So here’s to you still crossing my mind.

Here’s to us talking again.

Here’s to you and your little twisted games.

Here’s to me and all my hidden feelings.

Here’s to us being more honest than we’ve ever been.

Here’s to you still hurting me.

Here’s to me still letting things happen.

And here’s to him, not knowing what’s going through my mind but trusting me.

Here’s to us - you, me and him.

Is it cool that I said all that? Is it too soon to do this yet? ‘Cause I know that it’s delicate.

Taylor Swift

Here I go again, with a new chance to ruin everything. I still have you in my mind and all my doubts, all my insecurities, all the mistakes I made. You’re still in my life even though you are long gone. And I don’t know how to stop you being a part of the new me.

But I deserve to be free for him.

Between light and shadows

Last night I was thinking about you,

Of how you appeared out of the blue,

Of that dreamy smile, that one can’t hide

When you finally let your heart guide.

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Oh, I believe I can catch the moon

And live in a perpetual June,

Of flowers bloomed and bright sunshine,

Of tender music and fine wine.

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Concurrently come the games,

Those that can burn one in their flames,

The power battles and great disguise,

Don’t show too much interest in your eyes!

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I wished we could skip that stage

And go directly to the golden age,

When we loose the fear and conquer all,

Dance together in love’s ball.

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Well I guess it’s part of the way,

As the wisemen say:

The sun is the greatest source of light

But also of shadows that can fright.

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- S.T.S.

Do you believe in fate?

Do you believe in fate?

You have to, you must!

Take the plunge, don’t hesitate!

Would you just your heart trust?

I heard your voice in the silence

And perceived your scent in the void.

I know it defies science,

But your love I can’t avoid.

I searched for you on mountains’ tops

And in the bottom of the seas.

I looked all over the world, wouldn’t stop,

As I knew together we’ll be at ease.

I never thought you’ll be so close,

Oh I’ll let my heart dictate,

For I have found my love grandiose!

Tell me, do you believe in fate?

- S.T.S.

Why would you ever want someone like me?

Someone so broken in so many places.

Someone who can’t ditch the demons that other people planted in my head.

Someone scared and paranoid and jealous.

My redeeming qualities are slim to none.

But somehow you still want me.

And I wouldn’t trade you for the world.

You are too well tangled within me. Every cell in my heart holds some of you darling. The only way to unlove you would would be to rip it straight from my chest. Even then, it may still beat on.

Eternity is not long enough

You could be the most perfect woman in the world, and he the perfect man. That does not mean you are the perfect people for each other.

Venus de Roux

You cannot build a life around another person. People come when they are ready, and they leave when it is their time. Nothing in life is permanent except yourself.

Venus de Roux

Be my skin,

be my bones.

Be the only thing I ever did know.

Part of a work in progress

The kind of girl who drives 30 miles over the limit when she’s alone, and 10 under when you’re there.

You’re the sweetest thing in this world

“Back then all I wanted to be was yours.”

They asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up

Don’t get too close. This is a wild fire that lives to burn.

Venus de Roux

Sometimes I imagine I’m a tiger in a circus cage. Threatened with whips and chains to perform tricks for your enjoyment. But could you really blame me if I let my wild free?

It’s a ticking time bomb baby

My heart melts when you walk into the room,

my eyes follow your lead and I press my lips against yours,

only to find that they fit perfectly in sync

and the butterflies emerge in my stomach

this new love heals all wounds

whereas old love comes back to bite

a new darkness into the night, baby you shine bright✨

destined-suggestions:

i wasn’t sure i could find love again, but then i met you and my whole world changed

 As the summer passed by, I lived lots of things during my favorite season of the year, I enjoyed my birthday as every year and I celebrated for almost 3 weeks. I lived different experiences and met different people. I suffered because of love, but I also moved on a little bit. I don’t want to explain each of the things I lived this summer but I will make a summary for me and for you:

- I rode a motorbike with a hot guy, he was very interesting and a proffesor from my university too.

- My ex-boyfriend left everything clear to me, it was a bit hard but I needed that kind of honesty, he wants to stay in Spain, he loves his life there and he is happy.

- I met a guy who gives me mixed signals, he fills all of my expectations but maybe we are just friends, I have the whole year to find out.

- University starts in 10 days, and this will be a hard semester.

Is this

How love is born

The real deal

Is it

This slow

This comical

Does it start

By leaving me wanting more

Does it promise to take away

The loneliness

But only after

The party’s over