dumb assumption, sure, he probably does get picked on by his family, mainly his parents and grandpa, because he’s the portly one out of all of them, but they also judge and criticize him for everything else, so I think his weight would be one of the last things on his mind.
But think about it, Milluki is actually really smart and skilled with computers, he’s basically the family IT guy whenever they have a problem that has something to do with technology.
But what if he decided to leave ? In my opinion, I don’t think his family would care, considering that they think he’s a failure as an assassin and a son. They wouldn’t miss him like they miss Killua. Sure they’d be losing their IT guy, but they could easily just hire someone for that role. And I’m not even sure they realized he actually left the house for the first time in years when he went to Yorknew City.
What if at that moment, when he came back, he realizes that nobody even noticed that he was gone and it inspires him to leave ? He realizes that they truly don’t care.
Milluki is young and talented, so he could easily get a job that can use his skills and could even enroll in a university and could get multiple degrees.
His personality is also shitty because he’s stuck in the house with people who don’t care about him or notice him, so he doesn’t really socialize as much as he should, so if he went and found some anime nerds with common interests (assuming they aren’t the shitty incel type who’d influence his already shitty personality) he could probably make fast friends that way. He’d be a little awkward at first but he’d eventually get into the rythm.
In eighth grade I once made a fanfic where Milluki simply just had to leave the house because there was an anime figure he wanted that could only be bought in stores and he bumped into a person who wanted the same figure and they just talked and got to know each other and it was the first person who acknowledged him and showed him kindness in years, so he was eager to get away from his family and change himself for them but he was scared that they would just abandon him and ignore him just like everyone else.
Milluki could actually survive and make it in the real world if he just had the motivation and if he did ever get out and touch some grass and met some people, his spoiled man-child personality would probably decrease expeditiously. It wouldn’t be completely gone, but he’d probably just be reduced to more of an know-it-all dork who always has a 'I’m smarter than everyone in this room, so when I say Sailor Moon can beat Goku, it’s a fact, don’t question my judgment !“ personality but can turn it off whenever he has to do something important or when he wants to make new friends.
I think Milluki Zoldyck only dislikes Killua because Killua took all of his attention away when he was born, especially Illumi’s. I already made a post about how I think Illumi and Milluki were once close but think about this.
Illumi and Milluki are 7 years apart in age, so Illumi was probably getting used to having a little brother and was probably quite curious about Milluki. Milluki probably followed him around out of curiosity and Illumi didn’t mind much and whenever he got a break from the harsh training his family put him through, he probably spent some quality time with Milluki. This was before his emotions got repressed.
Milluki was probably used to being the ‘baby’ and got his fair amount of attention and probably wasn’t even that spoiled, just indulged in toys and gifts his parents gave him when they realized that he probably wasn’t going to be cut out for the assassin lifestyle. I liked to think he always shared with Illumi though.
This all changed when Killua was born. Milluki would have been 5, Illumi would have been 12. Milluki was probably uneasy about having a little brother since he was the baby for 5 years. His suspicions would have been correct, when his parents immediately started gushing over their little white haired, blue eyed miracle child. Okay fine, so Killua took the attention of his parents, but at least he still had his illu-nii, right ? Yeah no, it probably only lasted a year before Killua was pushed on Illumi to be raised by him, his father and their grandfather. Kikyo, Silva and Zeno were probably the ones who started torturing Killua since birth to work on his pain tolerance, then as soon as he could walk, was like “Alright Illumi, your turn !”
Illumi was so focused on training Killua that he couldn’t spend any time with Milluki. Milluki was starting to feel neglected so he tried to seek out attention but his parents were probably like “Here, take this chocolate and go watch TV, Mill.” “Here’s a toy and some chips, now go away.” “Don’t bother Illumi when he’s training Killua, take this game system and some food and beat it.”
So Milluki started to shut himself in, which is why he still acts like a child at 17 years old, his parents just gave up on him in favor of Killua, giving him new toys and food instead of attention and love. Even when he uses technology and little gidgets he creates to assassinate people, his family still looks down on him and calls him a poor assassin.
Which is probably why Milluki eats so much and is obsessed with computers, games and anime figures, he associates that with love and comfort. He particularly eats a lot when he’s fustrated too. His parents don’t force him to train or to even take up the assassin lifestyle, they just want him out of the way, so they can fawn over Killua and only call him when they need something, which is why he has resentment towards Killua.
In a way I relate to him, since my younger brother is the perfect favorite of the family who just happens to look just like his father and gets away with anything, while the rest of us are just afterthoughts. Which is why I can’t bring myself to hate Milluki like everyone else.
In other words ? Milluki is just all alone and his personality and behavior is the result of the Zoldycks ignoring him. I don’t think Milluki deserves all of the hate he gets compared to other characters who’ve done way worse and still get praise just because they’re hot (i.e: Hisoka, Illumi, Chrollo, Feitan and others)
I get really sad whenever I think about the Zoldyck siblings. I literally can’t hate any of them, and I actually feel SORRY for them. Whenever I bring this up to Killua stans they get all offended because like ‘Oh ThEY AbUsEd kIlLuA!!” and I’m like, yeah, I understand that, but why do y’all think that is??? All of the Zoldyck children were conditioned by KIKYO AND SILVA to think that the way they behave now is how you show love. They think “disciplining” Killua and each other is showing love because that’s how their PARENTS treated all of them.
And this is me speaking without bringing up the fact that Killua DIDN’T EVEN HAVE IT THE WORST OUT OF ALL OF THEM! I personally think Illumi and Alluka had it the worst, and then Killua!! Alluka was literally locked in a basement and DENIED HUMAN CONTACT because of something she couldn’t control! Again, an effect of conditioning from their parents, except this one made them think that because Alluka wasn’t like them, that she couldn’t be considered as family.
Illumi, as the oldest son, was used as an expirement! Every torture and training method Silva and Kikyo used on Killua and the others was probably used on Illumi first to see how effective they were, INCLUDING THE REALLY BAD ONES, and as a result, he lost the capability to empathize with others and take in his own emotions in a healthy way! He thinks the way he behaves with Killua is showing his love in a positive way because that is how they conditioned him to think! He isn’t even capable of thinking that Hisoka and him are connected in any way outside of “associates” BECAUSE THEY DON’T TREAT EACH OTHER LIKE ASS, AND THEY DON;T ABSUE EACH OTHER. HE THINKS THAT’S HOW YOU HAVE TO BEHAVE TO LOVE EACH OTHER.
Don’t think I’m leaving out Milluki or Kalluto either! Milluki is very obviously their least favorite child after Alluka! They use him for his technical prowess and then they leave him alone and don;t bother talking to him outside of that! Kikyo LITERALLY yells at him and ignores him when it’s very clear that all he wants is validation, but she refuses to give ANY to him, instead showering Kilua in her twisted ass “love” and “affection”.
Kalluto is the EXACT SAME WAY, except he wants attention from Killua, but he literally pays him no mind because he thinks that Alluka is the only one that actually cares for him in a positive way!! Which, in all truth, is fair, but still. Kalluto is literally paid no mind by anyone in that family because he’s the baby! Kikyo was basically using him as a little doll until he joined the phantom troupe! After he joins the Phantom troupe, you can see how reacts to their actual GOOD relationships in the troupe with their whole no fihting other troupe members thign and stuff, and that just makes him even more focused on getting Killua back because he just wants acknowledgement from his brother.
I’m not denyig that Killua had a bad childhood, but if Killua had a bd childhood, HOW DO YOU THINK THE REST OF HIS SIBLINGS WERE TREATED?!?!?!
Basically, this is now a Zoldyck siblings stan account, and a Kikyo and Silva hate page!! Zeno is on THIN fucking ice
SAY AYE IF YOU WANT A REDEMPTION FOR THE ZOLDYCK SIBLINGS SO KILLUA AND ALLUKA CAN HAVE THE GOOD AND LOVING SIBLINGS THEY DESERVE!!
Silva is the definition of daddy. Don’t try to convince me otherwise.
Killua: I wasn’t that drunk!
Leorio: You told your father that he was revoked from his duties because you found a new daddy.
Killua:
Leorio: Your father. Who is a top tier assassin.
Killua:
Leorio: Gon had to run away begging for forgiveness
Silva: Grumpy dragon guy does not like the beach a bit. His hair pulled into a low bun,wears a custom made happi coat with his chest bare, loose cotton pants and slippers, just sitting underneath a beach parasol.
Kikyo: Well, does she have the time of her life? Huge beach hat on top of her head, wearing a 50s styled swimwear and beach kimono,eating a giant bowl of rainbow shaved ice.
Silva: Stereotypical flirty old man if you leave the “pervert” part out. Really gets a kick out of it if women blush. Smacks Silva on the head for complaining like a baby.
Illumi: Chasing Killua with a bottle of sun cream. Wearing swim trunks that matches his beach cover up with his hair in either a french braid or in a bun. Gets a lot of attention from people but just blinks at them.
Milluki: Got buried under the sand by Killua. Said boy ironically made a pig in the sand.
Killua: Surfing and eating ice cream when he’s done hiding from Illumi and the sun cream.
Alluka: This girl doesn’t make a sand castle. She pulls out a damn mansion and it’s so impressve that it even made Silva stop bitching. Also the one that gets a lot of attention from boys cause of her dress-like swimwear, but the deadly aura from Killua would chase them away.
Kalluto: This young salt is tanning, minding their own damn business. Often looking at their phone, texting their “friends” *coughtroupecough* Not going to swim, not with them wearing a fabulous Bohemian Beach Style Jumpsuit that makes everyone seeing green with envy.
