#notprojusttags

I’m lucky that I don’t have to go anywhere today I can b/p In the comfort of my own home.

Lol my new Home Screen because I wanted to put a diet as my wallpaper to motivate me but it looked weird with my old app widgets. So I ended up just making new ones, now the theme is gray and a little beige.

Tried to “recover” and gained 10 pounds. The past two days have just been me purging everything I ate. On the bright side I lost 4 pounds ☺️. It’s so annoying to lose weight that you’ve already lost. Spent the whole day catching up on alr drama I missed. Also I’m doing really good in school!! Like I made honor roll for the first time!! So instead of me thinking about food I’m going to try to focus on school and getting even better grades.

Second day complete Today went well i wasn’t hungry but I did have to drink some green tea because I was really faint eventho I took my vitamins. I might have to buy some electrolytes for my next fast.

W3ibo skinny challenges are overflowing with th1nspo also it might take a while to find but there is also kinda like a w3ibo proana community. You can also find diet and work out tips.

I cant wait till school starts to get so busy I forget to eat while simultaneously getting my steps up all the while not making any friends ☺️

I’m honestly really tired of this. I just want to reach my ugw and recover. I want to be normal and be able to enjoy things that people my age should be enjoying. Going to the movies with friends and actually being able to eat there. Eating dinner with my family. Going shopping and actually finding nice clothes. When I reach my ugw I’ll be able to do all the things I long for. It’s never really been about looking pretty or getting a s/o for me. I just want to love my body and wear all the clothes I want without having to worry about getting unwanted attention or looking fat. I’ve never been really sad or depressed while having my ED and I’ve been able to overcome my sh. I just want to enjoy my high school life and hopefully within a year I’ll reach my ugw and overcome this part of my life that is holding me back from really enjoying my life.

Oh no they relapsed ☹️

Guys pls report them

10 Things I have in my room that just make sense

1) Five pound dumbbells cause my arms are horribly weak for how fat I am

2) A scale and measuring tape cause duh

3) A cute pink journal where I log my weight loss or gain for every day of the month (in cute gel pen uwu)

4) A bag of seaweed chip packages in my closet (20 Cals per package)

5) A sketch book that is slowly being taken over by thinsp0

6) A very long workout rubber band thing that has so much resistance I literally can’t stretch it

7) soo much water in case I need a snack

8) gum in case I need another snack

9) l@xitives for either constipation or…….anyways

10) last but not least: sadness it’s over flowing

I bought “Chinese” food to binge on since it binge day and tell me why I ate ¼ of it and got full. WHY IS IT THAT WHEN I CAN EAT THE FOOD IM NOT HUNGRY BUT WHEN I CANT MY STOMACH IS DOING THE CHA CHA SLIDE. This is bs. I’m mad now because I bought ice cream and I can’t even eat it now. Well maybe that’s good, maybe my stomach shrunk. IM STILL PISSED THO.

Just consider it re living childhood (even though Ik most of us had it or still have it ROUGH)

On a side note Ik exactly what I’m going to binge on, on Friday

I’m like 100 percent sure I can eat all of these. Thought I’m also like 99.9 percent sure I’ll purge these but whatever.

someone needs to kill me now before I do it myself

not me wanting to be natsuki from ddlc

can you guys send invites to ana discord servers ??

The best feeling in the world is fasting all day and keeping your morning skinny entire entire day

the day im allowed to start running again it rains i’m gonna kms

my friend is recovered and keeps trying to get me to talk about my ed with my parents/ therapist but I just fucking can’t. I can’t face the mere idea I would no longer have this thing that I can turn to. my life will be shitty and there would be nothing I could do about it

really shitty pic but this is my waist from the side

Omg I’m so fat time to literally ✨starve✨ myself❤️