#chaotic academia aesthetic

no one:

my brain every two seconds: yoOoOouRE IN THE HO OU S E AND IIIIII AM HEEEEERE IN ThE C AAA Aaa a a R CUZ IIII JUST NEEEED A QUIEeEt PLA A A A CE WHerE I CAN SCREEEEAM HOW I LoVe yOu-

no matter how loud you yell, fictional characters wont listen to you and that pisses me off quite a bit like god damn it will you just talk it through like stop walking the oTHER WAY-

i really need to stop dropping things and picking up new things on accident because i just saw a book under my bed and went “oh yeah im annotating that-” like i havent touched it in months.

This is the nineteen “last straw” apparently. Can you use a different phrase next time? If you’re so unhappy with my life choices, stop giving me second chances and just leave.

i really want to get up and go out and do things like go to the library and go get coffee with my friends but i for the life of me can’t get out of bED-

welcome to part 23529 of romanticizing every aspect of my life so I don’t fall into a deep depression: i listened to chloe moriondo and made rice and thought ‘this is it this is life’ like who the fuck does that

to the convince store worker that looked at me with worry as i put four monster energy drinks and sugar free mint gum on the counter, im fine im just not fine <3

there’s this boy with really pretty hair that i, for lack of a tamer word, am infatuated with. am i gonna do anything about it? absolutely fucking not-

“Here it goes again

The worst side of me

I’ve kept under my skin

Makes me feel uneasy deep inside

I couldn’t love myself properly

There was a part in me that was Unnecessary and far away

From my ideal self

And I broke it by force.”

- 댐인

alright. fuck small talk. let’s overshare about our trauma while we listen to hozier and drink day old iced coffee.

I’m annotating ‘Call Me By Your Name’ by André Aciman after reading it twice and I got to the scene where Elio keeps changing the way he played the piece and making Oliver frustrated and it took ALL OF MY WILL POWER to not cover the whole scene in highlighter. It’s one of my favourite parts in the whole thing.

Me: I love learning and studying and working. I am only complete when I read and annotate books for fun and write essays on obscure topics.

My 59 missing assignments: wanna work on us then?

Me: no <3

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aceademic:

thinking about all the books i could read if i didn’t have to study

I have been drowning in studies for months, and all I want to do is devour the mountain of books waiting patiently on my bookshelf

sir this is my emotional support murderer

i wish i was

here’s a link to the artist’s insta!!

me wishing i had pretty pinterest notes and aesthetic handwriting: :(

physics handwriting looking like this:

me, feeling immediately better about myself: :)

low quality because i made this in a rush but i needed to share it

@mkvx

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMNRh8tem/?k=1

new video about the two playlists I made inspired by dark academia and The Secret History. you can listen to these songs while writing, reading or at any other time <3

(these photos are mine).

The National Museum of the Italian Risorgimento, Turin, Italy.

“There are such things as ghosts. People everywhere have always known that. And we believe in them every bit as much as Homer did. Only now, we call them by different names. Memory. The unconscious.”

-Donna Tartt; The Secret History

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMNdGA9ge/?k=1

and I’m back here with another video about The Secret History, because my obsession with this book doesn’t seem to want to go away.

it would make me really happy if you looked at it, I’m new to this type of video <3 love u

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMNetf6mS/?k=1

a new video inspired by dark academia is here! hope you like it <3 love u

“Injustice is in the natural order of things and I must begin to accept this fact.”

(Chapter V)

-Alessia Palmieri; The Chosen One

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMNJh9QeB/?k=1

this time I can show you a video I made about mbti and dark academia. you would make me very happy if you looked at it <3 love u

Fifth chapter out now on Wattpad.

“We angels do not need to sleep, much less to eat or drink, but sometimes we do it anyway for pure pleasure. The nights, therefore, for the guardians who watch over their protégés, when the latter are at home to sleep, represent the foundation of hours of reflection, reading, writing and intellectual growth.”

(Chapter V)

-Alessia Palmieri; The Chosen One

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMLoPo317/?k=1

I made this video to pay tribute to my favorite character from this book. I would be very happy if you looked at it <3 love u

! this is the Italian version of “The Secret History” by Donna Tartt !

“Forgive me, for all the things I did but mostly for the ones that I did not.”

-Donna Tartt; The Secret History

“Beauty is terror. Whatever we call beautiful, we quiver before it.”

-Donna Tartt; The Secret History

“Soon after, Eva also arrives, wearing her Greek female tunic, decorated like mine. Her wavy hair falls on her shoulders like tongues of fire and illuminates her entire slender figure, like a classical statue. I imagine her coming out of the Parthenon, in the role of a queen. She is beautiful to say the least. May the Olympian Gods be with her.”

(Chapter IV)

-Alessia Palmieri; The Chosen One

PLEASE READ THIS, IT’S IMPORTANT.

this is a friendly reminder that we should support all artists, of all kinds, who are currently alive. this is because they need help and love for their art more than any other. just reading and sharing a book still not very famous or any new work of art and so on to warm the hearts of these emerging artists and encourage them to continue on their journey. the artists who are no longer alive have been fantastic, it’s true, but the artists who are alive now need more support and appreciation than the previous ones.

Fourth chapter out now on Wattpad.

“I have tried to suppress these strange feelings, this sympathy towards her, but the efforts have been in vain. I am a stranger to this kind of emotion. I have never felt anything for mortals other than pain for their cruel actions that lead to self-destruction, so it is hard for me to understand what makes her so different in my eyes.”

(Chapter IV)

-Alessia Palmieri; The Chosen One

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMLwDrNhp/?k=1

i’m so sorry, but I would be really happy if you watched this video that I made related to dark academia. love you <3

it’s almost midnight and I just finished reading “Frankenstein” by Mary Shelley. tomorrow I have a history test, but currently it’s much more important to try to understand if I feel more sorry for Victor or for his creature.