#teenager diary life
As the summer passed by, I lived lots of things during my favorite season of the year, I enjoyed my birthday as every year and I celebrated for almost 3 weeks. I lived different experiences and met different people. I suffered because of love, but I also moved on a little bit. I don’t want to explain each of the things I lived this summer but I will make a summary for me and for you:
- I rode a motorbike with a hot guy, he was very interesting and a proffesor from my university too.
- My ex-boyfriend left everything clear to me, it was a bit hard but I needed that kind of honesty, he wants to stay in Spain, he loves his life there and he is happy.
- I met a guy who gives me mixed signals, he fills all of my expectations but maybe we are just friends, I have the whole year to find out.
- University starts in 10 days, and this will be a hard semester.
It was exactly on this day. My boyfriend and I spoke about what we’re going to do with our distance relationship situation as I’m not going to visit him until july of 2017. We agreed on breaking up but still talk to each other, in my point of view is a relationship without any commitments. I love him and I want him to come back to me when he is back, but hope is the only thing I have left.
I am 7 months with my boyfriend now, and he is leaving on August of this year to another continent. He is staying there for an entire year (he is 11 years older than me) and I am afraid, because we still dont have “The conversation”, I don’t know if he wants us to continue with a long distance relationship, or if he wants to break up. I’ve been thinking a lot about this lately, because time passes by really quickly and it is less than two months for his leaving.
I think he wants to break up, because its a whole year with a girl who is totally younger than him, he needs to be married in less than 5 years, because he will be over thirty, and I will be less than 25, what is he thinking? I want to stay with him, but my age is an obstacle right? maybe he is only with me because he has no one to be with? or is it my head creating random and horrible stuff to let him go?
