#lost hope

The hollow nothing holds me hostage,
I am scared of the future,
But terrified of the past,
A pit holds me down.

I live in a state,
Half real,
Half fake,
I don’t know what is scaring me,
All I know is I am utterly terrified.

My identity is gone,
I have lived like this for far too long,
The pit swallows me limb by limb,
The despair creeping in.

I am soon to be smothered,
In a never ending,
Pit of despair.

There is no bottom,
I will never stop falling,
I feel like I have been swallowed by a black hole,
All emotions gone,
Besides the constant despair.