#right now
It’s rather exciting to watch people opening out, like a big tropical flower, slowly changing color and shape, displaying whimsies and secrecies never previously suspected or thought possible.
–Frederic Prokosch,The Asiatics
Zayn, who recently posted some new music for fans on social media without formally releasing it and may or may not be with a label currently, was in Vogue today and the article closed with this; “Malik says his next big project will be getting back in the studio to finish that much-anticipated forthcoming album. “I’m always writing and recording. I’m currently working on my next record,” he says. “I plan to release this album differently than I’ve done before, so it is exciting.” And no, there is no release date as of yet—you’ll have to keep waiting.”
Bite me.
Him: *bites my hip to mark me*
Me: *half giggle-half moan* I don’t think that’s enough to leave a bruise.
Him: *growls and dives back in for a second bite, doubling the pressure.*
Me: *yelps like a fucking puppy, moaning and squirming til he’s done.*
Him: Send me a picture of that as it sets in.
it is VITAL that we talk abt sammy
kinda #nasty but someone sniffling against/wiping their nose against the back of their hand like.. not even the sleeve. not even the back of their arm. not even their wrist. i feel like back of the hand/knuckles is like peak don’t give a fuck somehow. it’s like. rugged. like a scruffy, dirtbag-y kinda character or just one living through rough circumstances unthinkingly rubbing their running nose that way. it’s intriguing in its carelessness. it’s hot, is what i’m saying.
Maybe if he was a little less fuckable we wouldn’t be in this mess
fun fact:
@tupacaze ’s fanfiction;
“Five Times Quicksilver Doesn’t Tell Magneto He’s His Son and the One Time He Does”
was the whole reason I got into the quicksilver fanbase to begin with
Mmmkay so I just lost the thing I’ve been drawing for the last two days so I’m gonna cry k bye.
To my laptop, the asshole:
wow owwowowowo has it been a looong fucking few months…& I say few, but after checking my last post, it’s actually been F I V E months since my lil tragedy and let.me.fuckin.tell.you…. it’s been a RIDEbro
I know no one remembers me / no one cares / & maybe even no one gets on here anymore (I hope not tho at least; I’m kinda diggin what little I have seen on my dash tho), but TW: pregnancy loss. Sothathappened,
then my boyfriend broke up with me & kicked me out the house.
So I had to move back to where I’m from and I am still teeechnnniiiically homeless (I kindve do have a place to stay, but there’s no place to sleep AT the place. it’s also a very discostin place. like… there’s a room just for the t h r e e cat’s litterboxes disgusting. with carpet. the cats don’t all get along with each other so there’s a lot of territorial things happening & one of them just… has no home training and is wild & the last will NOT go in the box if it’s even just a lil dirty, so he goes all.over.they all do actually. and the person i’m living with doesn’t clean it every single chance they need to/should. it’s also very messy with junk. there’s just shit (ha ha not actual shit but also? yes actual shit too:/ ) everywhere; 3.5 out of 5 hoarding skill. of just….random-ass-stuff-all-over. so that’shappening….
i did find a job, and i’ve been at it for roughly a month, but we’ve only been open open (since after Hurricane Ida) for almost 2weeks & everypenny i’ve made since then (i’m a server) has gone to people who I owe for getting me through the timespan of when I just moved back here + had nothing to my name. the people that fed me and made sure i had enough money for literal necessities as a woman.so i haven’t yet been able to put anything aside and it’s just all v stressful BUT(..!)All this to say:
I just randomly (I say “random”, but was watching a Vixella stweam + it made me wanna play TS4 and get back on here and DL cc and organize my mods folder and basically just go back to the time just 3 mos ago when I wasn’t homeless, still had my relationship, didn’t have to work and honestly… had the life I wanted. So. but. I hope all of you have been well all this time (speaking to myself cause I know daMN well no one will read this bullchit LOL), and if you did read this GOD I hope you are exCEPTIONAL n happy n healthy and have everything you could ever want and need out of this life already. I’m going lurk Tumblr for 5 hours straight to try& remember everything my smol, dumb brain forgot about and all my faves and all the new and fresh and exciting cc and wow? iS this ACtual exCITEMENT I FEEL???? That isn’t accompanied by the weight of the world in stress? (my brain is always v conflicting & contradicting; I’ma gemini whatcannIsay) I hope this feeling lasts at least a littlewhile. I love you all. ♡
PRETY GIRL PLAY WITH HAIR WHILE I REST HEAD IN LAP WHILE PICNIC DATE PLSSS IM BEGGING GOD PLEASEEEEE
when the blood plasma in my feet changes density or atomic charge or something because of a spiral in my mind or a tumblr video or something #killall
sweetlylovely-deactivated202201:
puts my entire fist in my mouth
forget baby fever, the perceived need to grab any piece of free furniture you see in your 20s is unreal
Forest time
who’s the most traitorous bastard in your body? mine is probably my deltoid muscle
k im gonna write a kaz brekker fic tomorrow x
i wake up and immediately physically assault my brain with my phone
I’m gay
unfortunately some of the blogs i follow are inactive and i feel like i have a lot more new interests with all the new seasons/shows coming out! so if you post any of my interests below and have a tagging system (and especially if you’re a content creator!!!) please like/reblog so i can check out your blog
- marvel
- stranger things
- star wars
- heartstopper
- harry styles
- pjo
- literally most tv shows (sex education, derry girls, bridgerton, 911 lone star, euphoria, grey’s anatomy, station 19, shameless, b99 and so many more, i really watch a lot of shows)
boosts are much appreciated!!