“If you’re going to try, go all the way. Otherwise, don’t even start. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives and maybe even your mind. It could mean not eating for three or four days. It could mean freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail. It could mean derision. It could mean mockery — isolation. Isolation is the gift. All the others are a test of your endurance, of how much you really want to do it. And, you’ll do it, despite rejection and the worst odds. And it will be better than anything else you can imagine. If you’re going to try, go all the way. There is no other feeling like that. You will be alone with the gods, and the nights will flame with fire. You will ride life straight to perfect laughter. It’s the only good fight there is.”
Faith isn’t the ability to believe long and far into the misty future. It’s simply taking God at His Word and taking the next step. - Joni Eareckson Tada
I am thankful that I stop listening to people’s opinions of me. I am grateful for letting go of the toxic people in my environment. I am pleased that the love I have for myself is growing daily. I am fortunate to be able to face my demons within and still stand after every battle. I am indebted to all my life’s experiences/lessons who taught me the true meaning to why I am here and what my purpose is. My worth is no longer invisible but a clear outline of what make me “Chem”.
If you do not breathe through writing, if you do not cry out through writing, or sing in writing, then don’t write, because our culture has no use for it // Anais Nin.
That without a Man directing you, using you, cumming in you, that you serve no purpose. you are empty, aimless, useless.
So learn to follow simple directions. Reblog this post, and say “i am just a cunt, please use my holes and give me purpose” so that O/others may see what you are.
“Live the Life of Your Dreams: Be brave enough to live the life of your dreams according to your vision and purpose instead of the expectations and opinions of others.”
I want dumbification but like nice. Like, tell me how proud you are of me when I answer simple questions even when they’re wrong, remind me that I don’t have to think, that I’m your dumb bunny and I have one purpose and that’s to be your sex toy, tell me how much you love seeing just nothing behind my eyes or watching me think harder then I should when asked something, tell me that I’m a good boy, tell me I’m pretty when I’m not thinking
“We’re so engaged in doing things to achieve purposes of outer value that we forget that the inner value, the rapture that is associated with being alive, is what it’s all about.”
Is that a tricep I spy? I’m EVER so slowly leaning out, trying to keep as much of my hard earned muscle as possible! That five month off season will not be for nothing . On an unrelated note, I was thinking about passion today. Specially, finding your passion and purpose and turning those things into your career. And I’ve come to the conclusion that doing that is much harder than it sounds. @amandabuccifit has really been inspiring me to take my life into my own hands lately with her podcast and #igniteyourfire, and all of my self-reflection is just leading to more questions! The one thing I know for sure is that I’m a helper, and I want to be able to improve someone’s life every single day with whatever I end up doing. But besides that, I’m essentially stumped. Oh well, i’ll just be over here doing tricep press downs and questioning my life♀️ . . . . #novel #instadiary #npc #npcbikini #npcbikiniprep #npcbikiniathlete #npcbikinicompetitor #bikiniprep #bikiniathlete #bikinicompetitor #contestprep #bodybuilder #bodybuilding #motivation #passion #purpose #deepthoughts #gym
