#heartbreak
“Falling so madly in love with you is a tragedy. Nothing in my world will ever seem so beautiful again.”—
Michael Faudet
(viaquotefeeling)
everythings-reminding-me-of-you:
Since you left I’ve lost all hope in love. I used to wonder what it would be like to have someone completely in love with you. To feel so loved and content that you plan the rest of your life out with one person. Then I met you. You loved me so deeply, in a way that I only imagined possible in the movies. I felt so lucky and everyday fell more and more in love. Then suddenly you left and never even looked back. “I’ve just fallen out of love with you” is what you said. And those words shattered every part of me. And 10 months later I’m still trying to pick up the pieces to build the strength to be without you.
22/12/18
It sucks when there’s only one person that you want to tell when something good or bad happens to you, and that person no longer wants to be a part of your life. I don’t even think I enter her thoughts anymore, but she is in mine almost every minute of every day.
Renewing or wedding vows after 25 years. It was a lie. She couldn’t wait to get home and be with her boyfriend twice that same week. Why renew vows if you were already in love with someone else.
The one and only love of my life. 01/16/2019
As beautiful as she is and as much as I loved her, these pics were never intended for me. They probably went to her boyfriend or her 67k followers on Tumblr. She had an affair while I watched and denied it. I made a lot of mistakes and my heart is broken to the point that I don’t think it will ever heal or love again. Even though she is with him, I still forgive her and love her. I’m still in love with her.
I need to stop looking at your eyes like they hold something for me.
unaiza n, as empty as my words
things i regret
not picking my mess up sooner/ not eating my breakfast/ my heart skipping a beat for you/ not listening to what my heart had to say/ working all day/ just to keep my mind from thinking about you/ breaking your heart/ still wishing to lean in your arms/ for you’re the only person/ who wouldn’t let me down/ loving you/ denying it/ your love for me/ mistaking it for nothing/ come home/ i need you.
- unaiza n, the list never ends. put it to an end, will you?
loving you was never pretty, it was a war zone. fighting to love you or to let you go.
- unaiza n,how did i think i’ll get out of this without bleeding?
and i’ve been trying to find excuses to kiss you at the places only the sun has touched.
- unaiza n, selling myself to stars just to spend more time with you.
something about you cutting me in so deep feels like home.
unaiza n, boy bye
i was the only thing you didn’t know how to do right.
unaiza n, you were never mine to begin with
for you, I created all of this art.
- unaiza n, my muse.
If the world will be falling apart, as long as I’d be in your arms, I’d be home.
- unaiza n, home was never four walls and a roof.
fill my heart with song, let me swing for evermore. you are all I long for, all I worship and adore - in other words, please be true. in other words, I love you.
fly me to the moon, let me play up there with those stars, let me see what life is like on a jupiter and mars - in other words, hold my hand.
in other words, darling, kiss me.
If love has never left you gasping for air, ripped you apart and stirred your soul - then you have not experienced love, my darling.
- unaiza n, love isn’t always red
