#relation
Having a long distance relationship is more complicated than I expected. We have a lot of communication, we talk to each other all the time, and from now on we will talk to each other on Skype.
Everything is really perfect, I trust him and I know he won’t hurt me, but…
My huge problem is temptation. Since he left, many guys talked to me again, to see me, to do things we used to do.
I’m having doubts about my strenght and my love for him. I want to be with him, I don’t want to break up, but I don’t want to hurt him and I am afraid of being weak. We are 1 of 12 months officialy apart (or maybe more) and I can tell you that I won’t cheat on him because I love him. The only chance I have to do it is when I loose myself drinking and everytime Im myself but drinking I only remember how much I miss him and how special he is to me.
It’s the last love that counts.