#six of crows
I can’t believe Shadow and Bone comes out tomorrow (!!) I’ve been internally screaming all week. Anyway here are my (finally) finished portraits of Alina, Inej, Genya and Nina. I can’t wait to see these characters and this world come to life on screen.
how i go to sleep at night knowing that inej is out there living her dreams on HER ship, catching human traffickers and being the badass she is:
Nina Zenik doodle <3 I love her so much
“I am the sun summoner. It gets dark when I say it does.”
- alina starkov made by me
the first words of inej’s pov in soc is kaz brekker ok wow i love them sm i-
matthias and nina my beloved, they are so <3
“Nina had blown into his life with the wind and rain and set his world spinning. He’s been off balance ever since” I’M GONNA FUCKING COLLAPSE-
“The old answers came easily to mind. Money. Vengeance. Jordie’s voice in my head silenced forever. But a different reply roars to life inside him, loud, insistent, and unwelcome. You. Inej. You” JESUS FUCKING CHRIST MY GOD
oh my god i love jesper and inejs relationship
How do booktubers read so many books in a month???
If I finish one a month I’m proud of myself. It’s a process of reading. Setting the book down to stare at the ceiling. Crying and smiling while saying “It’s so damn brilliant”
Or putting the book down and staring at the camera like I’m in the office because its so irritating.
Then there’s the two week period of book hangover when you can stop thinking about how brilliant this author is for making you feel things again.
I have to collect my thoughts and then write my opinion to sort out how I actually feel about it (welcome to this blog)
Kaz is a control freak. He needs to be in control of every confrontation, conversation and he needs to be able to control every person around him. Kaz does not act without meticulous planning. I can’t think of a single instance where he improvised. He improvised a PLAN after the Ice Court job fell apart but he was never blindly acting on instinct. Everything went according to plan, if it didn’t he had a backup plan. He’s basically a Moriarty crime boss. The spider at the center of the web and he knows exactly how each one of them dances.
He needs control so he will never have to depend on another person for safety or food. Like he depended on Pekka Rollins. Like he depended on Jordie. He longs for someone to have his back, to have Jordie there again. He blames Jordie for leaving him alone and being foolish in trusting the wrong people.
This character is so interesting and it’s astounding how Leigh made him so sympathetic despite the fact he kind of awful. Do I love him? Yes I do. Do I know why? No I don’t.
In honor of Read a Book Day, I have started Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo.
- She’d often wished to chip away a bit of his arrogance, but she couldn’t bear the idea of seeing Kaz stripped of his pride.
- One minute he made her blush and the next he made her want to commit murder.
- What do you want, then?
The old answers came easily to mind. Money. Vengeance. Jordie’s voice in my head silenced forever. But a different reply roared to life inside him, loud, insistent, and unwelcome. You, Inej. You.- Speak, she begged silently. Give me a reason to stay. For all his selfishness and cruelty, Kaz was still the boy who had saved her. She wanted to believe he was worth saving, too.
- She would have her ship and he would have his city.
- “I would have come for you. And if I could’t walk, I’d crawl to you, and no matter how broken we were, we’d fight our way out together - knives drawn, pistols blazing. Because that’s what we do. We never stop fighting.”
- “I can hear the change in Kaz’s breathing when he looks at you.“
“You… you can?”
“It catches every time, like he’s never seen you before”- She’d laughed and if he could have bottled the sound and got drunk on it every night, he would have. It terrified him.
- Kaz had taught her to crack a safe, pick a pocket, wield a knife. He’d gifted her with her first blade, the one she called Sankt Petyr - not as pretty as wild geraniums, but more practical, she supposed.
- He needed to tell her… what? That she was lovely and brave and better than anything he deserved. That he was twisted, crooked, wrong, but not so broken that he couldn’t pull himself together into some semblance of a man for her. That without meaning to, he’d begun to lean on her, to look for her, to need her near.
- It was as if once Kaz had seen her, he’d understood how to keep seeing her.