#eating disroders

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hELp eEhh

I think my scales at home are broke, because mine say i’m 7st 2lbs which is 100lbs, but the scales in boots (a pharmacy) say i’m 7st 13lbs. The scales in boots also measured my height and had it COMPLETELY off by like 2 inches so I don’t know what scale to trust. Mine is one with the lil arrow but the one in boots is digital but honestly i’m so confused at the moment and i’m really unsure about my weight and it’s making me panic and I need to buy a new scale soon or I will genuinely go insane.

Binging is not worth it

Binging is not worth it

Binging is not worth it

Binging is not worth it

Binging is not worth it

  • Binging is not worth it
  1. Binging is not worth it

Binging is not worth it

Binging is not worth it

Binging is not worth it

Binging is not worth it

Binging is not worth it

Binging is not worth it

Binging is not worth it

Weird eating disorder thought idk

Am I the only person who gets excited for food and that excitement helps me starve?

Like, i’ll plan a meal out (like a sweet potato or some frozen veggies) and i’ll think about it ALL day until it’s my designated time to eat.

I’ll be sat in bed drinking diet pop and smoking thinking “only a few more hours of fasting and I can eat that” and it’s like food is a motivator for me. It’s weird. It helps me not binge if I’m looking forward to a pre-planned low cal meal.

Am I the only person who does that or am I just a fat hoe lmao???

I have all the making for this outfit, but i’m too fat to pull it off

Wearing my boyfriends pyjama pants makes me feel skinny bc they’re baggy as fuck lmao

Ana buddy search!

I’m looking for a friend to support and help me keep on track - don’t fret, the same goes on my end if you want any support and help!

There are a few lil guidelines just so that it’s easier for both of us (or whoever is down y'know:)

  • Must live in the same time zone (UK, I live in Wales but the UK is the same time zone)
  • Non-homophobic
  • Willing to send meanspo or sweetspo sometimes (you don’t have to, it’s all good in the hood)
  • Be 14-21, i’m 17 yo and i’ve had my fair share of creeps that i’d really not encounter again

If you’re willing to share numbers/social media that’d be sick too bc sometimes its easier to text and yanno it’d just be nice to have someone to talk to abt something other than weight sometimes:)

I really don’t mind what gender, or if you prefer to be neither thats neat.

So if you’re interested, just dm me yo, I swear i’m not scary.

Me: I’m gonna eat under 600 calories today, I gotta lose this weight.

Ana: OR you could eat absolutely nothing, and lose it even quicker;)

I decided that its time for me to love my self. One step at a time. That mean deleting this account to prevent me from relapsing back to my old way. Wish me luck!

Hey, i havent been on in ages but im back ♡

I’m tired

I’m confused

I’m alone…

I want to sleep forever

But I’m a sunflower, a little funny

If I was a rose, maybe you’d want me

If I could, I’d change overnight

And turn into something you’d like

But I’m a sunflower, a little funny

If I was a rose, maybe you’d pick me

But I know you don’t have a clue

This sunflower’s waiting for you

Waiting for you

mommy issues hurt, im not eating tonight.

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