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“Only priests and politicians benefit from a people’s ignorance.”

Ki Longfellow, The Secret Magdalene

“I read somewhere… how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong, but to feel strong… to measure yourself at least once.”

Jon Krakauer, Into the Wild

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“You are going to break your promise. I understand. And I hold my hands over the ears of my heart, so that I will not hate you.”

Catherynne M. Valente, Deathless / Edwin Holgate

Have you ever heard the wonderful silence just before the dawn? Or the quiet and calm just as a storm ends? Or perhaps you know the silence when you haven’t the answer to a question you’ve been asked, or the hush of a country road at night, or the expectant pause of a room full of people when someone is just about to speak, or, most beautiful of all, the moment after the door closes and you’re alone in the whole house? Each one is different, you know, and all very beautiful if you listen carefully.

Norton Juster, The Phantom Tollbooth

A Carefully Constructed Li(f)eTim Brown seemed like a typical Florida retiree: He loved doting on hi

A Carefully Constructed Li(f)e

Tim Brown seemed like a typical Florida retiree: He loved doting on his wife, fishing with friends, and flying his plane. But his life was built on a secret.

On the morning of December 2, 2020, Tim Brown got up early to start a fire. The night before, an unseasonable cold front had descended on Love’s Landing, Florida, where Brown lived with his wife, Duc Hanh Thi Vu. By 8 a.m., the mercury in the thermometer had yet to reach 40 degrees. At the bottom of the cul-de-sac where the couple lived, a thin layer of frost glistened on the long grass runways that extended through the quiet neighborhood: Love’s Landing is a private aviation community, home to pilots, plane engineers, and flying enthusiasts.

As heat from the fireplace warmed the house, Brown headed to the small hangar he’d built right outside. Nearly everyone in Love’s Landing owned a plane, and Brown was no exception. He’d just had the engine of his gleaming Tecnam P2008 replaced, and despite the chill in the air, the morning was shaping up to be calm and clear. Perfect weather to take the plane up.


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‘This Wasn’t His First Time’A kidnapping deemed a hoax, the newbie detective who cracked the case, a

‘This Wasn’t His First Time’

A kidnapping deemed a hoax, the newbie detective who cracked the case, and the Harvard-trained lawyer whose mental unraveling set the whole story in motion.


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‘Raphael Couldn’t Have Painted Something More Beautiful’The couple who saved an imprisoned artist’s

‘Raphael Couldn’t Have Painted Something More Beautiful’

The couple who saved an imprisoned artist’s life — and the extraordinary gift he gave in return.


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-diary entry from 15.12.21

Overnight, I became the friend that will make personalised playlists for people’s birthdays, the friend that will ask you how you were at every silent moment in a conversation, because it’s a question that isn’t asked enough, the friend that won’t go a day without seeing you because she misses your face, despite the fact she didn’t know you before September, the friend that will get up and dance the second Ode To A Conversation Stuck In Your Throat plays, or Sex by The 1975, and will grab the hands of the closest person and get them to dance too, the friend that will knock first so you can speak, the friend that will talk to the Year 13s because they seem so scary despite being only a year older than you, the friend that walk you down to the coffee shop because you were going on your own, the friend that says hate is a strong word, but uses ‘love’ as easily as connectives, the friend that will ask you if you want to talk, because she’s there to listen, the friend that will be the first to apologise, the friend that will write poetry about you at 3am, and post it anonymously on Tumblr, the friend that confidence comes easily to, the friend with a god complex, despite hating herself, the friend that tells you that she dreamt of you the night before, despite it being a complete lie, the friend that will lie and cheat to get her own way, the friend that will manipulate and deceive just to remind everyone that she isn’t really thatfriend, because how could anyone have thatfriend? No one has her, really. She’s a Manic Pixie Dream Girl that’s trying too hard for the purpose of something that doesn’t even exist. She was none of these people four months ago. I wish I never had thatfriend. I think I’d kill her. She’d drive me mad.

He says he doesn’t want to be in a relationship right now. I told him “good luck finding a girl who doesn’t fall for you.”

—and if you do, then she’s a fucking idiot (silentregrets)

Sana Starros in latest excerpt from Last Shot: A Han and Lando Novel

“What was that—” Han yelled, and then a blaster shot shrieked through the air from the doorway.

Han was on the floor before he’d realized he’d jumped for cover. Above him, Maz dished out rushed commands as the few patrons left screamed and ducked under tables. Sana flew past, let off two shots toward the door, and glared at Han. “You coming?”

Another shot fizzed and then thunked against the bar right by Han’s head. “Coming!” he yelled, hopping up and dashing for the back exit behind Sana. “Who did you piss off now?” he demanded as they broke out into the thick Takodanan night.

“Bounty hunters,” Sana said. “Mean ones.”

“Is there a nice kind?”

The wall beside Han exploded, showering them both with debris as they hurtled out of the way. “That wasn’t a regular blaster,” Han said, glancing up. A cruel reptilian face glared out from the lit door­way. “You got us tangled up with a Trandoshan?”

“I told you it was mean bounty hunters,” Sana said.

The creature raised his mortar launcher and then something huge clobbered him from behind. Frapsen. All six of the Fromprath’s arms ensnarled the bounty hunter as the two tumbled forward in a clutter of curses and howls. Three more figures tumbled out of Maz’s place, blasters blazing.

“Go!” Sana yelled. “Now!”

They bolted down a quiet side street, cut a hard left, and crossed the main square toward the starship bay. The whole world had snapped perfectly into focus as soon as those blaster shots rang out, and now the hours leading up to it just seemed like a painful haze.

“The Falcon ready?” Sana asked.

“Always, sister. Always.”

“Are you, though?”

“Usually, sister. Usually.”

They made their way between a Gungan freighter and two cor­vettes, ducked around the landing gear of someone’s poorly parked shuttle, and then dashed up the gangplank of the Falcon.

“Chewie!” Han yelled, stepping over some old clothes and a small pile of—What was that? Bottles of something—and barreling toward the cockpit. “Chewie, where are you? We gotta—”

The engines rumbled to life as Han slid into the seat beside his furry copilot. “Well, there you are,” he muttered, clicking on the navi­computer and prepping the hyperdrive. “What took you so long?”

Chewie barked with annoyance and then yelped, pointing. The bounty hunters had stormed into the bay, and a slew of shots pep­pered the Falcon along with the ships around it.

“Sana!” Han yelled over his shoulder. “We’re gonna need you on—”

Blasts splattered out from the Falcon, scattering the bounty hunt­ers.

“—cannons,” Han finished. “Well, all right then. Glad to see ev­eryone’s making themselves at home.” He pulled the accelerator and let the roaring engines fill him. Space awaited, that impossible vast­ness, as empty as his heart, where he could be perfectly free.

As long as they didn’t get blown up on the way out.

More blasts rocked the Falcon as they circled into the sky and then shot over the ancient spirals of Maz’s castle and dancing lights in Nymeve Lake.

“What in the stars did you steal, Sana?” Han demanded as they zoomed out of Takodana’s gravity pull and out into space.

A chuckle crackled over the comm. “About that …”

Chewie let out another growl of warning as three dots appeared on the radar screen.

“Yeah, one of ’em was a Trandoshan,” Han said. “Why?”

Chewie snarled and pushed a button.

“Why are we slowing down?” Sana yelled over the comm.

“Good question, Chewie,” Han snapped. “Why are we slowing down?”

The Falcon rocked as the approaching ships released a barrage of laserfire.

“Chewie!” Han yelled.

The Wookiee slammed both fists on the control panel and roared.

“No, we can’t turn around,” Han said. “I don’t care what the Tran­doshans did to the Wookiees. Okay, easy, easy! Of course I care what they did, but we can’t deal with that right now, Chewie. We’ve got cargo to deliver, and payment to collect, and we also don’t have the firepower it would take to go head-to-head with these guys. Okay?”

Chewie grumbled and the Falcon blasted forward.

“I promise we can go after those reptilian freaks some other time, all right?”

Chewie yelped.

“And anyway,” Sana said over the comm, “those two ships with him …”

“TIE fighters?” Han yelled, gaping at the monitor. “Chewie, make the jump! I’ve had it with this—” The Falcon shook, cockpit lights flickering as several alarms bleeped out at once. “Chewie, get us out of here!”

Chewie roared, slamming the control panels. The stars slid into elongated stripes toward them and Han exhaled for what felt like the first time in hours.

Chewbacca muttered something under his breath and Han shook his head. “You ain’t kidding.” He clicked on the comm. “Sana!”

“You don’t have to yell,” Sana said, poking her head into the cock­pit. “I’m right here.”

Han and Chewie both spun around and glared at her. “You have some explaining to do.”

Last Shot: A Han and Lando Novel arrives April 17.

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