#insomia
~Chasing Whales~
As the day begins to close,
I find myself between the rows
Of golden sun and dappled trees
Midst dancing light and trembling leaves.
.
Setting fire burns the sky
Whilst framing gulls with scarlet dye;
A geyser springs from distant view,
Mist rising through the fading hue.
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Sprint past pines and crumbling rock–
To jump the gate, ignore the lock.
I follow pull of creaking waves
And seek the salty breeze I crave.
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Leap from sand and slice through blue,
The liquid life that cyclones brew;
I take a breath, the sting dies down–
Why sink to swim or breathe to drown?
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I know they’re close: the current pulls–
A gentle rocking, drifting lulls
Me; farther from the foaming shore:
Far from a freedom held no more.
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Holding tight to trace the lines,
Each scar a story set to rhyme–
I hear the groan of secrets deep
As I am lured back to sleep.
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~Reigh Lynne
i’m just now realising that there are names for these things i’ve been feeling for years- camhs really is doing something something for me after going through like 3 therapists but if i get one more diagnosis i’m gonna cry
Ya NO me importa a quien PIERDA tengo cosas que hacer y METAS que alcanzar. (⌣_⌣”)
This is me
This is me making a post about mental illness. I suffer from anxiety, depression, and insomnia. The love of my life is currently sleeping next to me, she’s been asleep since maybe 8:30, yet here I am laying in bed wide awake listening to the world go by. Am I sleepy? Sure. Will I be able to sleep soon? Maybe, maybe not…is this a normal battle for me every night? Yes, yes it is..I may seem like I have shit together, but guess what?! I don’t. This is just a post to let all of you little lovely’s know that if you need someone to talk to, or someone to listen, I’m here for you, this shit isn’t easy for anyone. I’m here and I’ll listen.
I’m stomach sick
That also means my doctor call me out of my ADHD meds
That also means that my emotional and attention disrigulation are having a party
And I don’t know what it’s making me go mad … The pain or the boredom
Me: (has nothing to do while laying in bed at night)
Brain: go to sleep!!!!!!!!
Me:???