#proud of myself
String theory.
I both want to go to the gym and very much do NOT want to go to the gym… so I think I’m going to get changed and go. Like I need to finish signing up and I also very much want to start the 12-3-30 challenge. (Basically for 30 days you do the treadmill at an incline of 12 and a speed of 3.0 and it’s supposed to be AMAZING for your body)… like I don’t really believe it but I want/need to start somewhere if I’m want the energy to tackle Japan
So I went to the gym and totally failed at doing the challenge… or just mostly failed. But I did incline of 12 at 2.2 for ten minutes. Which is so much better than what I’ve been doing. And honestly I’m so proud of myself for going because the only way to get anywhere is to treat each day as a new day to begin.
Olive
A new Photoshop Picture ️
Spider-Man in Paris️
I created this picture with Photoshop.
Seattle with the flying house from the movie “Up"
“Do I really look like a guy with a plan? You know what I am? I’m a dog chasing cars. I wouldn’t know what to do with one if I caught it. You know, I just… do things.“
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Some art that I’ve done so far.
Hello people!
Is has been a long time since my last post, so I show you a little preview of my “Make-Up-Work” for the horror short movie “Mannequin” by Harry Besel
During the video-shooting last weekend I have learned a lot about making a movie and about using make up in movies. Great (hard) experience, guys!
Thanks a lot to the director Harry Besel!
Also too the model/actor Andreas Pape
and too Kiamisu for the pictures
In few weeks the short movie will be down!
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I don’t share selfies much but I’m graduating with my associates in Mass Communications and Journalism today! And with honors!
Simple Pride
Look at me - willne
Prompt list nr. 1: “Hey, Hey look at me!”
(Warning: I have no experience with panic attacks or writing them! I’m so sorry if this happens to come of as rude or wrong)
+ if you ever need someone to talk, hit me up ;)
+ sorry for not posting for so long!
I had one of those days again, I was staring at myself for more then an hour in the mirror now thinking how bad things were going in my life. Don’t get me wrong, I love Will but my dark thoughts keep ruining my happiness.
He probably will leave you soon. Your not even trying to keep him, doing what…nothing!
I cried out for help, more than once but this time I panicked, I freaked out, shaked. I wanted to crawl in a small ball and stay like this till the dark thoughts would disapeared for awhile.
But they didn’t.
Look at you, worthless and useless.
“Babe, I’m home!” Will shouted closing the door. “Babe?” Normaly I would be sitting on the couch, Reading a book our laying stretched out listening to music, Escape the reallity.
Today I stared blankly in front of me. Wanting to scream for Will’s help, but I coudn’t. No sound left my lips. Wanting to stand up and hugg him. No move I could make.
I could hear him walking around the appertment trying to find me.
He can’t see you like this, this ugly!
The door opened slowly, showing Will with a relieved sigh. tears started running down your cheeks.
“Babe? What’s wrong?” He grabbed your hands. You stayd quiet, Too quiet. “It’s fine.” He took me in a hugg patting my back. “Everything.” I whispered, sobbing into his shoulder.
“Hey, Hey look at me!” He locked eyes with you. “This…is the best thing ever happening to me.” He pointed inbetween him and You. “Don’t ever doubt that.” As much as you wanted to believe it, you coudn’t. “There is nothing wrong with you.” He sounded hurt. “I’m not going anywhere.” He grabbed your face whipping the tears away.
Next thing that followed was a Kiss. He Made you believe you were worth it. “I love you Will.”
“Love you more, y/n.” He Pulled you closer to him not letting you go for awhile!
