#i just want to sleep
I fucking hate insomnia
sleep is overrated anyways, fuck life and it’s bullshit at this point
if i cry once more tonight may aswell class me as a fucking water fountain.
“That’s what happens” she said “You let people in, and they destroy you”
There we go with your mixed signals and my overthinking.
Learn to manage alone in life and never depend on anyone, because even your shadow will leave you when you are in the dark.
I would love a moment of peace… just a moment to find myself… it’s hard to be strong every day. Strong for me, strong for others. It is very difficult to hold up when you need to be supported.
The worst sadness is the sudden one, the one that comes without a reason. Feeling the emptiness inside and not being able to fill it. Feeling so fragile that you die inside.
I love sarcasm. It’s like punching people in the face. But with words.
I don’t know who you are but I am convinced that you are a beautiful person with only negative thoughts.
Sometimes we think that strong people never cry, instead they are those who cry the most, those who have made sensitivity their strength, have made pain their courage, loneliness their hope.
F.E.A.R. has two meanings: forget everything and run or face everything and rise. The choice is yours.
I turned him into art, when he was merely an empty canvas.
25 DAY LOOKBOOK CHALLENGE | DAY SEVEN
Lazy Sunday (25 Day Challenge by @abundanceofpixels)
Between Inktober and moving I’ve been super busy, but I’m finally back with another post. I’m planning on getting some spooky lookbooks up before October is over.
Details below
Michelle Look 1: hair|top|shorts|socks|slipper
Alissa Look 1: hair|top + undies|bra| slippers (can’t find, by Demirose) | beer (can’t find)
Michelle Look 2: hair|top|undies| socks
Alissa Look 2: hair|top|undies| socks
CC Creators: @aharris00britney@ayoshi@newseasims@simpliciaty-cc@bluerose-sims@gorillax3-cc@trillyke@4w25-cc@pinkpatchy@serenity-cc@zurkdesign @sentate@kotehoksims@sudal-sims@tajsiwel@clumsyalienn
Anxious thoughts before being on the open at work is really not what I need right now
September 20, 2020
Hey morning, it’s what 6 am where I am and my stupid bitch of a mom just came into the living room (where me and my youngest sister sleep) and started screaming about her seeing a mouse and how it’s because we don’t take out the trash. Then proceeds to calling us “dirty bitches” and “nasty mother fuckers”. Which is hilarious because she lives in an apartment and her neighbor said she saw a mouse in her apartment a month ago. Mind you her neighbor isn’t that clean, I’ve seen inside her house. So I guess she never thought “hey! maybe it came from her!” No I doubt it. I highly doubt it. This woman is an immature, selfish, hyper lying piece of dog shit. Fuck it, rat shit. I have ZERO REPECTFOR HER. I don’t care that she gave birth to me. That’s all she did because she didn’t do SHIT for my sisters and I growing up. Just abuse us physically, emotionally. She us part of the reason I wanted to kill my self so badly when I was younger. She.. why did she even have kids? Money? Because that’s honestly all she cares about. Oh and the best part about all this?! I have an interview and trail shift in an hour at a coffee shop near by but now I doubt I’ll go. Mostly because I have a fucking headache that’s slowly turning into a migraine from her screaming and there are no pain killers here. God! I need my own places!!!
Why people replace me so easily?
