#edmeme
Me: “AHHHH what a great way of beginning the day!!!”
*chugs in green tea while feeling dizzy and wanting to cry*
Day 1: My stats (in kg)
Hw: 43
Lw: 39.1
Cw: 39.7
Gw 1: 37
Gw 2 :35
Ugw : 32
BMI: 17.0
someone needs to kill me now before I do it myself
not me wanting to be natsuki from ddlc
can you guys send invites to ana discord servers ??
The best feeling in the world is fasting all day and keeping your morning skinny entire entire day
the day im allowed to start running again it rains i’m gonna kms
my friend is recovered and keeps trying to get me to talk about my ed with my parents/ therapist but I just fucking can’t. I can’t face the mere idea I would no longer have this thing that I can turn to. my life will be shitty and there would be nothing I could do about it
really shitty pic but this is my waist from the side
“hahahhaha!! remember when we thought eating was a personality trait and made us not like other girls!!! hahaaha lol so cringe of us!! glad we grew out of that!”
who is we, Sharon?
anas tryna convince themselves rice cakes and black coffee is delicous
i am perfectly Fine
hey bitches guess whos back and fatter then ever!!hahahahhahahhahhahahahhhahahahahhahahaHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHSHhaahaahh
my bed when it’s halloween:
2016 me: ana is beautiful. skip dinner wake up thinner. everyone will like me when i’m skinny
me now: how much diet coke will kill me
me on my way to do activities i don’t wanna do but it’ll waste time so i don’t have to eat:
me adding hot sauce to my dry potato:
And yes, even though my mum bought me some sugar-free wheat bread I would still prefer “Plain *Ice cold* black coffee (Sugar-free)” because I trust what I see than what is labeled from the grocery. Yea I don’t trust food just like guys.
Mum gave me this… I don’t feel safe eating bread again this is not one of my *safe* food…
This is a shirt when I was still at the larger size.. Now it is hanging and doesn’t embrace my body anymore the hang gave me a glance at my old self, it looks huge on me.. But a little bit of cringe because I still blame myself on indulging on food before made me realize how fat I was before.. Now I’m far from my starting weight.
