Warning: age gap, mamma mia themed birthday party? picture in moldboard does not depict the reader, plus size reader isn’t actually mentioned ‘tis just for me
Summary: your boyfriend has a bad habit of spoiling you despite your objection and you were a fool to think your birthday would be any different
Warning: age gap, think that’s all but let me know if I missed something
Summary: it’s your first time sleeping at the avengers’ tower since you and tony made your relationship public and you’re a little anxious with all of those superheroes around you
‘Be a tutor’ they said, ‘it’ll look good on resumes’, ‘it’ll be a piece of cake’ they said. Wrong, they were dead wrong. Sure it could’ve been fun had you been paired up with someone who was easy to work with, someone who actually wanted a tutor and was actively trying to advance their grades, Tony Stark was not that someone.
You knew he was smart, heck the dude was a genius, but he didn’t bother doing anything, he never showed up, he didn’t even bother to turn in his assignments 90% of the time.
You were currently waiting in the library for Tony to show up for the session, you were hired by his mother to tutor him and she was the one who was paying you…apparently the professors had given up on him.
He was about forty minutes late at this point and you didn’t know why you were still waiting around for him, you got paid whether or not he showed up, maybe it’s because despite how much his ‘I couldn’t care less, I’m Tony Stark.” attitude got under your skin you didn’t want him to think you’d given up on him too.
When it hit the hour mark you let out a sigh, packed up your stuff and headed for the main doors.
“Leaving so soon? I just got here.” Tony said as he bumped into you on your way out.
You looked at your watch, your sessions with him usually lasted about an hour, by the time the two of you would finish up and you got back to your dorm you’d have about two hours to do your homework if you wanted to get the at least the minimum seven hours. Sadly you had at least five hours of homework meaning you were only getting four hours of sleep.
“Alright,” You said letting out a sigh, “let’s get started then.” You said as you led him back inside and towards the private study room you’d been in just moments ago. ___ “Tony. Please tell me you were paying attention.” You begged, you were two seconds away from either ripping your hair out or tossing him out of the nearest window.
“Yeah sure, you mentioned something about thermomecihanics, got it.” He said not bothering to look at you or at the whiteboard with all of your notes.
That was all it took, with that one sentence Tony Stark had finally driven you overboard, you’d given up potential nap times on him and he wasn’t even paying attention.
“Seriously Stark!? What’s your deal dude! Do you just not care? Because if that’s it then fine, whatever! I don’t care anymore, tell your mom I quit and that she can hire you a new tutor, because I’ve had it up to here with you Stark! I’ve given up my oh so few hours of sleep to tutor you for nothing because you don’t care. Hell you’re probably gonna use daddy’s money to buy your way through school and that’s fine, I don’t care anymore. I’ve tried so hard to get through to you and you just don’t give a crap. Have a nice life Stark, I’m done.” You shouted at him as you picked up all of your books and stormed out of the library shoving aside a library assistant who you were assuming was on his was to tell you to keep it down. ___ You were sitting on your bedroom floor surrounded by books lying open to important pages. You were on your fifth cup of coffee that was spiked with five hour energy, not exactly the healthiest thing but it got the job done.
You were reading up on Russian History when your roommate knocked on the door. “There’s someone at the door for you.” She told you.
You glanced at the clock on your nightstand, 4 a.m. you let out a sigh, not because there was someone at the door this late, but because you had to be up by 6 a.m. which meant only two hours of sleep.
You pulled yourself off of the ground your spine cracked from straightening out after almost two straight hours of being hunched over.
“I swear this better be good or I’m–Stark.” Your tone switched from a joking one to an obviously irritated one.
“I messed up, I know that, and I’m really sorry about it. I was doing all of this to get back at my dad and I wasted your time too. You’re really smart, and for some reason you never gave up on me and you’re one of the only two people who hasn’t done that, so thanks for that, besides I was kinda impressed that when you lost your cool you didn’t use a single curse word. Normally when people scream at me it’s nothing but curse words.” Tony said looking kinda awkward, it was odd seeing someone who normally walked around like they owned the place suddenly do a one-eighty and look so vulnerable.
“You wanna come in? I’m not getting any sleep tonight and you look like you could use a cup of tea or coffee or something.” You said smiling at him warmly and opening the door wider so that he could come in.
“Yeah, thanks.” He said as he made his way into your apartment.
Pairing: GN!Reader x Avengers (Platonic) Warnings: Not really? Mentions of blood Requested: Nope, send in some stuff loves!
You met all the Avengers separately. Originally you had joined Sheild before the Avengers were a thing and one day when you were kidnapped by some crazy scientist that proceeded to experiment on you, you were then considered for the Avengers Initiative… only considered since you couldn’t quite control the random powers you gained from the experiments.
You met Tony Stark when you had to join Natasha one day at the Stark Tower.
You were in his little penthouse and were in front of some random… thing that was in his living room, waiting for the man himself to meet up with you and Nat.
Your hand had reached forward to touch it, to see what it was because you had no clue what it was exactly, when you heard from the elevator; “Don’t breathe on that, it’s expensive.”
You froze and then straightened up before turning to the voice, who turned out to be Tony. Nat was sitting on the couch, covering up a small grin in amusement at the innocent look you had put on your face.
Tony swaggered over and dragged his eyes over your person.
“I have no idea what you’re talking about.” You gave a big grin as you rocked on the balls of your feet.
Tony’s lips twitched before scoffing. “We’ll get along great.”
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You met Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes one day after getting back from a mission that went a little sideways. You had just walked into the communal area in bloody clothes when you paused at the site of Bucky Barnes and Steve Rogers.
They also paused at the site of you standing there like a deer in headlights.
Brushing off the sudden and shocked silence, you grinned and waved at the two. “Hiiiii! I’m Y/N otherwise known as [Alias]. Nice to meet you two!”
Bucky raised an eyebrow and looked you over slowly while Steve opened his mouth slowly while frowning his eyebrows. “Uhhh… Steve.” He gave a major pause while opening and closing his mouth.
Bucky picked up the question. “Is that blood?” He tilted his head.
You looked down at your clothes and then looked up. Biting your lip before slowly answering. “No…?” You even looked confused at your answer.
Bucky gave a bark of a laugh while Steve looked more concerned. “That’s not a question you’re supposed to answer with another question.”
You chuckled nervously while rubbing the back of your neck.
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How you met Bruce Banner was even worse.
You had just accidentally broken a very expensive training robot and had just walked out of the training room and bumped into Bruce.
Grinning guiltily, you put your hands behind your back. “Did you see that?” You asked casually.
He had glanced behind you while adjusting his glasses and saw the robot on fire and looked lost. “Umm…”
“The correct answer is no… no you didn’t. Nice to meet you Dr. Banner!” You spoke cheerily before taking off down the hallway as fast as you could.
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Thor and Loki were interesting.
Thor was in the living room, plastered to the glass overlooking the city of Stark Tower when you walked in and he was grinning as he observed everything.
“Lady Natasha! What is the word for that infestation of tiny creatures over there?!” He pointed somewhere.
Curious, you followed Nat over to the window and looked to where he was pointing and you laughed heartedly as Nat deadpanned. “Those are children… That’s a school.” She said with no emotion in her tone. Making you laugh even more, to the point you leaned against the window next to them.
Meeting Loki was during the Invasion when you were making your way to the top of the Tower with Nat and you misjudged where to land so you landed on the area that was Tony’s suit landing area… You tucked and rolled and then landed in front of some feet.
Freezing, you stared at the boots for a moment. Thinking to yourself, “Shitshitshitshitshit… why me?”
“Mortal…” A deep accented voice spoke from above you. Leaking of arrogance and prestige.
You rushed to stand up and straightened up. But you froze at the man before you. Why did he have to be so attractive…
You laughed nervously as Loki examined you from top to bottom. “Don’t mind me…I’ll just go find a corner to have my existential crisis.” You tried to move to the side to walk around him, but he cut you off with the Septer. You looked down at it and then back up.
“Shouldn’t you be worshipping me, mortal?” He gave a mad grin, which made his appearance look a little more haggard.
In your mind, you said yes but outward you spoke. “Not interested, thanks.” You gave an anxious grin.
Loki’s face dropped for a moment but took steps closer to you. He looked out the window behind me and then turned back to you. “This is a beautiful world.” He said sarcastically will a tilt of his head and smarmy grin.
You gave a big eye smile and sassed “Shame you came from so far away to destroy it, huh?”
He raised an eyebrow and smirked. “Not really.”
Quickly you ducked and then took off away from him. You gave him a sassy salute and grin, observing his face as he looked at you shocked for a moment. “Later, Mischief!”
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Meeting Clint was the most fun. He was the one that recruited you. After escaping the scientist that experimented on you, you were living on the street for a good while.
You had just stolen some food from an expensive restaurant and had made your way to one of the building’s roof to sit and eat while enjoying the view.
In the middle of your meal, a man sat next to you and took a bite from the container. “Pretty snazzy food you got there.”
You froze and watched him wide eyed for a moment before contemplating jumping to escape.
He nonchalantly took another bite as he looked over the city. “Don’t jump, I don’t wanna have to chase you. It took a while to track you down.”
You frowned your eyebrows and sighed. “What are you? Cop?”
He snorted. “Nah, I just worked for a company called The Strategic Homeland Intervention, Enforcement, and Logistics Division.”
You blinked and scrunched your face up. “What? Did someone not know how to shorten names?”
“I think they are going to shorten it to S.H.I.E.L.D.” He shrugged and then reached up to adjust something on the side of his head. You notice of the hearing aid and your lips twitched before straightening up.
“And why have you been tracking me down?” You started to swing your legs over the side of the building as you observed the man next to you.
He gave a smile, “I think I have a job for you kid.”
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Natasha was short and sweet…
A few months after your training finally finished, Clint told you that he had someone he wanted you to meet and potentially become your mentor.
Following Clint into a training room in one of Sheild’s headquarter buildings, you spotted a red headed lady with a face set into an emotionless mask.
You walked up with Clint and Clint spoke up, “Nat, this is Y/N. Y/N this is Natasha Romanoff, otherwise known as the Black Widow.”
Your face set into an awed expression. “Woahhhh, so badass…” You grinned. “You get on Clint’s nerves, too?” You teased.
You saw her lips twitch but her mask remained. She looked you up and down before turning to Clint. “They’ll do.”
I am so sorry I couldn’t be active lately. I seriously don’t know what’s wrong me. I have about 15 unfinished stories in my drafts but I have no idea how to continue them. Lately I don’t feel like doing anything. I cancel my plans, dates, and sit at home. I can’t even watch a movie or read a book without getting overwhelmed/bored.
I am truly sorry, I am seriously trying to write to not keep you guys waiting but I just can’t.
I hope to be back soon, I am trying to pull myself together.
I love you all, thank you for still following me! xo
summary: sometimes you have to fight like hell to make sure you’re still alive.
word count: 6.8k
pairings: tony x black!reader ; OOC!dark!bucky x black!reader
warnings: kidnapping, abuse, weapons, swearing, mentions of marital rape, mentions of being impregnated from rape so please beware and make sure you’re 18+ and in the right mindset to read this!!!!
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“Love and abuse cannot coexist. Abuse and neglect are by definition, the opposite of nurturance and care… Too many of us need to cling to a notion of love that either makes abuse acceptable or at least makes it seem that whatever happened wasn’t as bad… To begin by always thinking love as an action rather than a feeling is one way in which anyone using the word in this manner automatically assumes accountability and responsibility”
