#disordered eating mention
sometimes i tell people im not a breakfast person
i also tell people im not a lunch person
not long till they realize im just not an eating person
Oh my fuck i need to reromanticize my ed cuz im not doing well can i get some tips pleaseee
How does one not eat lunch when they have a bunch of friends sitting with them? At school especially please please help
WHY THE FUCK DO I EAT SO LITTLE THEN AFTERWORDS FEEL LIKE I ATE THE WHOLE FUCKING BREAD FACTORY
TW- SH, ED
I looked at an old body check of mine when i still cut and seein them made me relapse <33 at least im way skinnier now
nothing like binging every other day fucking kill me and id thank you
the euphoria omg
starting a daily log to keep track of myself
TW FOR ED AND CALORIES-
morning weight~ 110.8
water intake~ 64 oz
kcal~ 223
exercise~ -358
exercise time- 66 min
total calories~ -125
Losing weight youve already lost before hurts like a bitch
ONLY TWO POUNDS FROM MY OG UGW
aAGHHHHH
wait wait omg i just realized im actually an inch taller than i thought i was so that means my bmi is probably way smaller than i thought agh
i was 4 pounds from my ugw now im 10 from a binge and also lowering my ugw so i feel like shit
IM AT AN ALL TIME LOW WEIGHT AND IT’S EVENING OH MY FUCKKSKSKFHSUFJNRNR
Panic attack in a bathroom <3
Whoops i wanna kms why must i eat pasta
Day 5- why do you want to lose weight?
Cuz i hate myself why else lol
Me being convinced that im gonna hit my ugw this months then binging 3 days in a row
Day 4- greatest fears
Im terrified my parents will notice and try to talk to me about it, and im scared im still not gonna like myself once i go as far as i can.
Not to mention the whole longterm heart problems infertility and all that fun stuff
Day 2- height?
Im 5'3, i like being taller than my girlfriend, but being just an inch taller would be nicer i think :)
I think ill reach my ugw by the time i finish this so lets go :))
Day one- your stats?
5'3
Sw-121.2
Cw-104.2
Gw-100
Ugw-96
Im a minor
