#i missed you
uhh hi! i already have a certain amount of followers here and idk how many of you will even see this post but the majority of you probably followed me because of jjba fanart which i used to post here in 2018-2019. you’re free to unfollow me if you want to because i haven’t drawn anything jjba-related since march 2020 and i can’t tell when/if i will. maybe i will draw some more jjba stuff one day but at the moment i don’t want to and i can’t make any promises.
i haven’t posted anything on tumblr in about 3 years and well i decided to come back… yeah. surprise.
one of the reasons why i came back btw is that i might have certain problems with the access to my instagram art acc (pnkwhl6) which is a messed up situation that i don’t really wanna talk about to be honest… sooo if i disappear from instagram without a clear warning then hopefully at least some of my insta followers will find me here.
not sure what to say about myself i really suck at all these introductions but yep i’m an artist! i draw fanart and occasionally my oc’s. and i do self-portraits! and i also illustrate my favorite songs! anddd sometimes i write fics and illustrate them as well! i guess i just make all kinds of content that i want to.
i’ve deleted all the old posts (…sorry) to kinda start everything over however i’m gonna repost some of my older pieces anyway… and (unless something unexpected and unplanned happens) my new art will be here too.
see you later!
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I just…I just miss her. And I hate being so alone.
I FINALLY GOT TO TALK TO HIM OH MY GOD HES SO CUTE BRO IM GONNA SCREAM!! the way he says dude,,,, i’m it should be illegal to be that adorable. gosh today is looking up.
Why did getting used to your absence
Feel so much like moving on
Now I’m standing at the edge
Of too much and not enough
I can tell the real glares from the fake ones. I know strength, and I know bravado. They have their own essence, something that transcends the senses and twists you right in your gut. I know when you’ll break, and when you’ll hold fast. It’s why I can do what I do.
But you’ll test me, you incorrigible brat. You won’t learn, but you’ll test me every time. You’ll test me because you have to know that I’m capable of passing, flying my colours past you rather than letting them run. You test me because if I couldn’t pass, I’m not worth it. And to give me as much as you do, and have me not be worthy… fuck. That’s not worth thinking about.
It’s not just for me, though, those glares and leers, the taunt between your eyes. Just as you probe and press, try to find the weaknesses and hope with every push that you won’t find a soft spot, I’m just glad you’re doing it. Glad to know that not anyone could own you, that not a single other man could be in the position I’m in, doing the things I’m doing. To know that I’m worthy shows me that you are too. That your submission is something that’s actually got value, rather than being thrown like change to a beggar. I’m not the one who begs, my favourite little slut.
No, that’d be you. Beg for permission, beg for my fingers. Beg for me and mine, to be mine. Test me all you like, but I know bravado when I see it, and girl, you’ve got bravado up to your eyeballs. It’ll snap just as soon as you come, just as soon as you surrender.
You test, and I laugh your little exam right out of the hall.
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heeey~ ya girl was siiiick~ but now she’s doing weeeeell~
Sorry, I had a lot of personal/buisness stuff going on, so I wasn’t online on tumblr for like.. ages.
What did I miss?! (except that Yahoo-bought-tumblr-thingy. Omg, it annoys the f*ck out of me. Sorry not sorry).
Whatever. I’m happy to be back and gonna answer your messages later :-)
Thanks for being patient with me.
Be ready for tons of new posts!
