#contemplation
they say distance makes the heart grow fonder
but that’s only because we’ve been gone longer
and i know that this could work
but i’m scared
because the once crystal blue lake
is now filled with murk
I don’t want to leave you
I don’g want you to leave
Because there’s a chance
that you’ll find someone better
Someone who’s there
Someone you don’t have to drive 5 or more hours to see
maybe once a month
I’m scared because I want to spend the rest of my life with you
and I know you do too
But what if someone better comes along
you don’t have to wait for months to see
You’re the one I’m going to grow old with
that much us obvious to you and me
but what if you decide it’s not worth it
that it’s too much hassle and heartache
that there’s a beautiful girl that’s right there
that you don’t have to wait on and drive 5 hours to see
what if she can give you more than me
what if she makes you happier than me
what if she makes it easier than me
what if it’s too hard to love me from so far away
what if it’s too much on you
I want to grow old with you
and live on a little farm house
with our ducks and dogs and cats and lizards and plants
I want a family and a comfortable life
even if we have to struggle
I want you
But what if someone better comes along
and sweeps you off your feet
quicker than i did
better than i did
that you don’t have to drive 5 or more hours to see
“The sea is a good place to think about the future” - @bkcollage