Thank you so much!! 

I’m on Twitter! @mymansteven

every1 who sent in drawing prompts: tysm! I will get to them just that grace and anissa 1 took longer than i thought it would :P (b/c the characters are interacting) so it will take a bit since tomorrow i am in grading jail

I’ve been really active on my twitter (same username) and trying to spread whatever information about the protests that are accurate/available. Police brutality, injuries and protester deaths have been escalating in the past two days. 

Keep your eyes peeled! DONT LET THE POLICE CORNER YOU OR ANYONE ELSE. RUBBER BULLETS ARE NOT MADE OF RUBBER AND THEYRE STRONG ENOUGH TO FRACTURE/PENETRATE THE SKULL. MASK UP, DO NOT WEAR MAKEUP (IT CAN AGGRAVATE THE EFFECTS OF TEAR GAS, HAVE PLENTY OF WATER BOTTLES, LEARN WORKAROUNDS FOR PHONE JAMMERS, DONATE TO BAIL FUNDS IF YOU CAN AND MOST IMPORTANTLY STAY SAFE. 

All instances of escalation have been made by the police. Media keeps using the same footage of rioters to derail the conversation and ignore the very real problems of living under a police state. 

Do not fall for the hypocrite police groups who are “kneeling” and “marching” alongside the protesters. These same cops have already been proven to have maced and assaulted protesters once the news cameras were off. 

I know I don’t have a large following on here or on any other social media. But to those who see this, feeling hopeless or feeling guilty because they can’t be there to protest against the racist institutions that keep us (AND SPECIFICALLY BLACK PEOPLE) oppressed! It’s okay! There are many ways for you to support the cause online, whether it’s by signing petitions, donating to funds, spreading the word and relaying news to the people who are on the scene. 

There are ways to also jam pd apps. There are already people who have infiltrated police scanners to warn protesters of their next move. 

ALSO!!! VERY IMPORTANT!!! It’s very easy to have people disappear in these kinds of protests!! Whenever you see a missing persons post, research it’s validity of course, then spread it like wildfire. WE WILL NOT STAND FOR ANY MORE LIVES LOST. 

BLM!! ACAB!! 

My dear followers and Joy Division fans who have come across this blog: 

I will be leaving #in-this-colony for good. Life has gotten too busy and too serious. If you’d like me to keep this website open, PLEASE RESPOND TO THIS POST. Otherwise, I will delete in-this-colony. 

Thanks so much for all your love and feedback on my past posts. It truly has been amazing as well as shocking! 

Forever grateful to you all,

Gabrielle

Hey while I’ll still be answering asks for the most part, I will be mostly inactive on this blog for now on, as well as all my other blogs connected to this one. I might explain more later, but this is no cause for worry, I promise.

Just remember that I love you, and I thank you, and to try to be the best person you can be every day of your life. You’ve all inspired me and filled me with love and hope. So, please, for me, take care of yourselves.

Love you.

Just, anyone at all, know about this Stripe site/app/ect, and if I can transfer money on it to my bank account?

But I’m still trying to see if there’s a way this Stripe can be connected to my bank account. I still feel like I need to download an app or something but not sure which Stripe app would connect with Tumblr & bank account

Guys I did not forget, I know it’s been a while but I’ve been going under major changes in my life. It started with my dog dying, me getting a promotion as manager, losing my friends and loved ones, going full time to college while working a full time “part time” job as manager at a major grocery store, the pandemic hitting, and finally getting some freedom from people being near me(social anxiety). Suddenly people started to come back and I went into psychosis, could function at my job but had mental breakdowns to the point they were going to fire me if I didn’t get help. Met with a therapist who threw me into multiple psych wards, deemed me a danger to myself and others, had a whole group of mental health professionals try and tackle my issues with intensive out patient. I started to gain weight, hate my body, take medication, lose my thoughts, get detained by police at my job because my therapist deemed me a threat to myself and others again and again and again. Lost my position as manager, they threw me back into the store where I hated, gave me a new job there which was alright but they didn’t understand I was so desperate to leave there because I had stalkers.

Once again, I was harassed by my therapist because I’m atheist and she told me I was condemning myself to hell. She made me cry constantly because I do not love myself and have more love for others in need than “pitiful”old me. Finally had enough of her bullshit, got in touch with some old acquaintances and thought everything was good. Finally got my drivers license and a car. Ended up getting in multiple accidents with parked cars cause my therapist would talk to my psychiatrist since they used to work together and had me drugged up the ass without having any warnings on the labels saying “do not operate vehicles once taken”. Had a boyfriend who treated l like shit and raped me after constantly asking him to pull out because it hurt and telling him I didn’t want to do it anymore. Grew more and more suicidal to the point I told him to get the fuck off of me and broke up with him the same day because I was just a cumdumpster and a cab to him. My ex-fiance came back into my life and we remained friends but it was always on and off. A “friend” then sexually assaulted me multiple times while I was still heavily medicated. Got sent to the psych ward again and finally got a great therapist who’s a criminal psychologist and can deal with my homicidal ideation and not deem me as a threat because he knows I would never act upon it. Got a different job, and they fired me because I wanted to go back to school and work fewer days which they agreed to but suddenly changed.

Changed my major from nutrition to mortuary science, went back into school, And was struggling to pay bills, feed my companion animals, and pay for my medication and appointments. Now I have a steady job as a caregiver, only have two clients but they adore me and I adore them. Able to pay for my stuff again and lost 25 pounds but still struggle with my body dysmorphia. I got rid of the people who hurt me and now I’m lucky enough to have 3 people I consider friends. Now I’m almost done with my prerequisite for MS and no one is abusing me but my parents still. I’m not happy, I’ll probably never be, but right now I’m in a decent spot. Sorry for the wait, this will be completed. I’m not too sure if I will do a voice-over tier list but I will still definitely do the tier list. For those who need stuff right now here’s the hookup. Please eat and stay safe

Hi everyone, I’ll be going on a trip (one I was suppose to go on in 2020) so I won’t be on much or at all. Will be back around June 9th!:)

Hello, my dears!

First, I want to apologize to my lovely followers. I’ve been terrible at being active and keeping up with what I say in going to do. Life has been CRAZY! I’ve moved twice in the past month and am expecting to move into an apartment with a girl I just recently met in the next month. I’m also trying to get a job at an awesome place. I have an interview on Friday that I’m super nervous for (interviews are my weak spot).

Second, I want to apologize to those I’m following, especially the writers, and especially the writers I’ve looked up to and reached out to. I’ve been horrible at keeping up with their works and even more terrible at reblogging, which is something I really really want to get better at. Most of them don’t follow me and there’s so many that, in fear of me forgetting one, I won’t tag them, but it’s important to me that I get this out there.

Third, I’ve got free time this week. This past week was pretty hectic, so I’m trying to recover this week and take it slow. That being said, I have no plans except for Friday, but life’s unpredictable at the moment and my mental health has been all over the place.

I just wanted to say sorry and thank you all for being so kind, patient, understanding, and just all around loving. Its crazy that this site, of all things, is the one stable thing in my life right now.

Be kind to yourselves and others! Stay safe, enjoy life, and stay tuned!

~CJ

Just a reminder that I have ten(noweight) slots open to get people gifts off of their witchy wishlists! I just need you to contact me (or like this post, or do something to indicate that you’re interested).

Dear followers,
I’m sorry to inform you that I will be unable to post anything until Sunday night, October 13, 2013. By that time, I’ll be back in my home state, with my trusty PC.
Until then my beloveds,
yaoi-master

Sooo yes. As we all must know by now, I’m a terrible blogger, forgive me.

But just to update you guys, I’m still happily storyboardin’ (and designing and animating, who knew), life is good, and I’ve got some absolutely RAD news for you guys. 

Luckily it was announced so I can share it now, but I’m part of a team of animators working on an upcoming animated short called Welcome to Showside (by Ian McGinty, an awesome dude who makes comics for Adventure Time and Bravest Warriors)! 

So yeah, it’s been an intense month, but soon I’ll be able to share more about it with you folks!

Til then, I WILL TRY TO BLOG MORE AND NOT BE SUCH A DOOFUS, YEESH

So…it has been a painfullylong time since I posted anything, but a LOT has happened in just the last few months that has kept me really busy and extremely happy, yeehoo! To keep it short, there was a workshop I happened across that led to a rather speedy internship and suddenly TONS of amazingly talented people and friends began to flood into my life…

Aaand short story shorter, I’M A STORYBOARD ARTIST NOW! 

HOW that happened I do not know but I’ll just continue to thank God and go with it, hee! So yeah, hopefully I can post more drawings n stuff in the near future, but for now I just wanted to let you guys know I’m not dead!

Also a biiig hello to my new followers! Thank you for following a hibernating blog—hope to change that soon!

Basically what I’m saying is…if I never did yours, I’m really sorry. Please don’t take it personally. I really love doing aesthetics and I would LOVE to be able to do all of them but I just can’t. So my new solution to this problem is to completely clear my askbox and start over. If you sent me a request and it never got filled, please feel free to send it again. I will do my best to keep up with the inevitable barrage.

What brings this on is that I recently passed the 1600 follower mark and I appreciate every single one of you so so much. And to celebrate I want to re-open my askbox. So please feel free to request any of the following, (or anything else you can think of):

• Aesthetics (send your sun/moon/rising, and dominant if you want)
• Runway Looks (send your sun/moon/rising)
• Couple’s Aesthetic (NEW! send your sun/venus + their sun/venus)
• Squad Rate
• SHORT compatibility (as in my answer will be short.)
• Ideas for a ‘the signs as’ post
• Anything else you can think of!

The only thing I’m asking you to NOT send is Description Requests, because they take too long and require more research than I’m willing to do.

Yes, you! There should be roughly 200+ of you.

You probably don’t remember me and that’s just fine, but I have news for you: I’m going to start using my blog again.

However, I’m no longer that much into fandoms or reblogging and whatnot so I’m going to focus on the one thing that I still really like about Tumblr. The Sims 3 community.

In short: I’m turning my blog into a Simblr! ✨

Now you have been warned! If Sims 3 is not your cup of tea then kindly just unfollow me. I wish you all the best in life. Take care and bye-bye~!

To those of you that mightstill be interested because you actually like Sims 3 related stuff: I’ll start posting pics from my game and a WIP piece of CC for Halloween within a few days. :)

MASTERLIST! [1]

SDMN 

Miniminter: 

you hit me! (mini imagines) 

come and visit me again

they aren’t wrong

little notes 

mentioned in shy she is 2; my OTP is real!!; what a punsh; caught on vlog; you

Tobjzl:

my OTP is real!!

mentioned in shy she is 2;

AND FRIENDS

Willne: 

look at me (mini imagines)

shower thoughts (mini imagines)

every time I… (mini imagines)

just been honest (mini imagines)

shy she is 1&2

you’re my future 

you

next to you 1

to hot chocolates and whatever the hell y/n was drinking

Calfreezy: 

caught on vlog (mini imagines) 

what a punch

fond of you. 

mentioned in shy she is 2; you

Steven tries: 

mentioned in shy she is 2; shower thoughts; just been honest

OTHERS