youbroke something inside me and now i’ll never be the same again.

i-had-strings-but-now-im-free:

my christmas wish is to die.

nothing has changed, merry christmas and happy holidays. my wish is still to die.

I always felt so guilty

even for the things that weren’t my fault.

come backandhaunt me.

i’ll never forgive you. never!

if you really love nothing.

you used me then you left me.

this did not just happen, right?! it feels surreal… it looked absolutely horrible, i truly hope he’s okay :(

Everytime I watch The Untamed or like see any posts about it , I just want to throw all the kudos in this world at Wang Yibo and Xiao Zhan for portraying Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian so beautifully . I’M GONNA DROWN THEM IN KUDOS SO HARD THEY’RE GONNA TURN INTO A WATERBORNE ABYSS

Hahaha. My Imposter Syndrome is flaring up. Hahahahahahaha. Or maybe it’s just not feeling comfortable in your own skin and getting stared at by random ass people. And the many times I get the “what are you?” Question.

Supposed to be going to a party but feeling like shit.

(Block Mycroft Thoughts if you don’t want to see.)

Sorry I’m sad

So as most might know I have a lot of animals. My two eldest are Buddy the Chihuahua mix whose 11 and Taco my Sphinx mix whose fifteen.

I loved Taco since I first found him five years ago. He’s been a hellion but he was well loved. Unfortunately his heart finally gave out. He passed at home with his siblings and me. I called off for three days, I couldn’t answer the door, I was crying so much.

When I finally went back to work Bruce asked me what happened. I broke down and he sent me home. Later that night I was on my Balcony when Red Hood and Red Robin came by. Hood and I had a good cry, Red Robin just looked like he got punched.

Apparently any mask or rouge that was aware of Taco found out. Lotta cards and even a few gifts were sent to our home. Even Joker fucking sent something.

So #onlyingotham do Villains and Heroes come together over your cat’s death even if that cat was a menace

To B

I wish I was half of what you think I am. Your chocolate brown eyes look at me with love, they look at me like I could do nothing wrong. I don’t think I knew how to love until you were born.

I wasn’t ready when you were, I wasn’t even the one having you. I was thirteen, and they put you in my arms. I don’t know why it was love at first sight; it was like everything good in my life came together.

I’m not your mom, but I feel like it. I raised you, I cared about you. Once I was in charge of your care I tried, you might as well have been my first child. I wouldn’t be who I am if you hadn’t come along.

So thank you for being born bud, I love you.

Your Sister

Apparently Leaves from the Vine makes Bruce Wayne ugly cry. I used to be friends with Jason. Today was a sad day at the office

Leaves from the vine

Falling so slow

Like fragile tiny shells

Drifting in the foam

Little soldier boy

Come marching home

Brave soldier boy

Comes marching home

Me: *Has only had candy, an energy drink, under cooked eggs, pizza rolls, and a cookie for the past three days* Why do I feel like I’m dying

I love how she said she cares about him more than me

I guess he was there when her other friends dropped her

I guess he was the one to drive her everywhere because she can’t

I guess he was the one who was there

I guess I wasn’t good enough

I guess I have more issues than him

I guess I shouldn’t be upset that almost everyone who has dated me, only wanted her

I guess I am not important to the most important person in the world to me

I know I won’t tell her how she hurt me with those words

I know I won’t say anything to her because I don’t want to be alone

I know I won’t scream how much I hate their relationship because I’ve never been in a healthy one.

I know I should be happy, but really I’m not